zeroISinfinity

@James123 Also there is no Awareness. Cute pointer and nothing else. There can't be Awareness of something when you are actually whole thing. Who ever entered Absolute state of Conciousness knows that there is no Awareness at all. Sounds wierd I know. Well there is no dimensions also. But don't wish to bother you. Delusional. Nonsensical.

@Someone here Yes but you are not perceiving this. You actually are this. So once again what experience? If you are Conciousness=God itself which you really are. How many Conciousnesses are right now in your direct experience? Aren't you always in center?

No self is actual Love that's why @Nahm is constantly reminding you about losing self referential thoughts so that you can finally feel and realize what you are. What you really are is Infinite Love.

My direct experience. Pure Infinite Love. But static. Terrifying thing might add. Truth is one and the same. Can't be 2 different Truth's. Conciousness creates contrast for things to exist. Your self is indentification with one of it.That's how you got experience and life. But in Truth you are no self. No self is Infinite.

@Someone here No not solipsism at all. You are Infinite and yes you are center of existance. But you never moved anywhere. Since everything is you, what experience you can have? Yes that also makes you all alone. There is only you and noone else.

@Someone here Because you are all alone.

@Someone here You want one more Truth you can't accept. Experience is not possible.

Well it is True. All that I said is True. But also many times I said that awakening is not all sunshine and rainbows. You are waking up after God knows how many dreams. I know my stuff very well. Thanks.

Nothing ever happened. Tada! I really am Magician, Jed is right. Hate to say it but hey I know my stuff Jed very well. Infinite humor but no one will understand it.

Because I created myself. As this ❤️ thing. My mother didn't gave birth to me. I created my parents. Me=❤️ so there goes that It really does sound silly but it is True. Welcome to inversion land where everything is oposite from what you might logicaly conclude. Nutcase but don't blame me. Oh boyo really wish to see insanity post awakening when their whole world crumbles like house of cards.

Not funny at all. My words create Reality destroying myself with this. How to shut it off no idea boyo, no idea. How to forget also no idea. Destroyed my life, literally destroyed it. Bloody hell. If I start killi g people will end up in jail and in sollitary confiment and once again will awaken. Doesn't matter what course of action you take you always end up lije this. There is no God damn escape. How to escape it?

@Jacobsrw You are the Source. You are creating this. Don't run away from accountability. You ain't no victim. Ok now time for me to bitch about. Defining Reality as God/Love. I don't want to mindfuck myself or to feel this anymore. Want my ❤️ out, here take it and if there is some God damn chance of shutting this thing off. I can't live my life anymore because of it. Started to hate it and I nver sweared as much in my life as I do now. Please help for God's sake.

@Jacobsrw What ego? There ain't no such thing. Ego=beleif that's what it is. What's actual=God/Love "enlightened master" also beleif not actual.

It's me so why does it smile? Everyone is quite aware off what happens when I start playing smile tennis. Nothing good comes out of it. for me always bring questioning of my sexual orientation you know. God damn he really was sexy will not lie 'bout that.

@Nahm Why peeps take everything serious. It's God damn obvious I am having loads of fun. Making someone laughing is good way to their Hearts rather then busting their heads out with this. Jesus Christ just.How I feel only I know. Very md and very angry those God damn ? chasing my ass. So scared.

Suicidal depression case example No2. Well how else you think I will go for scouting and bringing girls into my modelling agency. Will film sonething else not that. Imagine that all that self improvement awakening blah blah and at the end all you want is money and girls. Time to put years of gym into good use.

Oh boyo Suicidal depression once again. Thanks.

Hedonism in healthy way no alchocol and drugs but best experiences possible no moral standards some rules you have to follow regarding behaivor etc. Just do stuff that feels good to you and you only disregarding everything else.

@Zak Complete superiority over human condition man. Act like you are in kindergarten surrounded by kids. Kids opinions not so accurate. Most of it is projected out lies they lie themselves with. Brother calls you simp is because he himself beleives he is simp and wants that toxic waste on you. So he can be free. Once you are simp by some miracle he is not. Waiting for @Artemis to call me out on arrogance but I lived the devils for most of my life, worst ones so I know everything about them. That's how most people are to higher or lesser degree.

Hey man. I am kinda i to hedonism too. Learning slowly I guess because of "backstory" and lies of this world and spirituality too (goes into same category).

Romantic Love=conditional Love. Since I always enjoyed testing, figuring stuff out. When I want to break up with girlfriend this is what I do. Some of the stuff. Placing empty wallet in front of her on desk so she can see it. Placing minimal amounts of food in fridge Complaining about future Dressing badly Calling her and asking her how she is. Etc

How I use porns. As a tool.To improve my endurance. Sort of meditation. Ladies are greatful for that. Also bring ex's back when they "suffer" from "emotional instability" after break up with their new boyfriend. Guys are so naive. So what can I say. Don't jack off as sort of short pleasure. Jack off with intent lol.

Yes I am. Never moved anywhere. Dreaming entire thing. Was doing that forever without start at all or end in sight. So right now I am dreaming about my awakening. (I am such a sneaky sweetheart when I want to be mostly I am acting but hollywood rejected me so I am left with this)

Infinity of what? Love maybe? Really tired of seeking you know. Can't realize what I am let alone can't feel anything. Maybe I am creating all of this? Kinda miss tango. But can't help or be interedted in this anymore because I will create dream in this way. Avoid "God's work" at all costs. Order No. 227.

It really is not secret what band posters I have. Guilty as charged.