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Yeah Infinite Love wierd part become is that God just kills me whenever ❤️ wants. What da... I don't really know what to think about whole thing. I just don't know anymore. No practises no psychedelics or anything. What da....

LOVE

Ok list of fears. Being following things: Guru Spiritual teacher Life coach Feminized Oh boy I really do not like matt kahn at all. Why? Have no idea. Which brings conclusion that each if us have that unique magic spark. I will never be like Matt Kahn or Red One or Shadow Grandmaster or Traffic Saviour.

I will love you. I already Love everything so what's one new female. Ain't no really any shortage of Love. But I am not on the list. ?

No my hair is fine and beautiful. Will Never lose it. Just joking because I remember my brother literally started freaking out when he started losing it. But on his luck didn't got bold at all. Still has hair. Mattkahn then.

Hair loss. ? Absolutely fearless. What fear? I have only one. To not become Matt Kahn. ?

Master is my dog she can't speak ya know. I just know Hand of God. @Ananta Sorry for your loss.

True Master never reveils his secrets including Hand of God.

Pets are awesome. Everything I needed to learn about life, Spirituality etc all came from my dog.

So ya saying all this is just pure Love? Hand flipping didn't really helped ya know. Ok Hand of God did but to certain extent.

I don't organize it, it's thrown into garbage can. But sometimes it is like this.

This gone way out control have to cut it off. Womenizer, womenizer I don't care it's just a dream not important at all. Doesn't matter to me anyways. Can die tomz would not give 2 flying fucks.

Literally crying how.mad I am. No just no please no. How mad mad I am this time I don't over dramatize. Invokes full blown agression. Literally crying. Why for fuck's sake. I am so angry have to cool off. She just fucking left it and gone home. But she called me this morning while I was on the work that she bought it for. My apartment. Suprise, suprise. How angry I am. Don't know what to do. Literally crying from rage. I do.Whole day I can't calm down.

@Nahm You are right. Now let me enjoy my tea. Love ya. Let me evaporate even more.

@Raptorsin7 I do agree with @Nahm make no mistake 'bout it. I too wish ya all the best. I just sound harsh and pushy on you just to make you concious nothing else. I do love you. Beleive it or not @Nahm is exactly like this to me. He will slap my face so hard. Unlike you I have no luxury like you do with him.

I will burst in laughter I just can't helpit Anymore, love ya all., ?

Well I caught you. Master relativity. You said it. So why would Mr Rap avoid it. I know that you want him best and exactly what he will realize with your help but there is a slight of a problem there. He has literally 0 discipline so how He will successfully follow Your advices. Not saying you are not correct. You are. It's his own intuition guiding him to. Cry about all these stuff he cries about, his own ❤️. Not to be dismissed.

I want to hug Shadow GrandMaster ? but lets play I love it. Have my weapons, hope they will serve me well My girlfriend too. I love ducks. Yeah it is. Master Relativity you said it. So Why would Mr @Raptorsin7 avoid mastering it. He literally cries for it. Helping him out in that regard won't harm him. Polar bear episode 12. Well it's always now But oh boyo you like bets. Wait 'til I get in US. You won't know what hitted you. You can't stand a chance in anything.

Well it is. Always have to adapt. I like being self reliant and doing everything on my own including care and full responsability for everything. Including her ofcourse. I cook for almost 20 years and I want to be involved. Will let go but is not so easy. Strikes me it's like losing part of my life which I loved very much so. Yeah I so like it. Ok will tell her in calm manner I want to eat it. She will made it I know. We have to work on that. I am the problem not her. Yeah I guess so. Well she can fully trust me I want her to see that. I lose my temper she still doesn't get why.Ok will give her time. With her I have to learn so much. She just cools me off in an instant and I ignite. Have to control that. Maybe. Just a more then a month that's the main problem. So fast and I dunno I don't like where all this is heading. I am on my toes with her. I have no problems with her it's like I am trying to create them to see her glory and THAT SMILE innocent, pure and loving. I know how she really is just somehow afraid I dunno.

@Nahm Ok did forged my weapons. My tango buddy is back. Ok Shadow GrandMaster. So lets play I so love it. Haven't watched that one. Those videos had no value for me. Expected wisdom not that. Ok you are right. My take he will still cry after 4 years about same issues. Wanna bet?

Well I did told her. Even started acting as some sort of rebel. Started going on her nerves with that. But she is on the diet. I have lots of dry meat in fridge so np. Was just nostalgic. I saw that stuffed peppers and omg I know I will rarely see her cooking that. I am sick of her soups too. Summers are hot here and last thing I want is God damn soup. But she likes 'em. I Saw soup lost my mind + her behaivor.

@Galyna Well not she indeed respects me. We have good time together. Factors that lead to that Grieving, lost control over cooking and kitchen. She doesn't like being helped. Still in state of shock and disbeleif, will take time 'til I accept Once again meatless meal. She hidding her stuff from me being lost in toughts not appreciating time we spend together. Absent, will forgive if she was tired or something but she wasn't Was horny Dog also pissing me off barking at something she heard Wanted to spice things up It worked. She will never understand me and she doesn't know what she can expect from me.

@GalynaWill need marriage counseling that is for sure. We will both lose our minds. I lost mine that's for sure and she is also close to breaking point. We will see what will happen in next episodes.