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@DivineSoda Me and my friend call him "Silly Tom" because of how every one of his trips turns into a bad trip.

To put it even simpler. Total Selflessness.

Everything is absolutely perfect! Selflessness so deep it maximizes love to be exactly how it is at any point. I am perfect. My creation is perfect. It couldn't be any other way. I was all alone, all along. ?

Osho

I was a huge Neil fan for many years, but he is a devil in the end and not conscious. I'd say stay away. Your time is better spent watching Leo's videos or contemplating on your own.

You should love every nook and cranny of reality, but ego gets in the way of you realizing that everything is love, it loves to choose one thing over another. So there is no way to befriend it. Ego is that which clings onto thoughts, concepts, and beliefs, which all goes directly against this work. But there is no need to hate it.

Nothing better than having a physical copy to get away from this nonstop technology. It's a break from the world to read a paperback, and they will last your whole life and maybe beyond.

Awesome

@Raptorsin7 Yes, very much so. Each trip seems to get way deeper than the previous one, and I'm much more aware throughout the day. But if I'm not staying conscious constantly from day to day it can fade back to normal pretty swiftly until I trip again, it instantly puts me in an enlightened state. @Leo Gura Thanks, I've been working on staying more present. Watching and reading Osho really helps, he's such an embodiment of this work, so it inspires me to be present, calm, and conscious. I'm becoming more and more conscious of reality being like it is right now for the maximization of love and that it's all imagined by consciousness shaped by gods infinite will, and it could only be this way due to its selflessness. But this is only the beginning I guess. Mdma tomorrow, and another LSD trip next week, let's see where this goes.

When one has experiences of let's say consciousness. One becomes aware of what it is clearly, but time passes and that realization fades and becomes less and less clear as ego creeps back in slowly. But yet, the understanding of what it is remains. Can I assume I know what it is if I am not directly conscious of it in the moment, or should I remain open and question it nonetheless. When I say understanding, I mean completely clear understanding. Is not-knowingness the key whether you understand it or not?

So I need to question things I've realized and understood from time to time, again and again. Two nights ago I realized total self-love on an LSD trip, and when I recall to that moment now, it's like the understanding is imprinted into my being. I'm moved to tears when thinking about it. Will I still have to realize this over and over again, or will it become clear when I return to higher states of consciousness effortlessly?

Most utterly jaw-dropping realization one can have, is total selflessness. Love so deep that you can never die. NEVER EVER cease to exist! YOU will live on forever, guarded by an infinite security blanket, ready to catch you whenever you wish! That "You" encompasses every part of reality as consciousness aware of itself. It's the only way reality could be, if God would lack selflessness, he wouldn't be total, reality would only be yin, no yang. This brings me to utter tears when reflecting back on this. My soul aches to know Itself as god. My being feels it.

@zeroISinfinity I appreciate you reading over my journey here. Thank you!

All pretending vanishes. Truth became. Selfless infinite will. Open heart and soul. TOTAL selflessness. (really get that!) Infinite LOVE. No resistance to existence. No-one to resist, nothing to give up. Death is fiction. I live for eternity and was always...GOD.

Time for multiple upcoming awakenings and purification Love you all I'm out Peace. ❤️

@VeganAwake Yub, I'm aware of Osho's work, practically seen every video on YT with him, so I know what he is about. But wanted to read this book to see if I resonate with some of the practices more deeply than my current ones. Always looking to go deeper. Also, really like his style of shedding the layers of false beliefs. Seems to work wonders for many.

@LfcCharlie4 Yeah, you're absolutely right. Since there really is nothing to do, I can just do anything. Life is interesting as fuck.

And I dare you to plug 5-MeO.

@Meta-Man ??

@Meta-Man As long as Bjork doesn't appear, you're all good.

@Inliytened1 It very weird to have realized I imagined the human that wrote the book and the whole process that went into making that book, which goes back to the beginning of the universe. That I then bought like he knew something I couldn't figure out on my own. But we've got to have something to do I guess. @Meta-Man Don't take these comments personally, I'm sure he didn't intend for it to sound like you haven't realized them.

He said 30-90 days. This is a good time to reflect on yourself and notice that you don't need a Leo. But it sure doesn't hurt to have him around.

I've lost all interest in reading after having direct experiences, so it's hard enough to read this brick of a book. ?

@Meta-Man I'm reading his 1300 page book and you're giving me more to read? Shiiii, I'll look into it tho.