Schahin

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  1. I really really wish I would not ignore the obvious reality. Some of you enlightened brothers here seem to make it look like the others not awoken yet ignore it because they decide to. But let's be honest we human beings just cannot awaken without the use of psychedelic spirit helpers, or through immense meditation work of which I heard here could also take more than 20 years. How would I simply now have the chance to not ignore the obvious reality, doesn't seem possibly right now right here, if yes please advice me on how hehe thx But yeah this kind of magic once one realizes indeed must be a unique magical thing, but my question was rather related to more magic that means consciously changing things, events or I don't know what for the good with your inner energy.
  2. I'm not sure exactly as the lady that told me about it made it sound like it is the kind of magic people would call white magic Me personally I'd like to do magic and be able to improve the life of my brother who is on an extremely difficult journey, so that's why I'm asking what kind of magic experiences are known to the dear people of this community
  3. What was before our birth, what will be after our death?
  4. If there is no free will, what do you think is everything happening with an intention or a reason? For example people getting cancer and subsequently dying way too early and leaving behind a sad family. Or People getting a heroine addiction that ruins their lives. Mental illnesses? people becoming insane due to trauma or drug abuse, did the trauma the drug abuse and the mental illness happen because the higher consciousness was wanting it? Is there no way it could have happened differently? Or even Donald Trump becoming the weirdest president and making the world look 4 years like a clown show where you can say anything weird and stupid and it's just how it is now. Can we by raising our awareness/consciousness partake in this decision-making or is there no point to it as some think there is no free will anyway and therefore everything just happens as God wants it. And does God/he have an intention and reason to make things happen as they happen? I hope this all makes sense to you
  5. @Jkris Yeah nothing is meaningless It's a personal curiosity you know, as I have some really tragic cases in my near family and also extreme traumatic and unfortunate events happened to my brother that he had no way of controlling it to not happen, also current political affairs and events in the past make me curious to know if in any event there is an intention a meaning in order to learn and experience (Let's state for example the two world wars, the holocaust and so on) so I am looking to know if there is meaning behind it. If events like this happen by coincidence than okay but if there is intention by a divine intelligence that would make things more plausible. @FoxFoxFox What is there to realize and how can I or somebody realize? And realizing what exactly do you mean?
  6. Hey dear community, I have heard several times that God is met in the 12. dimension. What does this actually mean? We are living in 3D, what are the higher dimensions and why is it 12 dimensions that god is met on?
  7. Yes brother, I think the human being in general is very curious, otherwise he wouldn't have discovered the whole earth and inhabiting it also So yes I like the idea of having the goal of having less ideas and being more in the present, but stil I am very curious to find out what happened right before the sense of self came and I was created and born and what will happen after our story ends. Maybe having people who experience non-duality have a sense of understanding reincarnation. I don'T really know what to make of all the answers this far^^ Not sure if the goal is to be a pale skinned light eyed human, and how that is achievable. I am not pale skinned and couldn't imagine myself that way. The goal is to love yourself, still doesn'T answer the question what happened before birth and how a reincarnation could occur.
  8. What do you think? Is this dream earth only a dream or has this dream evolved itself over billions of years in reality. Did the dinosaurs exist? or are the fossils only put there to make this dream more authentic? Did we evolve from the monkeys? Or do we happen to be very similar?
  9. Well I know it is a tricky question due to all the knowledge after experiencing "nothing", "God", or be it after being conscious of it. But actually it is just a question of opinion or of course someone has actually became conscious that natural evolution did happen. Even if there is no past and no future but obviously we still live lives hahaha and I live a life not being conscious of god but being conscious that I live a life encountering so many other peoples lives. And therefore I get curious in weather I am a living being that evolved out of a monkey or am I just a human that got instantly dreamt, without any evolution beforehand. So when we find fossils in the earth, we, of course we humans ( I just suppose we exist, because that's what is obvious to most people that haven't experienced god) are those fossils of actual happenings in the past that happened in order to evolve and for the human ultimately to exist? Or has that never happened and all that is now is just a dream and in that dream there are fossils to improve authenticity of the dream, or are the dinosaur fossils and the monkey similarity indeed a clue that the human dream evolved out of the other animals dreams. Wanting to have opinions is just part of my curiosity or the curiosity of other people also. Answering, who put them there? or what has evolved doesn't eliminate any curiosity just makes it more complicated hehe because obviously in this dream there are fossils and other species that look very similar to us humans. Because the ultimate question is, do humans exist because they were just instantly created by god itself to experience human life or did it made humans exist by gradually evolving from very simple lifeforms such as bacteria. Even if it all happens in the present, but the natural course "timeline" of evolution in this dream did it exist or didn't it? Also I mean after I die or you die, obviously there is still earth and the earth dream and "evolution" happening, or is it all gone after I die? Because that is very hard to grasp as I have seen other people dieing and the dream ist still present After we die, do we experience another evolved form of life on earth or do we/it experience a lifeform that could have evolved if certain things went different on earth, or are we on another planet with other fossils or is it just every single dream made up and built instantly with all the necessary clues to make it as authentic as possible. The reason I came up with this curiosity (I actually always thought natural evolution is completely true and had occurred) is that I heard a man claiming in his Big Theory, his name is Tom Campbell, that when there is a tree falling in the forest and only one person has seen it, but that person immediately got killed by the tree, did the tree still fall because nobody else has seen it. He went on to saying that the tree might have never fallen because there was no observer that registered it, other than that one man who is not there anymore. So if we would have never gone on searching for fossils, has there never been a natural evolution? Are the fossils only there for us to be sure of our human lives and natural evolution to reinforce the dream? I hope this makes some sense hehe, I was just very curious and looked for opinions but quickly realised that the conversation becamce very complicated
  10. Oh ok I see it is very powerful, thanks for all the answers guys What do you guys think about Ayahuasca rituals? Must be very different from Bufo, I really like it alot @FredFred
  11. Hey thank you alot :)) I appreciate it, but I think the website is okay, when I am better off, I'll get the book and see how it's different to the websites information
  12. Okay thanks again for the information. I asked because I thought it would be quite a straightforward experience, making you realize that all your pain is just illusion and there is nothing to worry about. Most mental illnesses are caused by trauma and I had the idea that the toad medicine would burn that trauma away very straightforwardly giving you a unique universal loving experience. As the toad medicine also helps lots of people getting rid of very nasty addictions and depression. My brother is stuck in longing for gods help, but hasn't got an idea where to begin with it, he keeps praying and changes between becoming christian and not believing at all, changing between believing that there is something that cares and that there isn't anything. What would you guys think would be the downside of experiencing the Bufo/5 Meo Dmt experience? I hear there is not even an option of resistance towards the medicine as it forces you to face your true nature no matter how much you try to resist? Also would you think there are more bad trips on the synthetic version as for the natural one?
  13. I have some financial downside right now, not working, and the book from J.C. Stevens is a little bit expensive in my country. Are there good youtube videos about it or other suggestions for books? Thanks for any advice
  14. Hello community, I have a rather delicate question, maybe someone here has some information about it.CI appreciate any insight that I can take with me. I'd like to know if 5Meo DMT could cure mushroom induced delusions/schizophrenia? My brother has passed through a very traumatic and sad life taking psychiatric medications since his teens due to a misdiagnosis by some bad doctors and following abuse and trauma through the psychiatric system for more than a decade including being left alone and uncared after heavy mistreatments. Recently he ate a large mushroom dose rather by accident lonely and all by himself and passed a very very bad trip in his room and now has a real mental chaos/illness developed, having passed through all his past trauma, he started developing illusions of having lost his family (he thinks we were kidnapped and killed and thinking the neighbour who he is jealous on, manipulated the elevator and so on. Also he now hears voices constantly (mainly he thinks it's the neighbour talking to him through thoughts). His mental illness is also constantly triggered by severe negative thinking, thinking of people as bad who tried to humiliate him. He talks about wanting to know that God cares about him in order to become better. So anybody here may have valuable information, if 5 Meo could cure something like this by restoring the true nature and burning away past trauma which maybe led to this illness/complication? I have heard from a Mexican shaman who is medical at the same time, that he treated patients with severe medications and drug usage,and I think also schizophrenics, with the toad medicine and had positive results, but that it was used as a constant treatment. But I also hear about bad trips, maybe the toad medicine and 5 Meo also have some difference as being used as "medicine", I'd think the toad secrete is more natural in order to be considered a medicine, but I have no idea, as I said, I appreciate all information
  15. Other realities I think is meant are other stories and intelligent lifeforms occuring simultaneously with our story but on other planets galaxies or universes disconnected visually from our story on Earth
  16. I think what is meant by other realities is, if simultaneuosly to our story are there infinite other stories happening on another planet or in other sceneries that are not bound to our earth reality? If God has infinite experiences, does he have them outside of earth too? If yes is it happening while we are debating here right now and can we know somehow about these other planet stories. This is what I think of as having a proof. Also other realities can mean that exactly the same character/ego but taking different decisions in inifinite other stories so that every result will happen to take another turn, and maybe in one story you (the ego) decides on on thing between A and B and in the other "reality" aka story, the same ego, identified by its place of birth, name etc decides on something else and therefore god could experience every possible outcome of a story simultaneously. Basically if god is ifinite, with infinite possibilities, abd infinite experiences, are there differents lifes differents planet differents universes right now playing other stories, or is the reality we are having here the only true reality with god playing infinite options on this beautiful planet that was made for us called earth. Also how does this material world end once I die or one of us dies? I think it ends for me, and my story but still there are other stories to be finished here.
  17. I thought the 5 Meo DMT Mega thread would also includereporting and comparing insights of the experience and opinions on the misteries we ask ourselves that could be answered through the substance
  18. Maybe to bring more clarity into this, it is good to find out how reincarnation works anyway. According to the Tibetan Monks it takes 49 death after the death and one can either escape into the light (probably Nirvana) given three chances or being dragged down by ones Karma and then ultimately ending up in another womb by the 49th day. Ironically these 49 day coincide exactly with the time a fetus needs to determine its gender, which probably could not have been know by the old monks centuries ago. On the other hand there are many accounts of near death experiences, in which the people dying receive messages from angels or guides that it is not time for them yet, and many times they also get predictions of things happening in the future, for example the death of a loved one. So this sounds as if the whole live with certain missions to accomplish or better said to experience, is not only planned but also necessary to experience. But in this case its not possible for yourself to dissolve your karma as everything that will happen is preplanned anyway, many also say there is no future and no past, everything is happening now,which in the near death accounts sometimes seems to be the case, when people get predictions for their future. Reincarnation is also important as to know which ego is going to have a suffering or a nightmare life and which is going to have an amazing life. Also astrology has some factors in this. I have personally not had the 5 Meo DMT/ Bufo Alvarius Toad experience but from many others have had it I heard so many different versions. One experienced Bufo medicine smoker told me that a suffering life is due to the decision of the ultimate infinite consciousness after having had millions of amazing lives, as kind of a hard lesson to experience for "personal" development or soul development. He also believes that everybody has its special guides or angels. Also when after death did the decision happen? After eternity? After 49 days? What factors where at play? What happens after death, do we become nothing and everything and remain in that for a while and what happens next? Why did the buddhist monks talk about the chance to escape to Nirvana if Nirvana is the same as 5 Meo DMT, according to them death will be just a chance to get there which probably means that our ego keeps going. Also they come up with all the noble truths in order to reach Nirvana. Another person that told me about his experience said that he has not gotten any insight regarding reincarnation or why some people need to suffer tremendously in life and others not. Maybe whoever here had a 5 Meo DMT experience could bring up his idea about reincarnation and if all are the same thats good but, if there are differing versions, then even having experienced absolute truth, there still seems to be some mistery around. Also @Leo Gura I heard you say somewhere, that this life is just a meaningless dream and once you had a super high dosage of 5 Meo DMT you even forgot how you could come up with the idea of living a human life anyway. If thats it then also those old Tibetan Monks or anyone/anything from past history, which we have not seen, did probably not exist and is only made up from this dream? Because if they existed, then this dream has been going on for millions of years continously having experienced so many different lifeforms since the first cell, and that would not be meaningless then and also if it has been going on for millions of years then probably we experience this dream againn in another ego and that is there comes up the question in what ego and where on this planet are we going to experience it again? And if there are infinite amount of other dreams, then what determines in which one our special feeling ego is going to appear again, which factors? There is no ego? But there must be because I am experiencing one, what happens after death is mysterious, hopefully I'll find out having a beautiful 5 Meo DMT experience too, but for now I am curious and hope this sparks a healthy conversation here
  19. i have understood Buddhists saying that Nirvana is not a state that contains love. But that love is just another "feeling" that keeps us in the cycle of rebirths. Part of the illusion. It doesn't mean Buddhists are right though. Maybe the ultimate answer lies seriously In the glands of a misterious toad and by the reaction of your experiences it seems like it. But then that is probably not the same as the Nirvana the Buddhists talk about. Because as far as I know most Buddhists also don't talk about God or love too much, they seem more focused on meditating so much to realize how to exit existence and most of them come to the conclusion that life and existence is suffering and love and hatred or anger or just mere feelings that keep you in this cycle. But man I am just asking here because I am curious, I don't know too much about Buddhism but this is as far as I have understood it. I don't know how to untag your two names here @Leo Gura@FredFred
  20. I hear some people here are saying that the experience is the same the Buddhists call Nirvana. That's actually confusing because Nirvana means to cease to exist and to escape the cycle of constant birth and rebirth. The Buddhists as I have understood , don't believe Nirvana is a state of Love,but it's just they ultimate peace as we cease to exist and therefore are in no longer need to experience the contrast of love and suffering, as love(according to them) is just one more of the feelings that distract us from true Nirvana and the end of the cycle. So what would you guys think, why do you call the 5 Meo experience the same as Nirvana? Nirvana in the original sense means non-existence,and the 5 Meo exerience you have seems to be the exact opposite, namely full experience of total existence.