zeroISinfinity

Especially when Mario finds his princess. (don't salivate man) Made it in game avoided stage orange one. Yes!

I owned as kid N64 (was sega fanboy yeah I know), Mario then blew my mind. Aldo game I liked the most was Castlevania Sotn.

@Someone here Be prepared for laughter of epic proportions will just say that.

Well we needed to survive I guess. Dangerous world out there, ?, ??chasing our asses. We also needed to find ?, ?(yeesh, really?) and ?

Couldn't agree more.

The appearances changed, but you never did. You are always just ‘here’. You can’t get away from yourself. Even if you kill the body. When walking down the street next time, ask yourself, Am I going there, or is ‘there’ coming here? Again Suicidal depression just fuck spirituality. I am a man you don't get it I go forward I march I push stuff. I have my sword I go for battles.

@ivankiss I know. Crazy Infinite Being. Maybe loving but mostly crazy. @James123 So everything I do is efin masturbation?

Well yesterday lets say for example I was at strip club (she will kill you man) now I in my room drinking coffee. Liked previous envoirment way more then current one. I did moved.

All these questions trigger suicidal depression in me. Have no answers. Feeling like rat in maze. Running around and constantly hitting walls and finding dead ends. My head hurts from both.

Yes All is Conciousness. Yes it's true will give you that. @James123 Still having troubles finding source of damn thing. What's purpose of it? Why is it here at all? What is Conciousness? I mean I see objects are they in it or are they are it? Who am I?

Well as some wise man said it creates for me. (so arrogant boyo) (wise man doesn't wear clothes, same as me, no wonder I like him so much also my dog doesn't wear clothes and I like to see her too without clothes) Conclusion.... Clothing is source of all human devilry. Oh boyo I am new Marx. Will write new commie manifesto.

But how it really is.... ☺️

So lets call Pure Love underlying Reality which is ide tical to scenery but lets put that aside. Small mind is dependant and is only interested in scenery and interprets it. But pure Love can create various diseases in body for example and force that egoic mind to think and look for solution. You can look your whole life in same fashion. So guy with 2 shirts and background without hot chicks(serious fail) is right. It's all about awakening to Love. Scenery and life before awakening is just that. Including all mystical experiences and what not. Even him discovering 5 meo and plugging it is also that. IT knows you very well you can't escape it.

Facade or scenery must provide for some clues I guess. Good bye materialism. Was so nice. I do sound like a nutcase to average Joe I guess. Crazy dude lost his mind.

@Nahm

But it all stopped when I hurted wrist in my bathroom. ☺️ Horny dog>existential philosopher lol.

Was very fascinated with that question. Couldn't sleep whole week. Thinking how that non existance is. Was very logical to me. Really was scared. Questioned so many things as kid. Like real existential question. What is Conciousness, how I perceive, what is Universe. How I am able to move body etc. So many questions. Is there God. Where I was before birth.

Depends on how much limits I want to drop away. But it's not life anymore. Maybe they beleive this stuff is just some spiritual mambo jumbo. It's very actual baby vey actual. Not a philosophy. It's anything but not that. Holy fuck literally just holy fuck. If I awaken fully then it's just it game over actual game over. Do I have to be IT fully? Like then there is just no purpose Being Alex you know and live life at all. WTF I live then? Just don't need life anymore quite literally. Sorry for swearing it is just like that. God damn, my body just can't hold itself. But ok. Wish I am atheist and sceptic fun times. All this thanks to that dog. That dog just... Me and compassion worst combination ever.

Nobody knows it's terrifying terrifying terrifying. You can become it in 'sober state'. Terrifying Terrifying Terrifying don't want it. Easier to play games. "Free will" "Awareness". Who can bare actual thing. They have no efin idea. Don't want to be this thing. Who wants to be it here take I don't give a fuck. Fuck the day I got interested in Self discovery literally. Regret the damn thing so hard. Freakin God you have no idea how it 's like. Who can bare this. Not normal it' s just not normal. Wish it just like mumbo jumbo, lightworkers lol. But ok I guess have to do it, sick of bashing constantly. Why me, why this guy will never know I guess.

Nail it down silly magician. I can but it's like this. Lol. Trump, Putin joke but you don't want such dream. What have I've done I really do question it a lot. But ok. Time to be really creative.

?? Same thing Leo did to me. God damn you Willy wonka God damn you. You suck at vacation. ??? This goes on my bathroom mirror. I said I will regret it. You suck at vacation. Nooooooooooooooooooooooo

@Consept ???? OMG. Yes my tango buddy. My best man so proud. Or I am smartest guy ever or most foolish one for wanting that. I will regret it.

@Consept Well how to Contemplate Awareness? I beleive I won't get to answers with thinking. It is just mental circle jerk. But I do feel. But when body dies or when I stop imagining what would I be. Can't be some black Void? How nothing looks like at all? So many questions.

Well when I discovered second main fuction of wee wee I hurted my wrist more severely then after flip hand © spiritual practise.