Bryanbrax

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  1. @Aeris Steins gate is a good one
  2. @bejapuskas are you talking about that one scene
  3. Would you cuddle with the opposite sex for a million dollars ?
  4. @outlandish but I do have the booklist , so it shouldn't be a problem
  5. I thought It was a good idea to get my brother into meditation he is 9 to see what would come out of it , just a little experiment . The first time he meditated for like 5 minutes during the process he was very quiet didnt make any fuss or anything he is usually very noisy so this was suprising., after the five minutes were up I told him to explain to me what happened, he then started saying that during meditation he could see shapes and stars sort of things . I thought that was interesting and we kinda just forgot about it. A few weeks later which was today , I told him he is going to meditate for 5 minutes but what he didn't know is that I put a timer for 10 minutes so I started and played the music for meditation, the timer rings as he opens his eyes he looked like he had seen something amazing, so I proceeded to ask him what he experienced this time it was entirely different from the last Time . He told he saw aliens but they looked human , he told they didnt look like what people think they look like he told me they had three eyes and that they were digging something on a planet the aliens saw him but they ignored him , he also saw shapes and colors and things that's he couldn't describe with words. He didnt seem scared or shocked he was calm when talking about it . Even though I do meditate occasionally I think the closest "mystical " experience I've had is when I was completely in it I couldn't feel my body and I felt like soul was formless it. I felt as if I could my "energy or soul" in any directions I wanted I could wave my hands in a way i couldn't do with my physical hand i could rotate my head almost 360 to a normal person it would appear as if I was not moving at all I was listening to shaman drumming music at the time i got I'm the "zone"in about 20 minutes by the end I had meditate for about 40 minutes longest I ever have. My mind was completely empty at the moment. Sorry if this doesn't make much sense
  6. How do you become a moderator not that i wanna become one just wanna know
  7. i was sitting in my bed thinking on how hopefully one day i will make it to the year 2100 , i contemplated on how i happy i would be to make it and sad that ive known would be dead . but as i was contemplating a realization came to me that nobody knows what happens after we die .i asked myself what is the purpose of life but couldnt come up with an answer . thats when i felt this feeling of complete hopelessness in a depressing kinda way , i heard my mom call me and thats when i snapped out of it, i think that feeling is the void people try to avoid maybe im not sure. maybe thats why religion talks about the after to keep people sane.
  8. How can I as a 16 year old begin self actualization , I been doing meditation for a while now and also been reading some of the books in his book list . But I can't help but feel like I could be doing more or rather , I have so much free time on my hands especially because it's a summer i dont have a job . I wake up every day with nothing to do just mindlessly using my phone if I do get bored I usually put my phone down and think about things I want to achieve and that makes me excited and pumped up . But at the end of the day I end up finding something to distract my self with . I also have few friends which sometimes I go over their house but not as much anymore , I guess I just want to spend my time wisely and make the most of it doing something that will benefit and grow me. And yes I have watched Leo's video advice on college students high schoolers but most of it is not practical in day to day I've also done online dating so I'm not completely oblivious in fact I think I have changed since before I found this channel behaviors and patterns but I feel like am not where I want to be.
  9. @ajasatya do you recomend kriya yoga
  10. @Yasser something your "ego" would say , look at it for what it is a question dont put unnecessary labels on it just because you want to put down others
  11. Sir who said it was a hard question, perhaps your eyes not working well