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You are pisces now her "sandwich" makes perfect sense. ? Just joking. Ok will make something tomz. Just lost imspiration "drama queen" got activated.

Well now I have full fridge filled with veggies. She has overtaken my kitchen. ? Sacred desperate housewife space lost. ? Won battle but not war. Atleast I hope so. Will come up With something. But have to be Quick. Lost control over my own kitchen literally freaking out.

Never. You haven't tried deer meat.

Yeah, True. We also kinda like mindfucking ourselves here.

Yeah @DrewNowshave some Recipe for Me? Like despite everything I love to cook and make food.

@Raptorsin7 Stay in God damn Canada(unless you dream of visiting and living in some other country, like honestly. Radical honesty now) you know you gain independance build cool new habits heal from co-dependency become strong and robust actually (ya'll need it trust me) work with @Nahm at same timr What your dream actually is and be happiest mofo there is. Apologize to him. You will need him unlike psychologist who is there just for money he "knows you" fully and has actual uncoditional love for you.

You want dream life this is how. No more whinning, u happiness, pitty shit in your Journal. What you actually did during your day. Whatever the fuck you want will respond. It will be hard but it will pay off.

Don't make rush moves plan this stuff out. Man up now. In your household too. Parents won't allow you until they see you changed and are striving to be adult. You don't have to do this but deep down you know this. It will be difficult.

Now let me enjoy please

Now let me enjoy please

Pretty darn good!

If you really honestly want best. Comes with high cost.

@Raptorsin7We build fundamentals. About this survival economical fears let me tell you a secret it's a lie.trust me on that despite what your logical mind might say and all these folks here. We do this to full scope then you finish work with @Nahm. So you really get best. Best fundamentals best core then full liberation with @Nahm

@Raptorsin7 Sorry, I really do not want to hurt you just to make you concious. I also faced all those problems you have right now and I know how to solve 'em because guess what I did. Why moving out and no psychiatrist. Because I want you best nothing less. I want you to spend time with girlfriend not wasting your time telling BS stories with psychiatrist. So if you are interested in making your life actually better lets do this.

Well yes but please don't invoke my sneakiness of tought, Jack Nicholson or just taking my dog for a walk. My dog is also enlightened and none of us talks about it. Yes learned that from my dog too. Also saw that cute dog in that song and once again started losing myself on forum. @cetust Those 10 points you know have them in your hand most likelly you will need to intervene once again eventually.

He is not child. Grown ass adult man. Even if he stays in multi generational household what he does there. Plays video games. Doesn't work or anything else. Wants to dream big and enlightenment and everything else but only in his head not actually. Give me a break don't wish to waste time. Toxic masculinity give me a break too.

Ofcourse because you are woman. All Woman like man not a wimp or "man kid". How in hell he will get gf and he wants to have it but also wants to stay "man kid". Those 2 doesn't go hand in hand. He needs to face this stuff. 24 years old it's time. Love ya, oh I so love your Journals.

He beleives "wealthy cloud of protection and safety" is real. When bubble burst and it will sooner or later he will find himself as poorest in almost every way guy on planet. Devastated and ruined. That poverty is case right now but he avoids to see it. Closes his eyes. You guys are helping him to have his eyes closed and becauseof that he will like you. But guys who actually help him see, he will blame and drag into mud (exactly).

@Raphael I agree. But shock treatment. I know it sounds rude and harsh it does. But something needs to make him. Concious of this stuff. I do indeed wish him all the best I don't lie about that. Picking weed btw rows on farm. Red alarm. It really is red alarm sweet talk won't help him at all. He will not change or do anything about this I know. It's a waste of time but let this be here when after 2 years or 3 years he remembers oh shit there was this Alex dude telling me something maybe he was right after all. You guys won't break him and he needs to get broken down for his own good. By support and approval and "understanding" you are doing him wrong. But ok just my opinion.

?❤️ When you go crazy go even more crazy eventually circle get completed and you find yourself sane again. Stick with being sane and you'll find yourself crazy again. What helps with insanity well green masters and dogs. #Diogenes2020 If I move to US can I be a senator or have to be born there to be able to be it?! Well they picked Trump for president I mean it's not hard to top that at all. Easy stuff.

So Therapy, Psychologist, RASA, Nahm whatever nothing will help you and that's very True. Because you don't actually want to grow up. Nothing in world can help with that because you have to do it on your own. Enlightenment is also on your own make no mistake about it too. So only real way that someone somehow make you concious of your own BS is with being "blunt". But ok you are free to decide. My bet you will stay the same. Emotional numbness etc can't cry blah blah shit is because you are getting proper advices and help for right direction but that's not what you want. You want to stay the same but staying same will not work. Good luck avoiding "exiling yourself" it will bring you so much good in long run.

I had a friend and notice had. He was like that. Dropped of college never worked day of his life. Also played video games 8-10 hours all day long. I bet you lie you play just 3 hours because you have nothing to do in that household. Where is he now. He is literally that guy from. Description above. His mother died. Father got somehow insane. Lost all of their family money. He spends day alone in room drinking and smoking yes also that tinder like shit serbian version. Still plays video games too didn't have gf for ages. Didn’t had sex for years. Health ruined looks old, fat etc. Lazy af doesn't even look for a job at all. Happily puts up all crap of this mad father and serves him like a slave etc. I accepted him. As friend just because of my empathy and because I was sorry for him. Even tried to help. Even if I know that these guys can't be helped because they don't want to be helped. They want approval for that shit. He will never change grow or do anything with his life. His father dies, he will be 50 most likely and then what?

My bet is that you wanted to prolongue school as much as possible by 24 you should finish college and stay as immature kid as long as possible. Never facing life. But your plan hasn't work and can't work and all tht blame, hatred, u happiness, depression is all because of that. Your plan of life under umbrella is not really good for your "psyche" and that's it.