allislove

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  1. If I'd have to pick only one...
  2. I started to read the "The war of art", would be nice to hear other resources to be creative.
  3. Have you already seen it? It doesn't answer your questions, but there are some pointers I suppose.
  4. Thank you for sharing. It was a great read. I can't really suggest anything since I am only at the beginning of the path of spirituality. But my ego is already worried about how it's going to influence my life purpose path. I think nobody can help you here. You need to find your own balance. Try to listen to intuition. Good luck.
  5. I started to practice the Sedona method. Just a few days and it feels like it works. I suppose you can just release the fear using this method.
  6. I was able to train myself to run from 0 to 13,1 miles during 4-5 month using the following steps: 1. Go to the sports shoes shop and ask the staff to find long run shoes for you (my Nike costs 130$). 2. Install https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.c10kforpink&hl=en free app. Train by using this app from 0K to 10K. 3. Buy https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.fitness22.running&hl=en for 15$. Train by using this app from 10K to 22K. Good luck.
  7. mini-series.. lol
  8. What the color of shepherds in SD?
  9. @outlandish to be more serious − yeah, psychedelics are an awesome tool for shifting the materialistic paradigm. Thank you, Leo.
  10. Today is exactly one month after the trip. I was sharing it with Leo, but why not to share it with everyone. Dosage: 50 mg (vaporizing device) I smoked 5 Meo DMT. I started to feel that I am somewhere outside the Earth world (in a different dimension). Then I am a dot jumping around with a few thoughts. O. told me about a bad session. I am having a bad session. Another thought - what I have done, I am crazy in Earth world after the session and fear occur. I feel the energy going through my arms. I lost my family, my life. Then I hear O.'s voice: everything is Okay, just breath, music.. And then I am realizing that I am not a D. and it really doesn't matter what happens with D., and just releasing it, let it go. Then I am just inside (and I am) a wonderful Infinite world - no time, there is nothing and everything, pure love… And then I appear in the body. First thoughts: D. is alive and not crazy, I love my mind and my life.
  11. @outlandish thank you. dimitri's mind tells that yeah, that's amazing, but is it? It is not good or bad. It was inevitable. ?❤️ I had an experienced sitter. He was telling me how long should I inhale and what to do. I asked him about dosage, he said around 50mg, maybe a little less.
  12. Yeah, data structures and algorithms are always good. Or just start with Haskell, category theory, Coq, type theory, haha
  13. Research what big companies are in your area, what they do, what they need, go to local dev meetups. I bet web development with javascript or software tester is on demand almost everywhere. Do not go to programming if you don't like it (only if you really really need money). Good luck.
  14. @Rilles thank you for "Fortune". Listening to it every day
  15. @Robi Steel Thank you. I am so grateful for this experience. It's so much easy for me to talk to people now when you feel that you are One. When you know that this is just God's game
  16. @Sable Lion Thank you for the questions. I want to start from the beginning. The report which I posted was written at night after the trip. I was reading the report and was thinking that you really can't map that experience to words. These words are the best which I could come up with. After the ego death, you realize that you are Infinity (or God). But when your mind returns to function you really can't understand what happened. There are no thoughts when you are Infinity because the thoughts are the product of the mind. It is no-mind. So, to talk about it is a really inaccurate thing, just projection of the mind which is definitely not Truth. To answer your question what is pure love. Pure love (or unconditional love, or peace) is the source of everything. There is nothing but pure love. How does it feel? Let's say it's a lot a lot of peace, imagine... Sorry, I can't really describe it. It's stronger than orgasm. I think it's possible to achieve this realization via meditation, yoga, self-inquiry, honesty. Good luck. We are all One, one big Love.
  17. Thank you. Go to Mexico for Bufo toads?
  18. I would: • drop my job • never go to the internet • set the goal to hug as many people as possible • smile to everyone with unconditional love • enjoy every little moment
  19. Just watch the next 3 minutes to expand on these 2 points.
  20. Could somebody validate whether it's a good idea for a newbie to start from Gamana's book? @Leo Gura
  21. Okay. That's what I noted for myself after watching the episode: 1. Label it (this is ego backlash). 2. Be mindful. 3. Do not make any major decisions when you feel emotional. 4. As much as you can try to maintain your positive habits. 5. Frame it in a positive way. This is growth. 6. Stop expecting quick fixes. 7. Apply self-love.
  22. Did you watch Leo's ego backlash episode? If I am not mistaken Leo was suggesting to re-watch the episode during such periods.