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@Nilsi Its completely relative, some of the music you posted produces 0 response, its experienced as empty of meaning or enjoyment from this point of view.

Heavy Isometrics.

Have you had a gf/bf?

This is hilarious, one of the biggest retailers for "spiritual" crystals is pure orange.

Did you get a new gf or stayed a tamed pet?

The difference is with republicans you get suppressed cognitive dissonance and suppressed psychological conflict. Also the self-reporting is non-sense.

The issue im facing is every day there are reports about how people realized they are god on psychedelics. When I look at anything, its god, everything is god all the time. Its so obvious there is no need for a altered state, sober is good enough. Its very confusing to me that everyone is saying they had a god realization experience but then that means they forgot? Are you guys forgetting all the time? What is there to forget its so profoundly simple. Its right there in front of you all the time. How can you forget? So there must be a miss-understanding with what I'm experiencing as god realization and what everyone else is reporting.

Holly SHIT, that amount would stop my heart . I take less then 1 grain of sand in that scoop picture and its VERY strong. So I dont think malt is right for you as its not activating, got to experiment with other substances and find the one that best works for your body. Its also possible to come back to malt after doing work with other psychedelics, as that might change your experience with malt counter-intuitively.

@Leo Gura Ah ok so its a matter of degree, but why is it not possible to change perspective to it after it is experienced like an acquired perspective? I can understand its impossible to re-experience, what i mean is during the experience there is a understanding, then that understanding remains. Is understanding forgotten? I feel like the average person on the site is not experiencing infinite degrees of understanding that only a infinite mind can understand.

@The Redeemer Explain in far more detail. What other aspects of dysmorphia are you experiencing?

Explain in more detail for future posts.

All women when questioned will say they want these things, because they dont realize how they themselves have massive double standards and they themselves are sexist.

Possibilities about Republicans They are less self aware poorly assessing there relationships They are more easily satisfied with superficial qualities of a relationship They lie more when self-reporting. Saving face is more important. Cultural qualities they follow make there internal check list easier to satisfy then democrats

"I have awakened now I no longer need to sleep as much because my body and mind is more efficient" Nooooop does not apply to you, we are talking long term, short term you can survive with 0 sleep. People that can go long term in extremes like this have genetic super powers, they also always age badly. Counter-intuitive. It depends on what state your in, if the issue is "energized" that means the central nervous system is stuck in a excitatory state and cant sleep. The end result is you cant feel tired, its the opposite problem. Because of this what happens is the body keeps pushing it self until it fails like a car running on max speed with no rest for years. Ya your stuck in a excitatory state. I was like that to for years. It comes to a really bad ending. That's what stage 1 adrenal fatigue is, its the opposite of what your thinking fatigue looks like. Not being able to feel tired and rest is bad, cant you see that? If you drank non-stop coffee all day and report "i feel more energy then ever", is that a indication of progress? Its a indication of supressing the feeling of fatigue until it builds up and shows it self in different ways. How it will show it self is not by suddenly being tired, it does so by slowly feeling really really bad with headaches, organ issue, premature aging, digestive issues, and you still wont feel tired. What happends is youll trade your youth. Its a trade off, not sleeping does not come for free, something is being exchanged for it.

Loved the game, while playing I was thinking "I can design harder or more interesting puzzles then this. There was alot of potential here I feel was missed. At the end i thought "this seems like a simple game to make" then the credits rolled and at least 200 people where involved in making it. mind blowing.

Today at the park lmao a little girl said to her father "its to hooooot" with a whining tone of voice and if she was awakened she would of said "why did god create this hot day to make me suffer its so unfaiiiiiiiir" with a whining tone of voice.

Get your heart broken until your expectations match reality.

@Holykael Alright lets see some results now, I want you to get a new gf and post about your progress. Lets go! I know you can do it!

Victim mindset, standard self-help trap. This has nothing to do with the belief of god or spirituality. If you had no awakening you would blame something else for your problems. The content doesn't matter. Thats not what responsibility is about, its about realizing you are the source of all your suffering and taking responsibility to help your self instead of blaming others (god) and spinning up self-pitty dialogues with yourself.

A belief has nothing to do with your ability to enjoy life, this is a false equivalency. It doesn't matter how much you know about the nature of reality. Your unhappy because you lack the foundation of self-help and started spirituality to early in a emotionally immature years. For example a basic self-help principle is to take 100% responsibility for everything, yet you blame god for your problems. To take 100% responsibility is deep mature transcendent freedom from anything arising. Its a vital building block to spiritual work. Negative unrealistic thought loop. This is basic self-deception where your unaware of how your emotions are spinning up negative stories, where the root of the issue is a lack of emotional maturity. Also its not hard to make money and prosper with any job as long as you dont make foolish financial decisions like have 5 kids and live outside your means. Everything your saying is routed in a unresolved emotional problem that has nothing to do with god or spirituality. Catch yourself and work on your emotional intelligence.

For the love of god my man, drop the new age stuff. your experiencing stage 1 adrenal fatigue that causes hyper activity with little sleep. Trust me you dont want to get to stage 2 when your digestion starts to fail because its gets harder and harder to reverse the situation and get back to baseline. Sleep is way more then recording memory of the previous day. It is not sustainable long term to sleep 3 hours and if you dont take our advice youll learn it the hard way like i have. Counter-intuitively the less you sleep the harder it is to sleep as more stress builds up in the system stimulating/agitating you more. After a while of doing this your going to experience a period of anxiety, headaches and major issue with rational thinking and your ability to sleep will be near 0. To go back to sleep you need to relax, the issue is up to this point in your life youve relaxed automatically with out having to think about it. Now that your system is hyped up and stuck in fight or flight mode the automatic relaxation is not happening. So you need to meditate and relax more consciously. Breathing exercise can help, in general you want to learn the relaxing effects of these exercises and then relax all day with out the breathing exercise. Also exercise heavy body building 1-2 hours a day intensely to lower biological stress levels. But telling a INFP to exercise is like telling a frog to grow wings and fly.

After waking up, relax and go back to sleep. Got to get more, 3 is not enough, your not a super hero yet. ?