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I love this kind of topic @inFlow I bet you're right on the idea that another model will replace the ideas of "cells/matter" or even the model of "conversation of energy" apparently at a sub atomic level, particles are " chaotic " means they are not "stable", even non visible, there is "nothing" ( to us, cause we lack "tools" maybe ). and that's 100% sur that we are still ignorant, so I bet you physician, let's try to prove that the universe is another form of energy than just "matter/cells". sure there is still someone like Einstein that will pop out those next 10 years, follow my prediction.

he will come back, he is just doing his thing

<3 <3 <3 HE IS YELLING IN YOUR EARS

just a thought passing, and that's why you're one of my others favorit member, you're a "no no bs" at the core. Maybe I would dedicate a thought for you one day, I m sure you ain't have a care for it, and it is totaly right I appreciate this dynamic inside, never stop running, but I have work to do now.

@tsuki this dynamic seems right. and stop devaluing your father, I know you didn't ask for, but in his mind he is feeding you and trying to makes you a warrior, he just don't know how. your dad is trying is best and love you, even if that's in a lower stage way. Understand his way, and instead of pushing your belief, accept some of his and then share what he can share with you, don't talk to him about high level of spirituality, it will sound non sense, like imagine if you were Einstein of spirituality, would you try to explain your last physics work to someone who only know addition ? a dad who doesn't love you, just put you out of his house ( and in certain case it could be love )

Yes Indeed try to let it go My brother used to sing queen. Big Freddie Mercury fan

just a side quest idea of a nice thing to try do what you should do

Practice radical visualisation drawing to train the visual side of your focus and try to reach lucid dream go look for it ( techniques ) I litteraly fucked my psy in a lucid dream it was so good man she is one of the hottest milf I've been close to. I was very Virgin at this moment. But her pussie sounded very Real. And there is more but then I fucked by doing weed again. Recently I m not smoking but now I don't try to lucid. I do it in the physical dream with demonic magnetic attraction. I find a very nice succubus and that's nice we dream well together so far. Try your siddhis by working on being a lucid dreamer that's fucking practical at the end

law of attraction doesn't exist. you always see you own predestination, because what you focus on is a part of reality/self experience/need experience ( the only one you contemplate, is the one in your experience ) law of attraction doesn't exist, it's just self contemplation of your own action. what you attract and want anyway, it was a thought, and you create thought story about a feeling logic, some call it law of attraction; I was thinking of having a girlfriend, at the moment where I got it, it was because my focus was on it fully. but why I had this envy or feeling at this precise moment, what created in me envy, or want, or projection of my futur. all this was a thought story that has been created by nature will. I don't believe in ownership, but I believe in it, in the meantime. You have free will, in the limit of the matrix. Hence, you are free to roam everywhere in life, but this everywhere is predestined by external and internal event. why do I want to have monney, sex, life, why does things arise and then takes form of divided and tiny multiple thought to get what I want. why do I try to be happy, why do I try anything, why do I think of anything, why a thought arise, why thought arise. you discover your true nature, being a "ultra complex biologic robot" ( in a relative ) & believing having free will or believing in no free will. ( transcend even the idea of free will, experience the truth of it, in absolute ) I see life like you see a movie, I contemplate what I do and think as a movie. and even this self thought of thinking that life unfold like a movie, I never choosed, or why would I do this choice. listening someone, focusing on something or someone, to which moment I decided to choose A or B ? is A & B non biased, of course they are biased, per nature will ! Mario can't start to live outside his game. real life is just a more mindfucky game. I know that nothing I m writing here will be nothing else but interpretation, delusion and others projection to deny, the ego doesn't want to know that there is absolutely no control over your life. if you want sex, if you want to meditate, if you want to kill, or love, or whatever, why those feeling and want arise ? is there a doer or a thinker ? the answer is yes & no, in the SAME MOMENT ! From an ego perspective transcended enlightened, there is both, from a god perspective, everything is already done.

Psychédélic totaly threaten the cult elit ego that rule the collective subconscious. Like if you start giving usb to clean the bullshit we put inside your mind. Lol Big no. There is people who work toward keeping the society inside their bubble of bullshit.

who is the one having a need for sharing non dual knowledge on a forum ?

the pov you feel about being yourself is "being" the entire experience of yourself is an illusion deep programmed in the mind. the only reality is the "now" when you think of futur, you think of futur while "being" in the "now". this is a side of truth, another one is the fact that your brain is a tool that create fantasy every second, guessing what the world is based upon your prior relative experience of "being/self/pov". but this experience is a lie, hence, most of what we believe is just as solid as a story. if 10 peoples tell us a story, we tend to subconsciouly makes it a reality inside our brain. it is maybe real for them ( in their fantasy brain/soul world ), but it doesn't mean it's real for the entire others experiences of others

I got full awakening and I m still full of shit No way to escape yourself

wow, too much thinking, try to use the apps with feeling but I would self inquiry and get more enlightment about communication/relation and girl understanding. did you try to "pov" on the idea of being a girl ?

in France it's the same, if you're poor they give you between 200-400€ a month ( for 3 years max, and more if you graduate ) ( it's max 3+2+1 ). the more I know about the other countries the more I like mine. I would almost just be jealous of scandinavia countries, but I hate the cold.

yes my reaction as a 7 child was saying my mother that she was a slave, the day I understanded number, " I asked my mom how much she is pay for his work. " I aswell told my father how many € he lost in cigaret every year ( 2500€ ~ per year ) I told him about all the things he could have done with it. I aswell told my father that he was exploited by society. I come from hardcore nihilism + sarcasm + black humor + being hated by everyone for pointing truth, I was raised in a green/yellow thinking, then come back in orange for being accepted by society at large. my main politic area was aswell anarchism. ( I always loved scenario about death of society ) All my schools years was "hell", like many people liked school, I only got nostalgia for tv show and video games, I was very aware of being brainwashed before my 10 years old. All my early life I was thinking "I" : was the insane one, when in fact everyone was just a fucking zomby I m the friend you want if you want hardcore and sincere criticism, but if you want to be pray and loved for nothing, don't talk to me ( I aswell encourage and bring joy in the same way. ) I m an hardcore shadow pointer. ( intp ) and when I started with myself, ho man, such a huge load of crap watching patterns and paradox in people and in myself is a game I do since I m a little kid, was very stuck at an egoic yellow level though. ( I m still ) turquoise for me was more about natural life than taking another religious dogma.

you're aswell the bullshitting animal, the rat in the maze, the donkey and most of us are still watching their hands.

Darth vader embodiment https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Master–slave_morality extract : The essence of master morality is nobility. Other qualities that are often valued in master morality are open-mindedness, courageousness, truthfulness, trustworthiness, and an accurate sense of one's self-worth. Master morality begins in the "noble man", with a spontaneous idea of the good; then the idea of bad develops as what is not good. "The noble type of man experiences itself as determining values; it does not need approval; it judges, "what is harmful to me is harmful in itself"; it knows itself to be that which first accords honour to things; it is value-creating." In master morality, individuals define what is good based on whether it benefits that person and their pursuit of self-defined personal excellence. as something is helpful to the strong-willed man, it is like what he values in himself; therefore, the strong-willed man values such things as good because they aid him in a life-long process of self-actualization through the will to power.

I visualized every chinese children working on my iphone ( albeit I never buyed an apple product in my entire life ) now I own a xiaomi though, so maybe they grow up If I m not wrong it's the case for many fruits aswell. All importation outside of your country from Africa is in a way born from exploitation, but that's just how system work, master & slave, in all types of country. we all have our little children hands, sure they are not put in cold mines, they are put in a prison with a teacher brainwashing them for a decade with bullshit. ( for then being an obediant slave of their system ) I m not sayin it's good to makes work children, but is there even a limit, when adultness start ? our own grand grand parent were laboring at 12

this and eventually add triptophan plus not using any drug at all. ( weed and others dirupter of deep sleep )

step up above turquoise ___ I kind of hardly can follow the video, his tongue slap too much in his mouth, sadly his voice is a bit annoying, will try to go through.

I "took" a lot of immaterial things .. for free. I think I diserve all the fruits in the forest as equivalent to the rich born. A devil.., isn't full enlightment accepting to be "devil "? Steve job was enlightened for 10000% sure, it doesn't make him a "good man" he studied the teaching of spirituality and was full stage green at 20. 100% sure yellow. full enlightment means full awareness of morality as a cloud. You can be moral/good whatever value you attribute to your actions. They are all neutral in the eye of god. ( doesn't mean they are without consequences ) for all you know, Donald Trump could be the part of a big schemes that is to improve the politics and concern of people for their society. ( stage green gates ) ( I m very hopeful here, it's surely is a delusion ) when they got Obama, no one was giving a fuck really ( cool president, ok, let's back to work ), now the entire world is watching the Donald Trump show and ask themself, are all politicians jokery ? Could be that trump by doing a pure devil will work will end by improving the mind of society ( or war culture ) and that's a good thing, if conscious people win over stupidity. full awakening of society, people then killing all the authority models because of awareness of politic corruption because of Trump. I would totaly try to be in power if I was convinced that I'll use the monney/power to improve society as a whole, intrinsic dammage. Would embody full orange to progress on a coral agenda. even if that's not the intention of Trump, better taking a stimulant pill and shit in your pants than the sleepy one and go back to bed.

if self improvement was by defenition the process of observing the process of a systemic intelligence being in the process of upgrading itself toward the sun. then even flower try to get enlightened, maybe they are saying I M ENLIGHTENED, we just don't ear them when they can feel the sun under the green of their flowers. indeed we are all enlightened and we all got enlightened experiences that change our all way of using the soul:mind:brain system. true enlightment is to me, to my relative understanding, the process of upgrading toward a better shaping of intelligence. my self darwinism theory wasn't "random", I always had this theory as a kid, than the fish watched the dirt, and was thinking, " I would be fine out of predator there" hence "evolution" is directly linked to "consciousness". maybe all that is bs, anyway, surely you get something out of it, this is how life work only someone at the higher scale who experienced some of my words in the actuality,transcended being a simple beautiful flower, understanding their flowerness at the same time.