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Seth Godin

@steenadrianmr Yeah maybe next time when you trip, don't do it under such uncertainty?. Set and setting are always a priority as you probably know by now.

Chapter 12: Only read 10 pages today, I got quite carried away watching some Sadhguru videos. The man has such deep and profound wisdom on life that it's very easy to get lost in them. Other than that, not much happened. Been quite a weird week which has pushed my Kriya practice back several days. I will likely not start it until some time this mid-week or next week. But I want to get a few sessions before my upcoming mushroom trip. Other: Meditated for 50 minutes, I will be upping each session by 10 minutes now on - then probably 5. But I feel like I need a new technique; been doing the "do nothing" tech for a little while now and I want to switch it up a little. There are some meditation exercises in Osho's 112 meditations; I'd love to try them all out each for a few days to see which one works best. But I won't start it until I finish Ken's book.

@Zigzag Idiot

Sorry but that's the most ridiculous thing I ever heard in my life. Most of my deepest trips have been with120-250µg. It's not a competition of how big of a dose you can take. If it's not tolerance (which it probably is), then it's your dealer is selling you weaker tabs. If you wait from now until summer for your next trip, 150-200 will be well well enough.

@steenadrianmr I never get confused on LSD myself, just really really clean direct contact to god. Mushrooms for me are more of a mindfuck.

@Yog Yeah and the crazy thing is they sometimes have kind of non-dual lyrics, at least I've heard some in Meshuggah and Tool.

@Zigzag Idiot I'm exactly the same man, I've lived on my grandpas and uncle's farm most of my life. I'm from the city and live here legally. But I kind of spent all of my childhood on the farm and lived there for the past 4-5 years, working in construction, electricity, and farming. You learn a lot from doing that type of work. Wouldn't have had it any other way, and I'm sure you agree. As we both found our way here. You're always welcome if you visit Iceland.

I am thankful to have found this path

@Yog Yet there is something so addictive about it. The haunted terrors I've always been fascinated by. One time I listened to Meshuggah on LSD and WOOOOW, it really takes you to the dark side of reality. Which is quite awesome if you have a healthy mind to do so.

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The only thing that is stopping you from doing that is yourself. Any answer you'll get here, you will fail to follow and probably end up doing nothing. Sit in silence and question it. Why do you do this, what action can you take, etc. You have all the answers.

Iceland is VERY expensive...in every way.

That's way worse, I ordered one 20$ book from amazon and it ended up being around 50$ in the end with shipping and tax. I'm very happy with book-depository tho, It says when it dispatches from the warehouse. So if the days are matching for all of the books (usually says "Dispatches in 2 days), if they all have the same date - they arrive together.

Chapter 11: I'm getting close to finishing the CwG trio as I continued reading it today, can't wait to read them again. But I'm also excited to rest books for a week or two when I finish my current unread book batch. All this input gets to your head as just thoughts, so I believe it's of vital importance to take time off to contemplate and meditate with no new input - to re-read and process the info you just read and most importantly QUESTION IT. Other: Skipped meditation last night as there was a big family living room talk, nothing serious. Just a nice little get together. Also skipped meditation tonight as I decided to watch a movie with my brother and sister instead. It was quite nice, as there is an insane red weather alarm currently as I'm writing this. I can feel the wind thump on the windows, all jobs and schools are on lock-down tomorrow countrywide; so the chilling and the heavy reading continues.

- Santiago Caruso

@Yog Thanks! I can't stop staring at that 2nd one; how empty and lifeless her eyes are, operating by pure shadows.

I love paperback because I highlight the shit out of them. And they just look cool. I also like how people can see the work you are putting into something, that this work is not something you take lightly (although I couldn't care less what people think). It can also get extremely expensive to order them for me here to Iceland. I usually use bookdepository .com, as they have free shipping on all books. But the problem is if I order for example 10 books, they might arrive as 1-10 packages, then I have to pay tax on each package which is 11% here. But usually, some of them arrive together which is nice. Last time I ordered 7 books and they all came in one big box; so that was a big win.

I'd just put in the time and work and achieve it normally. There are mixed reviews on these masks, seem to work for some and not for others.

@John876 Didn't intend on watching all of it...but it did. That's what mastery does to you, it's so goddamn interesting.

@Rilles Yeah I agree. Or throw it onto the ground in rage and scream "This is worthless!" ?

Him preaching those words to the crowd and 30 million people watching worldwide does way more than just donating some money. Bunch of people do that already. Even if it only inspired 10-100 people to take some action, it starts to spread like wildfire.

@Yog hahaha good, that's how it's supposed to be May I know the source of the art you posted, they're insanely amazing, one of the most beautiful I've ever seen.

Chapter 10: I find that journaling every day is taking away some of the core focus I have towards this work. I'll dial it back to every two days or so and see how that goes. One of my key goals now is to achieve Lucid Dreaming to support my spiritual practice; It's probably the most underrated tool when it comes to this work. So now after meditation every night, instead of coming here to journal, I will be focusing on achieving Lucidity every night instead; and report back here every other day or so. Other: Meditated for 40 minutes, was a great session. Been pushing back that Kriya for long enough now. I will start tomorrow during midday, then normal meditation before bed. I'm also preparing for a Mushroom + Mdma trip very soon. So it's time to tune in to prime-time spiritual beast mode.

Awesome trip report! Next up, silent darkness might be better if you want to work on your self more. But the outside experiences are undeniably so insane. But I myself find I get more "spiritual work" done when inside. I'm about to do a Mushroom + MDMA trip this or next week, it will be done in silent darkness. Interesting to read this beforehand. As it's been over 2 years since I've done Mushrooms; only been doing LSD.