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@Hellspeed is there resource on the Internet where I can read about the dried meat phenomena?

Dried Bufo alvarius toad...

@Wisebaxter Yes, but I am a complete newbie in psychedelics area, tried only once, but it's enough for now: Completely agree about the importance of standard practices. Good luck, man. PS: I am also planning to try LSD microdoses.

I tried armodafinil, maybe 3-4 tablets at total. I liked the effect but when it's over (after 10 hours) I've got more depressed feeling than usual, so I stopped taking armodafinil. Of course, nootropics is nothing compared to a big dose of 5meo, but I like this stuff. Recently, I started to take l-theanine, I feel so relaxed and focused, love this stuff, going to stick to it for a while.

Thank you.

> to remain in nonduality for significantly longer compared to 5meo dmt. There is no time in nonduality, isn't it? Just kidding. Thank you for the information.

When I am thinking I've read some useful stuff, I stop reading and ask: "How this information will change my behavior?".

Start from "Do lying" 20 minutes per day. It's important to make it a habit, watch Leo's episode on "How To Lie".

@Amun Is @Wisebaxter's Girlfriend Really an Illusion?

I stopped drinking coffee approx. 8 months ago. I remember I was reading "The Slight Edge" book in that time which brought motivation for me. Was doing Tony Robins visualization exercise to associate the drinking coffee to something bad. I remember I was doing "1 month" without coffee before deciding to drop it completely. I also dropped drinking alcohol and smoking weed a few months before dropping coffee. So, I didn't have a craving to coffee at all compare to weed. Good luck.

It feels like you are lacking a mastery path. So, maybe you want to start working through the "Life Purpose" course?

Thank you for sharing the meditation-instructions. I found the article about it: https://tricycle.org/magazine/tilopas-six-nails

@Aaron p thank you for the insights, especially about self-inquiry process. > It's much harder to realise that this is a dream... On the next day after the 5meo trip I was staying on the railway station in Netherland and had such weird feeling that reality is collapsing, that I am going to eternity, to all moments, back in time to the trip and everywhere, it was pretty scary, I was staying and saying: no, no, I want to live, I love my life. Similar fair occurred after watching the "Walking Life" movie late at night. Now I am a bit scary to go to Vipassana retreat which is planned for April. Anyway, it's inevitable. Have a good day, my friend.

"whatever you think cannot be anything more than a thought."

I remember this for life And now I see much clearer I'm not scared to die 'Cause I will live forever I will be alive In this moment For eternity, for eternity

As everything except ...

I found the nice movie on this topic: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Waking_Life

@cetus56 ??♥️

Nope, going to watch it now. Thank you.

I enjoy reading your journal. I am re-watching "Awareness Alone Is Curative - How To Auto-Correct Unwanted Behaviors" video. So, maybe put even more awareness to chess if you want to drop it.

@QandC lol. Sounds like 5 hours-baby

Thank you guys for the input. ??♥️

@Nahm beautiful. This song without words, but for me, it will be always about enlightenment since I had a trip under this song.

> I just don't understand the meaning of bodies and physical life then If you are nothing you want to create the illusion that you are something to understand that you are nothing.