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Geert Wilder's his far-right party PVV has won the Dutch national elections by far: https://www.theguardian.com/world/live/2023/nov/22/netherlands-dutch-general-election-vote-result-exit-poll-prime-minister-government-live-latest-result I had not expected this to happen here. In my entire life living in the Netherlands far-right has never won this big.

Long-term decisions like that are made in the long-term. Not in any one state...

Is even awakening an illusion then? Is it not just a different state or dream of consciousness? Albeit one where there is greater understanding and awareness.

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Try other psychedelics. I know someone who had similar experiences to you and tripped balls on just a little bit of weed.

I recently learned that Adyshanti is retiring. I also learned that apparently he has been struggling with chronic pain and PTSD. I think it's very humbling to admit that, as long as you are human, you are not immune to the suffering of the human realm. Here's a quote from the letter in which is talks about his retirement and his suffering: Here's the entire letter: https://myemail.constantcontact.com/Retirement-Announcement.html?soid=1126600191855&aid=2-xCMqh-t-s

He doesn't really want to go into detail about it. He talks about suffering from "nerve pain" for 18 years and after resolving it facing a "tsunami of trauma" because of how horrible the pain had been on his body-mind. He is also admits taking medication to help with his anxiety but doesn't specify what he uses. There's an hour-long talk where he talks more about it all here: https://adyashanti.opengatesangha.org/store/downloads-file?dky=Cd5ost38&admv=1

I remember the first chapter of the power of now was something like that lol. Of course I exaggerated a bit, but it was basically that. I think this idea of awakening or enlightenment is held by many people, partly because this is how it's sold. I'd imagine if you made the external conditions bad enough for these so-called enlightened beings, or their internal conditions by changing their brain chemistry with drugs, you could make them suffer a lot and increase their fear of death. Is it possible to transcend the fear of death? Maybe, but I don't think you can be human and do that.

What @Leo Gura said... But if you have sleeping problems then maybe modafinil isn't the best idea for now. I can't say it's safe for you but they indeed have opposite effects on the CNS; I imagine they could cancel eachother out somewhat. I also recommend you come up with a plan to slowly reduce the dosage of the benzodiazepines (preferably with your doctor). Then you won't have this problem anymore. If you have sleeping problems I suggest you could also look into Yoga Nidra (here's an interesting book: https://www.amazon.com/Nidra-Re-print-Swami-Satyananda-Saraswati/dp/8185787123/ref=sr_1_2?keywords=yoga+nidra&qid=1691847894&sr=8-2

It would be interestingly to meet other species of human like neanderthals, heidelbergensis, homo erectus.

Cyrus the Great (Persian/Achaemenid Empire). We know a lot about the Greeks in part because they wrote more but also because victors write the history books. Not many people know about the Persian empire. Here's an interesting documentary I found:

I liked his perspective on the public discourse on climate change. Less fear and guilt as a motivator. Emphasizing his love for the planet. And I'm quite tired of all the doomerism myself. If it's really 5 past 12 we might as well all go outside and drink ourselves to death. Currently a lot of media (at least here in the Netherlands) takes every heavy rainfall or heatwave and shows statistics of old people dying as a consequence, and then pointing to the horrors of climate change. I don't have the feeling this is a great motivator for people to start caring about the environment (like my boomer father). Instead he does love the idea of generating his own clean energy using solar panels, which should also be an economically beneficial choice. But some of his conspiratorial positions are troubling. Either way he will have to work together and find majorities, so I don't think he would be able to do too much damage. And he's a damn better candidate than Trump, who should legally be in prison now lol

A friend of mine showed me this game. It's an indie puzzle game that forces you to think in very strange and creative ways.

@The Redeemer True success is power over your own mind. Imagine true power being you being able to live how you want. Independent of other people.

I have the sense these platforms are more useful for people hiring freelancers for their own projects. And not so useful for freelancers themselves. (I once was such a big nerd about the final episode of an anime not having subtitles I paid someone on upwork 50 dollars to make subtitles for me...)

I assume per month? Definitely possible. Cannot tell you how (exactly). Also most of what you find on the internet to make fast money from home is garbage. Some ideas and my own freelance experience But the fact that you're a med student suggests you are educated to some degree. You could leverage that and do online tutoring. Or something creative that's similar. I used to freelance for a company that was digitalizing educational books in an interactive online environment. Then took their idea, changed it a bit, Covid happened, left the company, and then offered my service to local high schools who were panicking. Also back in 2014 me and a friend owned a YouTube channel making Binaural Beats and made a lot of money from that. But YouTube isn't the easiest platform to make money that easily anymore. I suggest you could try writing about an area of interest on a platform like Medium. You can easily get 100 followers writing about a topic you're interested it. Then in a few months you could earn at least 100/month. Maybe later add some affiliate marketing to the blogs too. So if you have no experience with freelancing and earning money yet, I suggest you just get some experience. Set low goals first like earning 10/month, then 100/month, then 1000/month.

My advise to mods: Close this thing.

1. I personally can't. Some people can. Just try a microdose at home with nothing planned and see what happens. 2. No. But keep in mind the dosing will be different than for LSD of course. Do some research.

@Alfonsoo Why do you want such a book? I was personally raised christian, then slowly became an atheist reading and learning more science. I also listened to Richard Dawkins types back then. Later I opened up more and started reading about mysticism and listening to Leo and some new age types etc. My recommendation: Diversify your information intake. Read books and listen to people with different points of view. Learn not to attach yourself to any of them. Just keep being curious.

Infinity cannot be exhausted. I'm surprised he has been able to communicate as much as he has already so clearly. At some point it's not possible anymore. At least not in any ordinary form of communication lol.

Definitely. Don't let bad trips scare you so much you never take psychedelics again. But of course don't push yourself either, which is you also noted: But this also applies beyond trips of course. Stay grounded. Become wise enough to know when to take a break from psychedelics.

You cannot necessarily "integrate" every high state you reach on psychedelics into the "ordinary" human consciousness. Human consciousness is too limited to contain it. But there can be some sort of integration in a human way. Interpreting these states from the POV of a ordinary human consciousness and changing how you understand reality, think, behave, feel, etc. Excuse me for perhaps being too vague. I have difficulty articulating exactly what I mean.