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Hello everyone. I have very little experience with LSD, only having taken it 3 times thus far. The last couple of weeks, i bought twice what was sold to me as LSD from a the same dealer. Both tabs i purchased looked identical. 1st trip went very smoothly and i had no issues whatsoever. I did not experience anything negative physically. And i felt great the next day. Note that i do not remember experiencing my jaw locking up in this 1st trip. The 2nd trip was just a few days later. And the ''negative'' i experienced was my jaw locking up. I don't think my jaw was clenching as it happens with cocaine .. but i just was feeling my jaw like i had been doing a serious workout with it and was feeling sore afterwards. It wasn't too serious or too intense and if you looked at me, you probably couldn't tell. But i just don't understand why this was happening. And i am curious to find out. And the other negative i experienced was a mild toxic sensation in the right side of my body (i guess it was my liver) that only lasted for couple of seconds. But keep in mind, that i had taken medications the previous couple of weeks. So i am not sure what is going on. The first time i tripped i did not experience anything negative physically. Other than that the 2nd trip went smoothly as well. And i felt good the next days too. I know that testing your substances is the best way to go. But sometimes in life you're stuck in difficult hellish situations where you have not many options available. Karma is real and i am going through it right now. Any advice or insights are highly appreciated.

@Francis777 I don't feel that LSD is that much taxing on your body.. I always feel great after taking it. No hangover, no nothing. Only thing i've observed is that i might sleep a lot the next 1-2 days.

@Francis777 How can you recognize if your tab is Nbome? Can you please provide additional information that i should be aware of? Thanks. Thankfully the tabs i took, did not taste anything chemical. They did not taste anything to be more precise.

@Leo Gura What is weird.. is that i did not feel anything weird in my jaw in my 1st trip.. But in the 2nd trip (which was 4-5 days later) i did feel my jaw kinda locked up. And i am pretty sure it was the same substance because i bought both tabs from the same dealer and they were identical looking. Where did you feel pain? In your teeth?

@Leo Gura But Leo... you've said that Truth is Health. What you are saying here seems very negative, bleak and depressive. Can you please explain why Consciousness doesn't care about me having a nice life? After all, why would God not want that for all its beings??

@Soul Flight Did you experience anything weird in your jaw while tripping on LSD? I have not experienced restlessness or anxiety while tripping on LSD. Just a very good mood that was caused by a very profound realization. The high was very sober-like and enjoyable.

@Leo Gura This kinda reminds me of Ramana Maharshi. He was so awake that he damaged his leg from sitting too much in mystical states. But eventually he learned his lesson. Can you please explain why is this the case?? It seems counter-intuitive.. My intention is to trip so i can improve the quality of my life.

@ZenSwift Thank you! :-)

@Leo Gura Leo, i believe that if you had previously done psychedelics and accessed mystical states, then.. if you take weed it can take you to a similar place. But if you have never accessed these mystical states, then i guess the weed will just give your a regular buzz and nothing more.

@Leo Gura What substance did you use to access that state?

@OBEler Thank you sir. I am feeling very grateful & blessed for such a profound experience. And at the same time i am amazed at the infinite potential and incredible power of accessing different states of Consciousness. It's incredible.. It seems impossible (from my current state of Consciousnesss), yet it's true. I am reacting with more Love. That is what i realised that i need to do more. Because God is Love.

@Leo Gura Thank you. It was nothing i could ever imagine. It's unbelievable.....It seems impossible... Yet it's true. Now i have much more respect for your work.

A few weeks ago, while I was strolling down the streets, two young men in their late twenties approached me. They came across as sincere individuals with no ulterior motives. Essentially, they extended an invitation to their church. I've attended their church on two occasions now, and the experience has been positive. To start with, I find solace in prayer, believing in its positive impact. During my visits, I've familiarized myself with some of their scripture. While it contains elements that I consider questionable, there are also profound and truthful metaphors within it. For instance, they discuss the idea of drawing nearer to God, which purportedly enhances one's life. My primary reasons for attending their church are for the sense of entertainment, spiritual fulfillment, and social interaction it offers. However, I approach this with caution, recognizing that there's much I have yet to learn. I would greatly appreciate any advice or insights in this regard.

@Juan Thank you sir. This is exactly what i needed to hear :-)

@Hardkill From what i've researched, they don't practice polygamy anymore.

@Aquarius I think I might be somewhat resistant to this form of mental influence because I've immersed myself in Leo's content and other spiritual teachings for hundreds of hours. I've engaged in numerous psychedelic experiences, practiced meditation for several years, and have developed an intermediate-level grasp of non-duality. My journey into non-duality has spanned six years now.

@OBEler Thank you sir.

@PurpleTree I don't think they practice this nowadays. I don't know much about their beliefs. Today i learned that they believe in some christian scriptures and doing good actions to reach God.

@Myioko If i see anything weird i won't visit their church again. I am not willing to do weird stuff. I do it just for the experience and social connection. I don't know much about their beliefs and motives yet.

@Thought Art I just want an experience. I didn't really join anything. I have just visited their church twice.

@Leo Gura You mean that you see it as devilry? I just do it for the experience and social connection. If i see anything weird i will leave. I also wanna learn what they believe and understand their perspective.

@Jodistrict Very good advice. I have just visited their church twice and stayed with them for 1 hour each time. Nothing serious has happened yet. They just showed me a video and some christian scriptures. They have not asked anything from me besided get baptized which i will ask them more questions about the next week i see them.

@Osaid So far i haven't experienced anything negative. If i see negative stuff i will leave of course. I have watched those videos but i may need to watch them again.

Recently, I've been searching for a job, and my current situation isn't great. I'd like to keep this post short. Ideally, I'd love to work as a web developer, but here in Greece, it's nearly impossible without a lot of experience and a programming degree. That's why I've been exploring other job options, ones where I can learn new skills. I came across a job as a security technician, installing security systems in people's homes and more. I had an interview, and they want to hire me pending some paperwork. The good thing is that it's a job where I can learn and build a career. The downside is that it involves long hours, about 9-10 hours of work per day (The hours are more than that when you consider the time required for preparation, commuting to the job, and so on.), with possible overtime and travel to different places. I have reservations about this job that I can't shake. I have a bad feeling about this job prospect that doesn't leave me. I do not enjoy working all day and then returning home feeling drained. And then having no time for anything else. Should I give this job a try and see how it goes, or should I decline it right away? Please, I need some advice.

Super interesting. This is also my biggest fear (torture). I do not fear death.