integral

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  1. There isn't strong evidence, there is only your strong interpretation and conviction in your interpretation. A unawareness of how your interpreting this. "This is what is most likely happening" is interpretation. When you say your not 100% sure your pretending to be open minded. This is very tricky self-deception.
  2. People have already stated their various interpretations, I agree with many of the things that where said.
  3. @ZenAlex Sounds good, she uncovered more audio and video. What's your take on this?
  4. Thats a good insight, I thought Aco would be a shroom alternative but the female body said no. lol Stressed concentration states make breathing difficult, when the body is not in awareness, stuck in a stressed state for hours concentrating, its what she was experiencing. The bags under her eyes also went way and they where terrible, i have never seen big dark bags like that.
  5. @Dany Balan Try eating foods high in vitamin C (vital) like bell peppers or camu camu supplement, not ascorbic acid supplements. Take zinc picolinate 10mg or less and stop taking Vitamin D. Eat last meal around 2 hours before sex but dont have sex hungry. Also might want to try experimenting with tryptophan that reduces the default mode network and makes for a more relaxed body focused experience. This routine works for me, especially zinc picolinate for morning erections, not all zinc is the same... Everyone has a different body, just taking supplements is unwise. Vitamin D supplements for example in my body makes me soft and difficulty getting or staying hard.
  6. How long have you been taking the zinc, d3 and vitamin c supplements?
  7. Update After about a month things are now back to 100% ??? But how that happened is a bit surprising. For about 3 weeks there was no significant change, everyday was brain fog and difficulties with general tasks. On the 4th weak she went on her period and in the matter of 1 day she was back to normal, the light switch was turned on instantly. The night before I queried her about her mental state it was the usual terrible and then the next morning she was at 100%. Its possible the period detoxed the compound or any contaminates. Its also possible the hormones and bodily processes of the period rebalanced her system and neuro-chemistry. Either way the period seems to have played a role in this because the timing was to perfect. She took the compound vaginally so maybe the vagina isn't as good at eliminating things as the anus? Or the period has very powerful effects on brain chemistry. It could of also of given her a familiar experience to reground or orient her mental-state. its all good now, I'm not going to continue vaginal experimentation after this, at least not with her. The only issue is if it is getting stuck somehow and the vagina cant eliminate it.
  8. Do you eat eggs?
  9. I've recently experimented with a probiotics containing high amounts >2 billion each per capsule of these bacteria: L. plantarum - significantly increased serotonin and dopamine in mice and reduced anxious behavior when they were in a maze B. longum - may reduce depression and anxiety, helps people with IBS B. bifidum - helps generate vitamins such as K and B-12, which may also influence mood B. infantis - increased relaxation in rats and helped with treating irritable bowel syndrome L. reuteri - known to have an anti-pain effect in mice and can help increase excitability L. acidophilus - may help reduce cholesterol and supports nutrient absorption L. helveticus - rats administered with L. helveticus showed a decline in anxiety scores but another 2017 study found no difference L. casei L. rhamnosus B. breve The effects where immediate from 1 pill taken with food, mental focus, relaxation, flow states, easier to breath... I feel high. It normally kicks in at around 1-3pm. Even the color i see when i close my eyes is different. For people experience major depression or instability this should be the first stop.
  10. @Vision Flora Senior's Probiotic 34 Billion 60 Veggie Caps I purchased it refrigerated at a local health food store. I think its important not to buy it online for this reason, the probiotics could all be dead. Im not a senior, just this one had the most probiotics packed into it that i was looking for, highest concentration. There are other ones marketed as Mood probiotics that look good, can google them, but ive not tested.
  11. Are you able so see that your making assumptions or that this is not definitive? "obvious tactic by her" This is your paradigm. Im not stating she is not being manipulative, I'm saying you believe she is manipulative because you see a narcissist. Maybe she is a narcissist, maybe she's not. But from your perspective its very hard for you to not see a narcissist because of how your currently constructing things = paradigm. Prerequisites are needed to see things differently. Non of this is gaslighting. What debate is there to have here? You say she is lying and manipulative and im saying she's not. What now? There is no substance to this. There is nothing else happening besides interpretation. We have all the information and yes ive watched everything fully. We need to have a meta conversation. Debates dont work because both parties are taking the same information and constructing it differently based on there own personal biases, values, past experiences, ego... What is needed here is for all the footage to be released, but thats something the producers will never do because it invalidates there documentary. Do you see how this game is pointless to play? If they release the full video it will only future expose her, it will be proof that nothing was edited maliciously. So why don't they do it?
  12. @ZenAlex This has only to do with what paradigm things are being viewed from and reasoned from, nothing else matters. The evidence here is about how you interpret it. You say "she clearly made inexcusable narcissistic comments", im saying "does comments are basic conversation". Im not blindly dismissing anything. Its interpretation the issue.
  13. No im not, i just dont care to explain my thinking process. You picked a side and are defending it over and over while believing to be considerate of both sides. is this happening or not? The "obvious evidence" that you see is interpretation. There are many interpretation here in the comments and your looking for the "right one" and that so happens to be yours lol!
  14. This is childs play. Become skeptical of your skepticism. This is all basic self-deception by applying a common pattern to a situation where it isnt happening, your seeing what you want to see. Interpretation. Are you at orange or not? Im not, your ego is taking it personally, your lense and your critique and all points made are from the orange perspective. Im stating what is happening. Its not an attack. No im not, i just am not bothering to explain my thinking process right now. Im critiquing your one sided biased interpretation. Your rationalizing and dismissing everything i say with out introspective and looking inward. Forget about who is speaking to you. Pretend that what i am saying is actually happening and you will see your trapped in one interpretation.
  15. Do you guys have anything in common? It appears that there is a huge lack of interest in this person and to go on a 9th with them is extreme. Is this person your friend can you comfortably talk to them about anything?
  16. I dont get that impression. I dont get that impression. She stated in the video that she wants the people of the documentary to release all the footage un-edited. The context did matter and it was 100% fine. Spiritual teachers don't need to hold to any standard. Leo has been shitting on people for a long time now. This is a misunderstanding of what a spiritual teacher is. You have chosen a side and are coloring everything to that side. When i was centered orange i thought every spiritual teacher was saying unrealistic nicety things to make people feel good and to make money from them, it was alllll a scam.
  17. I'm surprised she didn't see that the crew lacked integrity.
  18. Evidence submitted and peer-reviewed, we can finally conclude that mothers are always wrong.
  19. its the reverse, you define it, you are it and so it is alignment.
  20. Gender is how you are, how you think and how you act are all in alignment.
  21. When your compatible with someone you think about and want to spend every second with them and this will extend beyond the honey moon phase.
  22. I recently took a hair mineral analysis and found a deficiency in Choline, Creatine, Biotin, b1 and b2. This is after going vegan for about a year. Choline and Creatine are nutrients found exclusively in animal products. Are these nutrients necessary, should I be worried about it? I experimented recently with Choline and creatine supplementation and can definitely feel something. How are vegans supposed to get these nutrients?
  23. Stop watching porn and master bating, this is the root of the problem. Porn Addiction.
  24. When they examined the brains of elderly deceased the majority of them have a penal gland that is a chunk of fluoride hard as a rock. this is the foundation of the myth so that's the first place to look to tell if the myth is true or not.