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@Swarnim That was beautiful. What do you mean open you heart? Can you give me some example? A part of me intuits how great Reality is but.. still in the back of my mind there is all this crap about Reality that i do not like.

@Ajax I am gonna have you watch some Mexican cartel torture & gore type videos and then see how much powerful you are.

@Davino Yep! ^_-

@integral Bottom line is that Hitler didn't actually do anything. Ultimately Everything is the Will of God. I am more criticizing God rather than Hitler. I don't like how God works in many aspects because it's way too harsh and brutal.

@Moksha Beautiful~!

I'm watching Leo's video about Andrew Tate. At one point he says that it would be difficult to find girls for your webcam business. He ridicules also the idea that you would DM girls on instagram...Why though?? I think that if you approached like 1000 girls on instagram there would be quite a few who would be interested in the money opportunity. Let's assume that you were not going to pimp them out or exploit them. Just offer them a fair business opportunity. Am i missing something here?

@integral Nothing to do with me?? This is not the case. All these things are part of my Consciousness. They are inside my bubble. I can watch right now a video about Hitler or Andrew Tate. These terrible people exist. I cannot accept terrible people like that. I despise such people. Who can accept and love Hitler for example?? Who can accept and love torture or rape? I think as long as we are in this human form, we will forever dislike such things and such people. I don't know what's stopping me from accepting reality as it is. It's just is the case that i do not like many things.

@Yimpa I have struggled with OCD too. After longs periods of mental torture and anguish, thankfully now i am in a pretty good position mentally. OCD is such a tricky beast lol. And i think most people who haven't experienced it cannot understand it. They think it's crazy. But it's not. OCD makes perfect sense if you wanna be 100% certain. And also it doesn't matter how intelligent you think you are. Howard Hughes was very intelligent but still OCD competely controlled his life.

@Moksha I think Surrender is the solution. But Surrender happens by Grace. Can't force it.

@Hojo Yes that's a good point. My mental commentary just makes things seem way worse and creates misery.

Leo talks in this quote about the sex webcam business. And says the following: What???? A little before that quote Leo was talking about how demeaning it is to do sex work...Maybe he means something i don't understand. Because this seems contradicting to me. Another criticism is that he said that girls who enter sex work, they will be traumatized for life. Which i find extremely unhelpful and pessimistic to say .... I think you can work and heal from any trauma. It doesn't have to bug you for the rest of your life. I speak from experience too. But still i found this triggering and upsetting to hear. I've noticed that Leo is extremely harsh and brutal with his teachings.... I understand that he wants to speak the truth but still many things he says are problematic and make people more miserable and demotivated that they were before... Who really wants to hear that they will be fked up for life?? Also i don't think it's true. Some percentage of girls even just view it as another business and doesn't even bother them one bit. You can watch interviews with some prostitutes who are old and verify this for yourself.

If i am God then why don't i experience that i am God? If i am creating the entire Universe with Infinite Intelligence why don't i actually experience that? I would really love to start creating stuff with Infinite Intelligence. It's just frustrating that i am God but i don't experience it unless i take psychedelics. Any thoughts? I don't know the answer.

@Yimpa I know that this present moment is God. But i have zero control of this moment, no free will. Shouldn't God have Will?

@Yimpa Leo says that God is a Mind with Infinite Free Will. Yet i don't find that in my direct experience.

@Vibes Yes i am pure consciousness but the experience that i am having is that of a human.

@Leo Gura What do you mean? I experience myself as human in dreams but the limitations of the dream are different. What i want to experience is having ultimate control of the dream.

@Inliytened1 I want to actually experience this work God has done to create this. Is that a possibility?

@Hojo If i am God, i should have Free Will and create whatever i please. I should be the only one in Control.

@Inliytened1 I am willing to do everything to become God Proper.

@Benton Can you explain what does this mean? I don't understand.

@Inliytened1 Yes but i want to experience the other side too. Right now i feel like a puppet with no free will or any sort of control. That is my actual experience. I would love to have control and start creating stuff without limits. I would love to experience being an actual God, if that makes sense.

@Leo Gura That is not being God Proper though. That is creating stuff as a little, extremely limited humanoid. I want the experience of being God Proper and actually creating stuff as an Infinite Intelligence. That is what i expect to experience as God.

@Leo Gura When do i get to dream creating stuff as God?

@Hojo What do you mean? That i never get to experience creating stuff as God? Also there is no one here experiencing too, because of No Self and Emptiness.