Chumbimba

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  1. What do you guys think about the red pill, MGTOW shit? I feel there is a tad bit of truth but something in my intuition isn't sitting right with the content. Like I feel the people in the community are a bunch of women haters trying to be Alpha but aren't authentic at all. Maybe I'm just deluded and jealous but just wanted to know your guys opinions.
  2. i am 23 by the way if that matters. My ultimate goal is to escape wage slavery eventually
  3. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTCvkIitKg8Aw4wa4PCtR5g?view_as=subscriber Support the youtube channel I will be making a video about red pill content
  4. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCTCvkIitKg8Aw4wa4PCtR5g?view_as=subscriber
  5. I don’t know if this is allowed but I recently started a YouTube channel and wanted to do a Q and A video with conscious questions/ self-actualization questions. Drop some so I can make a video. They can be anything.
  6. @Leo Gura I have a girlfriend right now and all my friends digest red pill content like its thanksgiving dinner. They say I am beta for having a girlfriend. I'm not trying to be alpha, beta, or anything like that I just want to be myself. I feel like a real man will love his girl even though he has the chance of getting hurt later and dealing with the pain instead of demonizing.
  7. https://www.hackerrank.com/career-fair/fall2020 I'm going to this too
  8. @DreamScape it’s really a feeling deeper than my ego because my ego is resisting it. I also have been meditating and I feel an enlightenment breakthrough coming
  9. Something is telling me to take mushrooms and really dive into psychedelics but I have a few fears. 1. I am taking medication for mental health and I don’t know how that will affect me and my trips (I want to get off of it though because I want to find natural ways to cure my depression, anxiety etc) 2. My grandfather was a paranoid schizophrenic and I don’t want to trigger that in me 3. People keep telling me not to trip by myself, but I don’t really know anyone I can trust to be a trip sitter. all feedback would be helpful thanks
  10. I am really stuck in life. I have nothing going for me. I am at a job that I hate. I am trying to become a software engineer but I am struggling to learn code and data structures and algorithms. I just got into a new relationship but my girlfriend and I rarely spend quality time together and I feel just empty inside and depressed all day every day. I feel lonelier in my relationship than when I wasn't in one.. I don't know what I am doing. I just keep watching tv. I have no vision, no passion nothing.
  11. I have been going to the gym consistently and playing basketball for almost 3 months and eating healthily and just wanted to show you my results. For all those on a healthy path, you can do it !!! I went fro eating birthday cake and ice cream on a daily basis, to fixing my diet almost completely and going to the gym consistently. If you need motivation or anything PM me. Also, this is still a work in progress so I am still on the journey too
  12. Ever since I have watched actualized.org and gotten into spirituality I have found myself feeling more. This is nice but it has backfired on me because I have been so busy feeling and not solving problems with a logical frame of mind in my life. I just feel like if I feel my emotions enough that is enough to solve my problems and that answers will come to me. I also think logic is anti-spiritual because it's not mystical. How do I balance emotions and logic? How can I become a better thinker?
  13. @Leo Gura, You have changed my life forever. I almost ruined it but if it wasn't for you I would have chased success and money and completely neglected real personal growth. I watched your deep problem with marketing video and I will never look at life the same. Just a 1% look at the devilry that goes on in marketing has shocked me and had me shaking with disgust. I also recently saw your comprehension has many degrees video which synergized with your contemplation video and now I understand what my life is really about. I wanted to build a big business or become ultra-successful, but now I just want to escape wage slavery so I can have more time to live consciously and mindfully and to really attempt to stop spreading evil (because I am the devil). I know in a previous post I said that you brainwashed me but you are actually trying to detoxify my mind and my cultural background is resisting that. Anyway, the point of this post is the following: 1. I am making the distinction between success and happiness 2. I am going to implement contemplating into my life which means I have to cut out some shit (probably TV and overconsumption of youtube) 3. I am aiming to have Truth as one of my highest pursuits (even though I lie every day now ) 4. The only material success I want is to escape wage slavery. Everything else is a bonus. Anyway I just wanted to show my gratitude and respects thank you @Leo Gura
  14. At the moment I am trying to become a software engineer. But what I deeply want is to teach meditation and assist African-Americans with mental health issues. how can I do that and become a software engineer?
  15. What I really want to do is integrate computer science and psychology and Target African American people to assist them in restructuring their psychology (since I am African-American)
  16. @Leo Gura in your video on lying you really shit on those fake spiritual people and sluts who pretend they aren't sluts
  17. you provide all that for her and break up you gonna be salty as shit bro. STOP!
  18. I mean crazy in a good way like powerful.
  19. she is hella clever in how she sold her course too
  20. That shit is crazy bro
  21. porn is reallllllllllllllyyyyyyy bad for your mind. You're impregnating a computer and wasting your life force. save that shit. Anybody who knocks no fap hasn't tried it
  22. Especially if you're a student 5.99
  23. I had a wet dream last night !! The worst part is... in the dream I was fucking cuddling with the girl and I busted I love nofap but man that's some bullshit
  24. First cold approach. I GOT BLOWN THE FUCK OUT LAST NIGHT! I mean I wanted to jump off a building after it happened. After my friend and I played basketball yesterday we saw 2 girls. when we went to 711 they were there too. My friend was trying to talk me out of approaching. "It's creepy" "They are going to think that you are weird" "blah blah bullshit," I said fuck it I will never get better if I don't try approached one of the girls and said ME: "Hey I saw you and I think you're cute can I have your number". HER: (didn't even look me in the eye) NO. Her Friend: *Laughing Wow, I was destroyed on the inside. Felt like I was going to die. Strangely though I have never felt more alive. It humbled me and made me realize how bad I really am with girls lol even though I tricked myself into having it figured out. My friend shat on me for approaching but ATLEAST I DID IT !! I have a lot to learn but I ready to get better with girls after 23 years of avoidance