Bryanbrax

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  1. @White Monk what hatha yoga do you reccomend
  2. What do you guys think of them What stage of spiral dynamics are they ? And are they worth putting time into
  3. Im not the one to beg , but I would like a little help I been wanting to begin kriya yoga for a while Aftet leos video on yoga this motivated me even more to begin this practice , the book he recomended for kriya yoga i did alot of research on it and all i found was positve reviews and experinces from newbies and people who know this stuff. I really want this book because i know it will be a huge help but i cant get it because i dont have enough funds i cant tell my parents either because they dont understand this stuff and would think its demonic . If you could help me out that would make my day.
  4. @dimitri did your friend find it.
  5. @dimitri i found a spanish version of the latest one online , there is just one problem i cant speak nor read spanish
  6. Check this out https://play.google.com/store/books/author?id=Dr.+Douglas+M.+Baker This is his website http://www.douglasbaker.com/ Forgetten gem
  7. What do you guys think about this book Is it better than j.c stevens book Is it worth investing 10 or more years into it
  8. @AwakenedSoul444 how did you awaken your kundalini
  9. this might trigger some people
  10. What if monkeys could be functioning members of society VID_39481004_154526_896.mp4
  11. @Matt8800 on friday night i fell asleep at 9 and woke up in the middle of a dream . I then became concious i was dreaming . In the dream i was using a computer scrolling through reddit and omegle i then consciously tried reading the conversations but it was just random words . I felt the sensation of being pulled backwards i gradualy descended down then woke up. Checked the time and saw it was 3 am. I was drowsy and i decided why not have consious dream , i drifted into sleep i heard loud noises but when i focused on it the sound went away . I have this habit of putting my phone speakers to my hear sound coming out. I heard my phone ringing i picked up the phone put in my ear but there was no sound coming out at all. Thats when i realized i was dreaming. I didnt really do much after wards since i was clue less Around july i was looking around the internet for calming sounds to make me sleep and thats when i saw this lucid dreaming binaural beats / astral projection . I didnt really know what that meant but as long it made me sleep i didnt care. I put on the headphones few minutes in my body starts to slowly relax my thoughts drifting off . I feel a warm feeling ive nevet experinced before it was like i was in the womb again my whole body felt amazing . Out of nowhere vibrations started to arise, it felt as if was being elocruted it got me off guard but i slowly started to enjoy it . As i was lying there i realized i couldnt move a muscle i freaked out . my heart was racing really fast. I tried to physcially wake up but its like i was being pushed down by gravity. I thought i was going to die. The memory stuck with me i started doing research on ap i learned a few things . I tried replicating the same experince but i couldnt get to sleep paralysis . Over the months when i learned even more things and heard peoples success stories , the less succesful i was . It even came to a point where i couldnt relax my body i was either to exited to try or too bored to attempt . Today i tried listening to a guided astral projection and now i feel like am back to square one. I have set an alarm for 3 am so i can try wake back to bed method . Do you have any advice for a naive student like me who wants to start getting into the paranomal world. I can also create psi balls i tried healing myself with one i visuallized eating one . The ball going down my stomach and out as i waved my hand over my body i slowly raised the ball up my abdomen to the chest i felt alot of pressure rising up and out my head. i felt my head full of energy and just coughed for a while. Before i felt my stomach was bloated which affected my breathing after the "healing" i felt completely free and could breath properly.
  12. this guy has been trending on youtube for a while https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC_hK9fOxyy_TM8FJGXIyG8Q/videos i think he is stage blue ? what do you think
  13. i smell devilry
  14. Just surrender to the feeling and observe it , then its going to drift away