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I went to Escher museum in Netherlands the next day after my first 5-MeO trip ?

@mandyjw спасибо ?

I think the issue here is with dosing. When I did 50% venom + 50% synthetic with shaman, huge dose, I can't "remember" what body did during the trip. When I took synthetic solo, but 5 times smaller dose it's completely different story, bilateral symmetry movements are quite helpful to let go

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Uff, so good, thanks for sharing ?

@Amit ?

@Amit of course, you've got the point. It's easy to say, when you have this realization on the experiential level - completely different story. You even may cry, just releasing..

Leo vs Sam Haris is duality. Leo = Sam Haris

@nowimhere sounds good to me, thanks ?

A little off topic, feel like to share: I think it's rare case when person tried 5-MeO with shaman and without, so I want to share some thoughts. I want to say that, yeah, shaman gives you huge dose and you have a breakthrough. You feel Love, yourself. BUT... if you start from such dose you will have a feeling that you 'left' a body. You won't connect your experience after the trip with trip experience. Therefore, one breakthrough with shaman is not that 'useful'. I suggest to do it solo when you are ready, starting from the small doses.

Around 10mg for me with oil pipe for a breakthrough ? Just an update: it seems it's really a lot of burn when using only oil pipe. So, I ordered dry herbs. Will test them with Yocan Evolve Plus vaporizer. If it won't work will try oil pipe and dry herbs. Will see ?

That's really great!!! I can't say better, so Nahm's quote: Source: https://www.actualized.org/forum/topic/49270-how-to-stop-jumping-to-conclusions/?do=findComment&comment=628992 If you have Awakening you will realize that suffering is love. Everything is perfect as it is. The good news is you don't need to suffer. Start a dream board, write what you want, enjoy unfolding Godspeed.

Great that you are on the path. "The need to be alone, and lack of connection" is a belief. Does this belief feel good to you? I guess, no. Do you have a dream board? Write what you want, let go of the limited beliefs. Nothing is wrong with the world. World is you, and it's Love.

@zeroISinfinity exactly ? My only wish is to have more hot witch girls here. Nahm is no go for that. And suddenly he is a man ?

I think cutting out bread would have an incredible benefit. For sure, I stopped eating bread products around month ago. I already see the benefits - lost a little of weight, muscles appeared ?, feel myself very healthy. Also, I think, mountain bike helped a lot with muscles ?

"You are already God, just wake up", would it be more helpful?

That's gonna be journal for anything I want to share ??

@Aquarius feel ya bro ?

@actualizing25 yes, it's all good now ? ego is God, non-duality, this. Do you have a dream board? ?

It's all good now, keep going ?

@NorthNow you create your own reality. Notice the bad feeling thought and let it go. You have a free will because you are God. There is only you, and you are everything and everyone - Love. So, what do you want to create now? Totally up to you ?

Hi! I am not a native speaker. I never tried a public journaling. I don't think I am a good communicator. I am not sure I have something valuable to share with you dear reader. I even don't know what the main theme of this journal. So, why I decided to create it? I feel I spend to much time reading other people content, commenting or suggesting to people my opinion which is not really useful in most of the cases for them. I better put my thoughts here, I better be creator for myself rather than a victim for others. Ideally, I want to share something useful which will increase people consciousness; or just improve my writing English skills; or find what I really want, my life purpose; or become enlightened; or do a shadow work; or reduce usage of reading this forum and chatting on other online platforms; or cultivating healthy habits; or just throw the thoughts out of my head; or whatever. Expect super low quality content when I feel low, and high quality content when I high. Expect to be bored, expect unexpected things. Will see how it goes. I will try to be honest with myself. But feel free to point the flows in my thinking, ask any question, would be cool. But even if I am the only reader of this journal I am grateful for this community and for my life, I can contemplate something, use my time and enjoy it. Yeah, and I am not a perfectionist, I am not planning to spend hours on crafting my messages. Have a good day.

@StarStruck I am not denying the whole electric vaping, I am just sharing my findings that "Yocan Evolve Plus + donut ceramic coil" doesn't work. You can do it with little burning Yes, it's not super healthy like a raw orange juice, but I don't see this like "it's super unhealthy". You do it not so often usually and it's not that much of smoke actually. Just imagine how much people smoke on daily basis for years who smoke cigarettes. Whatever works for you my friend ?