VeganAwake

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  1. I can do whatever I want in less than 2 years though ?
  2. Hmmm $50 now and risk losing my military pension of $3,500 a month for the rest of my life... not sure if $50 or even a couple grand is going to cut it bud ?..sorry I remember a good trip from 19 years ago ...complete ego death on liquid LSD... for a few hours.. no monkey mind or shatter whatsoever ...only the stars overhead on a clear night.
  3. LOL my family already thinks I'm weird enough...?
  4. This poor guys like what the f happened to my thread ?... To be honest we kind of stayed on topic... I think hehe
  5. @Inliytened1 something inside me screams that's not actually your advice haha ?
  6. Yes.. between the age of 16 and 20 I had a lot of fun...I'm 38 now I have been in the US Navy since I was 20. Hope there's nobody in the military reading this.. but I guess that's what forum names are for... I should probably read the guidelines LOL.. I grew up in Washington state and made friends with an individual that we called hippie Jim he introduced us to barter fairs which are giant hippiefest on privately owned property basically Drug Fest... or Freedom Festival however you look at it.. I probably went to at least 15 or 20 of these events. Did what I would describe as high-quality paper and liquid LSD at least 25 times.. Several grams at a Time Mushroom trips(Brazilian kabenzi's usually) one time I bought some mushrooms after already eating mushrooms I completely lost track of reality... couldn't tell what temperature it was outside and I kept asking people around me... I was seeing stacks of hundred dollar bills by the fireplace giant mushrooms grow out of the ground...birds flying in dried cowshit ..Noah's Ark surfing on a wave which was actually just the mountain range lol. Did something called datura once... barely remember but I remember the leaves on a tree turned into dollar signs for some reason lol... One time these rich kids give me an entire bag of opium to sell for them and I walked around trading smoking and getting effed-up all day... I brought them back like $800 and the rest of the bag and they thought I was their savior haha. Of course I was smoking some of the best Pacific Northwest chronic available at the time through everything. I have taken bong hits of meth while frying on mushrooms and drinking Jack Daniels and Beer. I've partied on coke and smoked crack a couple times not really proud of those LOL... but damn I was good at hacky sacking and shooting pool when I was doing it ? Before the Awakening experience I hadn't done any illegal drugs for 15 years though.
  7. I'll make a deal with you... I'll book a session with them ...if you do is zoom video chat with me and Andreas Muller tomorrow or the next day...its free! You can let me know on Facebook when you are available to do it. The daily zoom online talks will take place: April 6th – 10th each day from 1pm – 2pm (UTC+2 / Berlin time zone) In order to participate please click on the following link and you will be guided automatically to the zoom: https://zoom.us/j/733824468?pwd=QkFlNmZZaXFXQ1hnTkg0dy9JWUxZdz09 But there's a few things I want you to specifically ask him about: 1) Duality 2) Relativity 3) LOC's 4) What is consciousness? If you do that we got a deal...? Thank you for the comments I'm trying to eat as healthy as possible I hope you and your family are staying safe as well.
  8. VeganJuice...I like it... it made me crave some V8 juice and beer though lol ?
  9. ?... I can save you a little time... his whole teaching is built around deprogramming the individual so they can live completely free. I would still read the book because this words can deprogram quick.❤
  10. Wow bud you actually just spoke the truth here and didn't even realize it.... Nothing actually needs to be done it's just whether there's suffering or not.. And even that wouldn't matter...
  11. It's not a speck it's a veil ❤ They brutally crucified Jesus Christ...? No I don't believe I'm Jesus haha... Please don't project that negative label on me... for the love of illusion.
  12. There are three things that can't be hidden for long the Sun the moon and Truth... Yes absolutely ..the belief that a certain type of behavior will be embodied after liberation is one of the biggest misconceptions out there. Mooji's situation is a perfect example... I've actually heard people on this forum talk about how his Behavior off camera would represent a lower level of Consciousness than most of his followers are aware of... This is a complete fallacy and a misunderstanding. His off-camera behavior has absolutely nothing to do with Awakening Enlightenment Liberation or anything of the sort... the truth is if one believes a certain type of behavior is better than another be sure they are completely unaware and asleep in the dream. You will not get anywhere by trying to wrap your mind around something the mind is what needs to go to understand this message... Give me the forum names of the so-called riled up realized beings and I will be the judge of whether they're realized or not. ? Non-duality is a word that points to everything so you should say I preach about everything... You're telling someone to piss off is my telling someone the truth that they need to hear... Thanks for sharing brother... there's a lot of hidden gems in your message.
  13. I love you too man just remember your so called God realization has no meaning purpose or value whatsoever... it is not special to have that realization in any way at all. I can 100% absolutely Embrace and have nothing but unconditional love for everybody in existence without needing to believe I am God... just making sure you recognize that. ❤
  14. Bro I seriously love you and you're super intelligent...❤ You really do understand a great deal which will apparently assist you within the dream... you have definitely done your spiritual homework. Your LOC material seriously cracks me up though... Didn't you at one time say Osho is in the 800's and you were told you were at 1000 now and just needed to integrate... Bud this is the funniest thing I've ever heard... if you honestly believe you are more conscious than Osho was you are sadly mistaken and have deluded yourself much further than most would believe coming from someone with your intelligence level. Also the way you described that you used to be an Eckhart Tolle fanboy but have now in other words transcended his level of understanding... Again bud I can personally guarantee you... you are nowhere near Eckhart Tolle's level of consciousness.. He has hit a homerun and you aren't even up to bat yet basically. I love you mate but seriously it's too much I'm actually laughing as I run on my elliptical right now.. Nothing but love for the brother and good luck ❤ I will always be here to help hopefully unless I get banned haha but then you have my Facebook..
  15. @Meta-Man The thing is... everything you said I completely relate to and understand. I have never pointed to Jim Newman or Tony Parsons as the end-all-be-all. These are projections... I have studied dozens and dozens of spiritual teachers ...I have no belief system.. I'm not set in a certain belief... Every teacher and every teaching is just another piece of the elephant being touched... Like one of my favorite sayings from Leo ....you have to sort through the wheat and the chaff and pluck out the kernels of truth for yourself. You have great information and a very knowledgeable but your projections are many and they assume way too much and you know what they say about assuming...? I really do appreciate your input and I have nothing but unconditional love for all of you guys have a good day also
  16. That's Duality.. it's all tied in together ?
  17. It's funny how you try to get people on your side to team up... Scared of your Paradigm getting shattered bud? It does seem rather thin...
  18. Again bud speak for yourself... It's wonderful that you have all this spiritual knowledge memorized. Intellectually understanding Awakening and all the other spiritual Concepts you preach does not mean you are awakened or have had an Awakening experience.( you probably had a non-dual glimpse and that's great) You can't go do RASA Sessions and have somebody tell you you've reached loc 1000 and that you need to integrate all your knowledge now to be completed.... that's not what awakening is ...that's some Fairy Tail within the dream of the self that can somehow attain liberation..trust.. Again this work requires in the emptying of the glass you can't come with your glass full and learn anything... You are falling into the worst trap of all ...thinking you are already awakened. This is absolutely the worst roadblock on the path to liberation. But as I said I can help you guys so that's the good news.
  19. Things are only relative in the dream... There aren't two things happening here relative and absolute that's an illusion and otherwise known as duality which isn't real. I've been trying to point you to this recognition for quite some time now.. It's why I posted a thread about non-duality not being understood from the subject/object perspective. As long as you believe there is a separate you inside of your body looking out at everything else, you will most likely never truly understand non-duality and this is not a joke this is a fact.
  20. Look bud... I'm not attached to an identity and a word called humiliation doesn't mean anything over here.. Those are your projections... You are just like LFC Charlie you intellectually understand how things work and have a lot of stuff memorized but you lack the actual experience... I can help you with that but you can't come with your glass full ...glass needs to be emptied to learn.
  21. Then the material simply isn't for you ...I'm not looking for your opinion bud and you shouldn't speak for others that's very rude don't they teach you that in the UK. ? Like I told you before it's not just intellectually understanding it....it's an experience that occurs. You can't go around thinking you're awakened because you intellectually understand the knowledge or have memorized it... Otherwise Awakening would be easy everybody would just be studying to become enlightened.
  22. My friend liberation is already at hand here. You have disillusioned beliefs of what Awakening or liberation entails... it's Freedom it's not a way that you need to live or teach or or anything like that... And if you don't care why do you keep posting threads I post on after me. Something obviously matters there..
  23. And if there's one thing my spiritual ego detest, it's old stuck in their way individuals that use young kids and innocent unaware individuals to fulfill their personal specialness requirement... Instead of doing the Deep inner work required to recognize this sad deficiency.