tedens

I usually did not understand what he meant, hard to digest reading. Once I even wrote how it would end for him.

Did anyone submit on vendors wishlists?

It seems that 5malt works with snorting (instead plugging)

@Raptorsin7 I had a similar case, but I also managed to play with the toy car in the Pulp?

Listen to@Breakingthewall better.

What time has pased since plugged to sh/hs?

Do you practice some soft technics?

Are UFOs Other Beings? Give the answers.

Latest Awakening: There are others here.?

@MsNobody Ask someone experienced from your country.

4-Ho-Malt pretty light.

@Leo Gura First, you are wondering whether to limit access to your content to people who are unable to cope with it, and now you want to facilitate their access to molecules?

..No but.. mental jerking. ?

It is for this last reason that I did not begin my journal.

@Julian gabriel Yes, here it is: You want to know Yourself.

@Flyboy

I'm glad you experienced the blissfulness facet @Galyna. Plus, you've adopted a pretty good method to get it.

@Inliytened1 I thought you had the realization that you are the only God, that is, that you are infinite in your infinite dreams.

Did the psychiatrist also warn you about the radical nature of spirituality?

I dreamed many times that I had to run away from some danger, and that I was killing in defense. Dreams are simply emotional response.

So it's a plagiarism.?

" I went into a seemingly timeless cognitive delusion where I was the creator of everything that ever was, ever has been, and ever could be. I was, without a doubt, the all-powerful god and could cause life to exist with my imagination. After I imagined myself into existence multiple lives of eternal bliss, I got more adventurous. I imagined into existence more ridiculous scenarios of how far I could go from god. I gained an immense amount of satisfaction by tricking myself into believing that I was not god. I loved making myself worship myself, argue about myself, live for myself, and kill for myself. I did this repeatedly because the moment that I became god got so much funnier the deeper from god I went. I imagined billions of universes into existence and every single one of them was exactly how I wanted it to be—the perfect mixture of pain, pleasure, and humor. I made it all into a cosmic joke. As the creator of this cosmic joke, my jokes were both sadistic and masochistic in nature. I was responsible for billions of years of pain, horror, and destruction. I used them as plot devices for my jokes. These concepts had no emotional attachment at the time due to my strong feelings of duality. I tortured myself billions of times for the sake of a laugh. I wanted to experience all there was to experience—even pain. I created existences for myself in which I suffered from deliberating mental disorders and mental retardation. I knew that nothing could ultimately hurt me in the end. I had no choice but to use pain and pleasure equally. It was as if all of existence could be divided into two equal parts—the yin and the yang, the good and the evil, pain and pleasure, everything and nothing, life and death. I made all of my universes with this duality in mind. I warped the yin and yang into as many ways possible, but I made it satisfying and humorous too. I plotted my universes to the smallest detail on the cellular level. It was a cosmic game at best, but a game worth playing to the ends of infinity, no matter how terrible it appeared to get. I had designed it this way myself in advance and was not afraid to live all of its existence. I had made it absolutely perfect for myself." https://m.psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Experience:150mg_MDMA_%2B_20mg_2C-B_-_I_designed_it_this_way_myself

It is when You realize that all THIS is Divinity.

You better listen to this https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wQPq7l5drRo

So you have experienced a deeper love than that which is this "reality" as a dream (divinity)? How it can be deepen?