Aeris

define fantastical thinking.

Dye your hair in curly Black. Pretend to be John snow and being aware of not knowing but wanting to know

The only way enlightenment is a tail is when you are not enlightned. It is as stomping as a rock in your face. It's not a 'haha' I understand what I m. All this are concepts. True enlightenment is Expendable. First glimpse kill your old sense of self. But you're still you. It's not play word. My expérience whatever you believe then

haa not really, I was like on a mild dose of psychedelic, almost insanity. Nothing about a thought story. total physical paradigm I just had to cling back to my ego, and then loved it.

haha you sell it so wisely. I'm gonna try. no side effects long terms ? do you use something to sleep ? I read the worst side effect is not sleeping. does it change sex interaction ?

did you try ritalin/amphetamine ? how does it differ ? * Yes I read about, will try, it just cost 40€ the 30 pills/100mg maybe a bit expensive, but I'll try. for me it's more for music observation work, and I enjoy trying products that alternate my reality not that it's close I suppose, I did try microdosing LSD/Mushroom last year ( but cannot put my hands on more, my swimmer is kind of no more in the street ) thanks

I m an alien playing an human. Take a sit we all fake having a blowjob

<3 honesty is key to all mastery Only the hoe like to tcheat and they will pay the price

What about armodafinil ? Cannot buy Moda in my country.

Useless I got my god tier grade by living.

Great expérience shared with honesty thanks

No follower no leaders no role. Only cloud and sack of shit with mumbling mouth

ho yes, that I got it. That's the big shift, but I m not sure it comes from "no fap enterely" more of my awakening experience on a wholeness lvl. I was still virgin until 25. Now my first one, was a canon working in shop, too bad she was dogmatic and alienated with feminist bs. the second is a scientific girl, more of a nerdy one, not a 10, but I suppose I don't even care lol, she is beautiful, smart, very open minded, anti dogmatic, young and that's enough for me, I prefer a "yellow" one than a "green" one.. She is just hard on being turquoise, but hanging with me could cost her .. life. She is open to psychedelic so.. I like adventure, I hacked enough reality for appreciate the subtle lvl. I m still a noob, but she told me I was the best on stamina ( elle m'a dis endurance haha ) ( c'était la 3eme fois que je passais une nuit avec une fille de ma vie ) ( and she told me I m the first one giving her an orgasm ) ( she is 19 ) she harass me now on the phone. but the other one ( my first a "9/10" or "10" I don't like using point that's very relative ), thank me for giving her an orgasm aswell ( like meant it, I was mild surprise, I don't know if that's hard, was the first time for me, and was already on no fap journey since 6 months ( but fall like 10 times ) ) yeh I rant a bit on my life, thanks for your insight, I got you. craving is more of a mind illness than only sex, but sex/porn/pmo is probably the big fuel for "needyness" je suis du genre à les bouffer comme des glaces ( et je parle de leur cou surtout )

I know there is nothing like a "silent mind". but I have full awareness of non duality. Means you go through the real others side of life. to me you're not as enlightened as me, but sure that's an egoic sentence ( hahaha ) Wish to brainscan me. I feel like an alien exploring the human condition thanks for answers

thanks you didn't enterely answer. but that's your right. Would you recommand a meditation technique after kundalini/ for someone with already a silent mind ? did you listen to music ? are you ears "ringing" ? do you still makes art ( if you did in anyway ) ? find gratitude in contemplation of reality/art ? what is your favorit activity ? what are those subtles things that trigger you with some egoic phase shift ? how do you deal with egoic frustrated self iperactiv mind around ? any thoughts ? edit : didn't see all the answers, don't bother responding what you already did

I had it for 2 weeks the month after 2 weeks on mild dose of psychedelics ( art + self inquiry + isolation ) 6 months ago My ears still rings a bit more now. It seams I go back on my feet though Don't know if there is lvl to this

What was the last time you give an orgasm to a girl. Serious question. Does it change sex performance in your expérience. I just break with the borring question

all ideas about ideas are delusion, only what I experience is real.

Swimming. good for everything about all body muscle joint/pain. I've seen many people go swim for recovery. it's so simple, so efficient

means imagine I m your teacher at university and you need to modulate for a low consciousness what does it means for you to start no fap and what are the benefit it provided for you ( but only if you want to take the class tho, I won't force you to give me your insight if you don't want so )

shin are you really in "actuality" doing this work ? can you provide a modulation without the esoteric side, what did you get from your own journey ? In term of sex health, sex attractiveness, whatever. Still falling for porn sometimes ? I would presume your view as a real value from my perspective, because you're aware of all the dogma side of things. Very curious to listen your story

"value" "meaning value" "perception value". maybe I m the futur god of this world in the physical litteral terms and this is part of my journey. maybe the futur king of this world interact with my words and this impact the world in a manner no one could have seen the butterfly.

yellow ? hum, I would say a coral is better, that's why we should be worry of "yellow". I m not sure he is full yellow though. He step a bit into turquoise, but lack of coral awareness.

be careful though, I suspect the more smart, the more egoic. I see it in my own self. aside egoic people are not evil always. only a big ego more powerful than Hitler could beat Hitler, remember that.

This is why I was thinking of creating my own humanity cult on mars then shooting earth with a death star canon. Or a virus. But that's girlish I would call the canon : kiss of love With this way I m sure you'll start to bow your head for the true king of the Cosmic that is me. I m nature will. Bow your heads slaves. All men must serv me