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@allislove This is different. If I am aware of Leo and mine experience right now, then this makes sense. But Leo is even denying my experience which I do not understand at all and makes no sense.

@Leo Gura If I don't exist then who is typing this? And Aren't you having your own experience right now?? You cannot answer no to this question. Therefore others exist. You are sitting in America in front of a computer or phone right now reading this. And I am sitting in Greece right now.

@Ima Freeman I've watched gore content in the past and was left horrified and speechless. It does something to you that nothing else does. Nowadays I avoid watching graphic content but I believe it's worth watching it few times in your life if you are into Truth. If you are just into survival then you can act like these things don't happen and all these videos do not exist.

@Nahm Of course there are nasty parts of God. Imagine getting abducted and tortured by Los Zetas. You will experience a pain so horrific that it's beyond human comprehension. A pain so great that you will regret having been born in this existence.

For the last 1 year I have personally struggled with sleep issues and I have gained some knowledge about this whole sleep thing. I am writing this maybe so I can help a potential insomnia sufferer. First all there is this myth that you should sleep 8 hours per day which is untrue. Secondly there is a LOT of fear mongering. Many people online tell you how you should sleep and that if you don't sleep bad things will happen to you. This just creates more stress and worry and makes people paranoid about sleep. As a result people have a lot harder time falling asleep. When you try to control sleep and check every single detail like an OCD madman it usually backfires on you. People who sleep the best are those who don't give a damn about sleep. If they have a bad night of sleep or few bad nights they pay no attention to it. And it resolves itself. If you have a bad night of sleep and you get paranoid about it, you just stress yourself and end up not sleeping because of all the anxiety. We should not create pressure on people to sleep. It just makes things worse. There is a balance that is missing nowadays among health nuts. Take care of your health but if you an OCD freak about it you will end up miserable and with worst health. It's a paradox that the less you care about something the better your results. Also there are people who suffer with insomnia for decades and are still healthy. Take it easy. Sleep is one part of equation. Your mindset also matters a lot.

Being asleep is the best thing in the entire universe for me. I do not care if other people accuse me of being an escapist. I love sleep more than anything. If I could sleep most of the time I would not mind. The peaceful nature of sleep is better than any drug, sex or food.

I disagree. If you are at the bottom of the pyramid like most of us are then it's very emotional difficult to pay that kind of money. Personally it was emotional difficult for me to even pay the 250eu for the course. I even know people with financial success who would think twice before giving money for a course that it is not guaranteed to deliver. People will pay money for material things very easily. But for digital products they think twice. For the average dude living in my country 1000 eu Is lot of money. People work for 1 to 2 months to make that kind of money.

@Leo GuraCan you define high quality porn please.

God is scary. Infinity includes your worst nightmares. Torture. Decapitations. Rape. Poverty. Disease That's the whole challenge of existence in a nutshell. I am in awe of God when I take psychedelics. I see the radical nature of reality. Its truly Godlike.

I have not watched the video but I would like to. I think Leo is getting corrupted in order to maintain a certain brand. If you create something, it means that you want it. But then after few reactions you delete the video. Leo doesn't go all the way. But I think if you value Truth above everything you would be willing to go all the way like a Gandhi, Jesus, CheGuevera. I see survival concerns overriding Truth and corrupting Leo's work to a severe degree. Now we will be left with content that it's not too distressing to anyone ego. But that's not what attracted me to Leo. What attracted me to Leo is that he would say things that noone else would dare to say. Like the consequences of oneness episode. Now that appeal seems to be disappearing. Maybe Leo was a lot more brave when he was younger. I don't know. They say people become more fearful as they age. Also I noticed some abuses of power by him on this forum. And he calls fear, caution in many cases to justify his fearful behaviour . That's just my observations. Maybe I am wrong in some regards. I expected more from Leo. Obviously he has done an amazing work. But he is not the hero I thought he was. No disrespect to him. I am also not brave enough to die for a noble cause. Actualized is first and foremost a business. That's what I realise more and more. Its not super revolutionary because that would mean bad consequences and bad business. Unfortunately none of us is truly Godlike. It's too much to ask from mortal humans who want to survive.

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@NoSelfSelf Strong sits are great man. I used to do 1 to 2 hours for a period. After strong sits, your focus would be ridiculously elevated. I felt like i lifted 500 pounds using my brain. I strongly believe that if I was to keep doing strong sits consistently for more time,, something remarkable would happen. It definitely elevates your consciousness better than any other sober method. Only problem I found is that I would get these huge ego backslashes that were very unpleasant. I would want to binge on junk food and engage in other low consciousness activity. You can't push yourself to the absolute limit every day unless maybe you are a madman like David Goggins. Or maybe I am just creating excuses for myself.

@Leo Gura But I want to watch that video. Now that it is deleted I just want to watch it even more Ahahaha ?

@Inliytened1 You made some pretty good points that I have to consider.

Those who have had 'normal' parents can't appreciate the fine line between mental health and mental illness. Nor can you ever truly understand a mental illness if you haven't personally lived through it. When I tell people that I grew up with a father who suffered from OCD, most people's reactions are like its not big deal. This just shows the depth of ignorance and misunderstanding. I could go on details how my father's mental illness eroded my self esteem and caused me to develop OCD also.(Now I have recovered from OCD through years of CBT and I am better at handling uncertainty than the average Joe). Or I could tell stories to show the severity of the illness, such as when he would cut my nails, he wanted to make sure he cut the the nails perfectly.(As a result he would cut them so much that I would be in pain for 2 days afterwards). Now I visited my father in another country to make some papers and I currently live with him for a few days. Today he wasted at least 4 hours of my day doing compulsions. He no longer can trust himself and has to check multiple times everything. Imagine being so uncertain that you don't trust anymore that 5 plus 5 equals 10. Imagine getting an answer and having to make sure again and again that you heard the answer correctly. I feel bad for my dad but I can't do much for him. Today I really wanted to sleep so bad but he kept wasting my time on compulsions. The time and energy he expends on these compulsions is just remarkable. I am at awe that after decades of living like that he hasn't committed suicide yet. I lived through ocd for just 6years and I wanted to kill myself at the end because it was constant misery and anxiety. Blessed are those who have had healthy parents. My parents are both dysfunctional. And this has affected me enormously. I feel anger for the card I have been dealt but maybe in the next incarnation things will be much different ?

@PepperBlossoms @PepperBlossoms No amount of shrooms can treat OCD. Shrooms can definitely help by bringing awareness to the problem. But after that you have to stop doing the compulsions which is one of the hardest things to ever do. Ιt took me at least 2 years to fully recover from OCD and rewire my brain. It's very tricky monster to slay. Very very deceptive. I was super lucky that I stumbled across Mark Freeman on yt. A guy who has overcome OCD and now helps others. These OCD specialists, most of them are garbage. They don't fully understand the illness. My dad is 56 years old and has no understanding about OCD. That's basically the problem. I tried mentioning it to him but he ignored me. He will have to go through the depths of hell to recover if he ever chooses to. I just feel sad that people's life become so incredibly miserable because of stuff like that. Whole generation of families get affected. The quality of life drops significantly and You are a prisoner of you mind. Thank you for the advice.

Man.. Everytime i watch a video on YouTube about the sexual marketplace I always regret it. Because I am alwaying listening bad bad news lol. This guy in this video says that women are basically hypergamous and they are going after the 10% of men in terms of money, square jaw, abs, etc. And that they will not settle for anything else. I was thinking about starting pickup but everytime I listen stuff like that I get super discouraged/disheartened and I begin to despise and hate all women. How am I even supposed to approach women when I receive these bad news about women Everywhere on the Internet?? You even hear it from Jordan Peterson and many many others. Basically almost everyone tells you how bad things are for the average man. It seems the 10% of men have all the women. And the rest are left with none. Also I believe Leo is wrong when claiming that most women don't care about money. The stats seem to contradict that. I think I will stick to prostitutes. They are legal in my country. https://youtu.be/Jxgf2YWH8ck

@Leo Gura Be aware of your mindset. Maybe you just want to be truthful to yourself which I understand. After watching this video I really began being more careful what I say to myself. I don't know what your opinion is about this video It seems that mindset can affect more than it seems our Biology.

Besides genetics, I believe also Mindset helps. For example if you believe that what you are eating isn't negatively affecting your health then that Maybe helps to a certain extent. Check out this recent video about Mindset for more information https://youtu.be/dFR_wFN23ZY

@Federico del pueblo Thank you for the encouraging advice man.

@Leo Gura Prostitutes are a lot way cheaper here in Greece but it's not fulfilling. Sometimes there might be connection but when your time ends the prostitute leaves your room. Overall It's a sad solution. She only stays with you as long as you keep on paying - _- lol.

@Petals This is quality advice. Thank you. I have tried picking up girls a few times in my early 20s and got rejected. This made me stop pursuing women and I resorted to prostitutes which do not fulfill me. Now I am 29 and I want to handle this part of my life because time flies. I need to work some things out but I am already preparing to do something. I don't know if I will have the balls to start pick up or not. I know I can do it though. My fears hold me back. I need to work more on myself.

@Leo Gura This is encouraging.

@Leo Gura How do you know that?? How can you even 'prove' something like that to your own self? The logical thing seems to be that you Cannot know if other people are having their own personal experiences or not. Personally i don't know if you are having your own experience right now. But I believe you do. We all share the same Consciousness while having multitude of experiences simultaneously. Are you saying God is having one experience per time?? And not all at once?

Martin Ball said in one video that "God doesn't really care what happens to one individual or another". Thats sounds very depressing to me. Is it actually true? Does God care about us or not? I assume "it" does because of Infinite Love but i don't really know...