KP_Spirituality27

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  1. I'm sorry if I did not translate it well, but my English is not perfect. 16:25 Consumption of decoction of magical mushrooms (2g) 17:00 - 18:00 The shackles of the mind were released. The conditions have been broken. It's amazing how much beauty has a reality around us, but we can not see it through our conditions. Everything was beautiful, vivid, amazing. My eyes were full of joy, life, innocence, happiness and gratitude for being alive. I felt the mind slowly sinking more and more in the present moment. I laid out on the lawn and looked up at the sky, it all became so obvious ... It was so obvious that I am not the body ... that it will soon die ... It's an amazing paradox. There is no such thing as human life ... We are a void that experiences itself through the human body. Woaaah .... I understood that there is only an organism and a consciousness that is perfect. 18:00 I decided to go home. All the time I was accompanied by the beauty that I admired. When I saw the sunset, I almost cried. This can not be described. So this is real reality? Does it have so much beauty in itself? It's hard to believe it ... I sat in my training room, turned on the music and immersed in myself. I had some internal insights that were amazing. I experienced fractions of Samadhi's states when I was the whole moment, unidentified with my ego ... What a bliss ... For a second I felt the absolute of consciousness and tears came to me. It was indescribable. I would like everyone to experience it even for a moment. I went to the mirror and looked into my eyes - shining with happiness, innocence and an inner child. Eyes of joy. 19:30 - 21:00 I decided to go outside to light a campfire on the field. As soon as I opened the door of the house and saw everything, I could not believe in amazement. How all this is magical ... Amazing ... Mysterious ... The streets looked like on another planet ... This is another thing that can not be described ... All lights, stars ... our life is the greatest gift you can get, the biggest a form of love, just a question of whether human can notice it ... I made a bonfire and thought about my life. This is how my first trip ended. Important Lessons. Life is a present moment. Our human life is just a joke. We are a void that experiences itself through the human body. You have to accept death and live life to the fullest while our body is able to. Life is the greatest gift you can get. The largest form of love. The emptiness that accompanies us has a huge amount of happiness and joy. Pure Hapiness is effortless when nothing is left but a calm mind. Beauty is everywhere. The entire universe is a manifestation of love. It is sad that through the filters of the mind acquired by his human experience, man is unable to see the truth.
  2. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tybOi4hjZFQ&t=1s this gives the same result as shamanic breathing, do it please before meditation
  3. Plot twist : he doesnt love you
  4. Have you expierenced kundalini awekaning ?
  5. so it is possible on psychodelics? i believed you need to be in clean state but looks like no. WOW
  6. Trip report 30 min: most unpleasantly was to withstand for the first 10-15 minutes. at 30 min I finished - I felt a huge vibration in my hands, I couldn't move them for 3 minutes. I felt vibrations everywhere cleansing my physical and emotional body - amazing ... and blissful peace. all my life I've kept a huge bag of emotional and physical tension. Now i finally felt free. as martial arts practitioner i can say the difference is huge, just amazing ... I have been meditating for 2 years and even though I was holding a huge emotional baggage that has now been partly released. It's much easier for me to talk to people, do anything or express myself. Next step: 40 min. This technique works wonderfully. Amazing. Just amazing.
  7. Any League of legends players here? or teamfight tactics ?
  8. Hey!! Lets share our youtube playlist that inspire and kindle a fire in our heart! I have my own list which is wonderful and I love watching it
  9. Thanks you for answer i think i will go for 3-4g dried. My biggest one was 5
  10. Hi I am already an experienced tripper. I had a 3-month break from mushrooms and now naturally I have a desire for another wonderful experience to expand my consciousness and learn something. This time I want to start at night, separate any light from myself and stay through the whole trip in total darkness just meditating in Cosmos... For last 6 months im meditating atleast 2 hours daily... in "state of seeking enlightenment" or rather "state of discovering why I am already enlightened" Have any of you had similar experiences?
  11. this is very interesting, I'm joining the question
  12. beatifiulll... inspiring, amazing... thanks you for sharing
  13. hell is just life full of fear
  14. Hey. I need to understand my sexuality and how exactly transmuting sexual energy into spiritual works. I meditate a lot during the day. At least 3 hours daily. I live very simply. I try to live in celibacy, but sometimes I can't stand the huge energy and i do masturbate (usually about once a month) Of course without porn. I'm learning tantric masturbation with breath and ejaculation control. How awareness "level" after sperm ejaculation decreases it is amazing. Personally, it is incomprehensible to me why sexual energy has such an impact on meditation. I literally don't want to meditate after ejaculating sperm. When sexual energy is in the Crown Chakra, I drown in Nirvana. I cannot achieve this state without this energy. I have a few questions for people really experienced in this topic. I hope you will understand me. It means a lot to me right now. Can sexual energy be always transmuted? The moment I learn to control ejaculation, during orgasm I can stop with my prostate from 50-75% of sperm. However, after such masturbation I feel a strong pressure of semen in my prostate all the time. Because of this, I have erotic thoughts and it makes me want to masturbate again. I don't want to lose my sexual vital fluid so much. Oooh so much .. Usually after ejaculation the next 3 days I do nothing and wait for my energy to regenerate. I just don't want to live without her. What to think about people who masturbate twice a day ??. Hell. Real hell. How can I educate myself and recognize all the energies in my body? I would like to understand why sexual energy is so powerful when transmuting into spiritual. How exactly this happens. Why is this happening? I want to understand the whole process. Can anyone recommend me some books? Its so difficult to find something about it.
  15. Hey. When im on nofap, my amount of semen is insane. Its impossible to have normal sex. I had expierenced orgasms in less than 10 sec. I dont watch porn. How i can learn to have long sex without ejaculating? I tried kegel exercises but it didint help well. When i try to stop ejaculation its pretty hard cuz semen stream is like woooah
  16. Thanks have a nice day
  17. Hello. I have 2 questions, How amazing is the male sperm energy? How much power does it contain? I was convinced yesterday, once again ... How can I accelerate the regeneration of sperm? Are there any activities? Diet? Practice? 2. Our hands are full of energy. I've been training martial arts for a year and a half. I feel incredible energy in my hands that burns. I know that applying hands can accelerate the regeneration process. I once read that applying a hands full of energy to the testicles speeds up the process of sperm regeneration. Do you guys know something about it ?
  18. you need to notice you are already immersed in blissful peace
  19. Hello. I have been sitting for 4 years in spiritual development. It all started with me at the age of 15 after watching the movie "the way of the peaceful warrior." The first two years were difficult and complicated, especially for such a young person. I've been meditating for last a year everyday. I think I understood completely non-duality. I'm sure everyone talks about the same, only in their own individual way. Recently I bought a growkit of magical mushrooms and expierenced my 3 trips. How they opened my mind me is indescribable. In the last one I was sitting in "samadhi". I literally did not exist. I was the whole room. This is beyond logic and words. It was NOT COMPLETE NO ONE in my experience. Since then, my meditation is very deep. I feel like I'm all around and at the same time there was no one in it. And think that it was only 2.5g of mushrooms ... This Saturday I plan to take 5g and die forever. Completely drown in samadhi. Understand that no one ever existed here. Nobody was experiencing this. There was only an eternal empty conciousness. Wish me luck. Hehe
  20. here should be option " i dont know "
  21. i did 3.75g too, just last one was 2.5g
  22. Hey. I have recently grown magic mushrooms and expierenced my first 3 trips - how much they taught me, healed me and opened my mind that is beyond all boundaries. Within 2 months, I went through 3 trips ( 2g, 3,5g, 2g) and I wonder if I should not make a trip every week until I get my self-realization? My meditation is going really deep ... very deep ... I have the feeling that my consciousness will soon become unidentified with the body ... every time I learn so much, I discover new things, I get rid of conditions and they have no side effects, so why not do it every 7 days? I feel wonderful after them. I do not want to come back to them again. It is really indifferent to me, I do not have a "desire" like for example nicotine. It's just that my awareness with each trip is increasing dramatically ...and self-realization, spiritual development is the only one purpose of using them what you think about that? as I watched Leo once, he told me that every week is the maximum frequency. It's better not to cross it
  23. Hey guys. I really need info Up haha
  24. it's great to hear that. what dose do you mean by writing a mini dose? Did you finally reach the level where psychedelics ceased to be needed because your natural consciousness has already grown to such an extent that psychedelics did not change anything?