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  1. @White Monk what hatha yoga do you reccomend
  2. What do you guys think of them What stage of spiral dynamics are they ? And are they worth putting time into
  3. Im not the one to beg , but I would like a little help I been wanting to begin kriya yoga for a while Aftet leos video on yoga this motivated me even more to begin this practice , the book he recomended for kriya yoga i did alot of research on it and all i found was positve reviews and experinces from newbies and people who know this stuff. I really want this book because i know it will be a huge help but i cant get it because i dont have enough funds i cant tell my parents either because they dont understand this stuff and would think its demonic . If you could help me out that would make my day.
  4. @dimitri did your friend find it.
  5. @dimitri i found a spanish version of the latest one online , there is just one problem i cant speak nor read spanish
  6. Check this out This is his website Forgetten gem
  7. What do you guys think about this book Is it better than j.c stevens book Is it worth investing 10 or more years into it
  8. @AwakenedSoul444 how did you awaken your kundalini
  9. this might trigger some people
  10. What if monkeys could be functioning members of society VID_39481004_154526_896.mp4
  11. @Matt8800 on friday night i fell asleep at 9 and woke up in the middle of a dream . I then became concious i was dreaming . In the dream i was using a computer scrolling through reddit and omegle i then consciously tried reading the conversations but it was just random words . I felt the sensation of being pulled backwards i gradualy descended down then woke up. Checked the time and saw it was 3 am. I was drowsy and i decided why not have consious dream , i drifted into sleep i heard loud noises but when i focused on it the sound went away . I have this habit of putting my phone speakers to my hear sound coming out. I heard my phone ringing i picked up the phone put in my ear but there was no sound coming out at all. Thats when i realized i was dreaming. I didnt really do much after wards since i was clue less Around july i was looking around the internet for calming sounds to make me sleep and thats when i saw this lucid dreaming binaural beats / astral projection . I didnt really know what that meant but as long it made me sleep i didnt care. I put on the headphones few minutes in my body starts to slowly relax my thoughts drifting off . I feel a warm feeling ive nevet experinced before it was like i was in the womb again my whole body felt amazing . Out of nowhere vibrations started to arise, it felt as if was being elocruted it got me off guard but i slowly started to enjoy it . As i was lying there i realized i couldnt move a muscle i freaked out . my heart was racing really fast. I tried to physcially wake up but its like i was being pushed down by gravity. I thought i was going to die. The memory stuck with me i started doing research on ap i learned a few things . I tried replicating the same experince but i couldnt get to sleep paralysis . Over the months when i learned even more things and heard peoples success stories , the less succesful i was . It even came to a point where i couldnt relax my body i was either to exited to try or too bored to attempt . Today i tried listening to a guided astral projection and now i feel like am back to square one. I have set an alarm for 3 am so i can try wake back to bed method . Do you have any advice for a naive student like me who wants to start getting into the paranomal world. I can also create psi balls i tried healing myself with one i visuallized eating one . The ball going down my stomach and out as i waved my hand over my body i slowly raised the ball up my abdomen to the chest i felt alot of pressure rising up and out my head. i felt my head full of energy and just coughed for a while. Before i felt my stomach was bloated which affected my breathing after the "healing" i felt completely free and could breath properly.
  12. this guy has been trending on youtube for a while i think he is stage blue ? what do you think
  13. i smell devilry
  14. Just surrender to the feeling and observe it , then its going to drift away