zeroISinfinity

I will tell you how it was for me. Was 20 years old 2nd year on college. Left home only in what I was wearing. Didn't had a dime. Will not go into details how I left home what was going on. But it was agreed didn't escaped. So I borrowed my first money from Grandma to rent room. It was the cheapest one. My classes lasted from 7 to 13 and my job in some warehouse(low payed physical job) was from 14 to 22. On weekends was hanging out with friends parties what not and always had girlfriend.

Yes I am the only ONE. But only when (will freak out this ❤️ just) you literally embodg everything as yourself. Ego in terms of me and others etc is false. Only as such I regain my Absolute power.

Ufff so want to be bad cop fits me perfectly. Love it. Can't be matt kahn sorry.

@zeroISinfinity @Member So since everything is actually you against whom boy raises his sword?

@Member God is not ego ID. To really be God is to be everything. Since what you really are is Infinite Love.

@Member Don't surrender man. Live life. Love life or you'lle end up like me. With ❤️ blowing up. Body can't hold it. Freakish Love ecstasy all the time. Nobody can live life.

I am out scared af.

Yeah Infinite Love wierd part become is that God just kills me whenever ❤️ wants. What da... I don't really know what to think about whole thing. I just don't know anymore. No practises no psychedelics or anything. What da....

LOVE

Ok list of fears. Being following things: Guru Spiritual teacher Life coach Feminized Oh boy I really do not like matt kahn at all. Why? Have no idea. Which brings conclusion that each if us have that unique magic spark. I will never be like Matt Kahn or Red One or Shadow Grandmaster or Traffic Saviour.

I will love you. I already Love everything so what's one new female. Ain't no really any shortage of Love. But I am not on the list. ?

No my hair is fine and beautiful. Will Never lose it. Just joking because I remember my brother literally started freaking out when he started losing it. But on his luck didn't got bold at all. Still has hair. Mattkahn then.

Hair loss. ? Absolutely fearless. What fear? I have only one. To not become Matt Kahn. ?

Master is my dog she can't speak ya know. I just know Hand of God. @Ananta Sorry for your loss.

True Master never reveils his secrets including Hand of God.

Pets are awesome. Everything I needed to learn about life, Spirituality etc all came from my dog.

So ya saying all this is just pure Love? Hand flipping didn't really helped ya know. Ok Hand of God did but to certain extent.

I don't organize it, it's thrown into garbage can. But sometimes it is like this.

This gone way out control have to cut it off. Womenizer, womenizer I don't care it's just a dream not important at all. Doesn't matter to me anyways. Can die tomz would not give 2 flying fucks.

Literally crying how.mad I am. No just no please no. How mad mad I am this time I don't over dramatize. Invokes full blown agression. Literally crying. Why for fuck's sake. I am so angry have to cool off. She just fucking left it and gone home. But she called me this morning while I was on the work that she bought it for. My apartment. Suprise, suprise. How angry I am. Don't know what to do. Literally crying from rage. I do.Whole day I can't calm down.

@Nahm You are right. Now let me enjoy my tea. Love ya. Let me evaporate even more.

@Raptorsin7 I do agree with @Nahm make no mistake 'bout it. I too wish ya all the best. I just sound harsh and pushy on you just to make you concious nothing else. I do love you. Beleive it or not @Nahm is exactly like this to me. He will slap my face so hard. Unlike you I have no luxury like you do with him.

I will burst in laughter I just can't helpit Anymore, love ya all., ?