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@traveler 'Nothing' is freakin' literally just LIGHT, god damn it! ? It's actually and totally for realz just freakin' LIGHT! It cannot be 'nothing' and it cannot be 'no one' because it is just Light. Love-Light. Right here; right now. It's magical. 'Negative space' or even 'the shadow' or 'darkness'...are actually Light, too. Just distorted. That which is unseen and unknown is all that is seen and all that is known. It's freakin' One. And it is self-aware. ?

@traveler What part of 'I used to jerk off to the idea of nothing, unreal and nonexistent' did you not get? I am aware exactly of what you are talking about here. Maybe even more than you yourself are. That's how special I am. Nothing you say here is not something I myself have not told before; to myself and others. I used the same bundle of words. I stood for the exact same things you stand for. For the exact same nothing. Then Light burned me alive and I could hold on to 'nothing' and 'nobody' no more. It simply was no longer possible. No longer true. Call it a 'natural progression'. Am I jerking off to 'Light' now? I suppose - yes. But at least it's actual, real, ever-present and unconditionally loving. It is true (to me and beyond)

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Yes, but how satisfying it is to resolve that tension and arrive home ? Infinite chord progressions... Only one Home. Infinite colours... Only one Light.

@traveler 'There is no Light here, but there is only Light' - is what you are saying. Final attempts of resistance.

Try smiling while reading - you might get it more that way ? Well...it's not really an experience of being infinite as much as it is just simply being infinite. That's awesome. Imo; the easiest way to remind yourself of your infinitude is to simply say to yourself: 'holy fuck! This is all happening now!' There is nothing you should know in order to be infinite. The Infinite knows everything. Infinitely intelligent, endlessly awesome, heavenly divine and absolutely badass Light. A self claiming that it is nothing is a self that jerks off a lot to the idea of nothing. I know because I did it, too. I was unable to accept myself fully. I was unable to face certain aspects of me. I was afraid of seeing and loving the 'ugliness' in me. The pain. The confusion. The devastation. The solitude. The loss. The desperation. The sorrow. The shadow. The martyr. That's why I jerked off frequently and furiously to 'nothing' and 'illusion' and 'non-existence' Yes. Ok. But that's still polarity at play. It's still the mind's view on the Infinite. Similarly to how the mind can get caught up in a paradox...and the heart has no idea what a paradox is. Real and unreal or real vs unreal is just the mind dividing things to create understanding. Even if it seems like it's unifying. I'll put it this way for you to understand; Ivan has been completely surrendered to the Light. Annihilated - if you prefer the word. Then... 'Resurrected'. 'Redesigned'. 'Recreated'. 'Reborn'. Light has no need to deny or negate Ivan or anything else for that matter, in order to be Light. From God's point of view; that's just hilarious. It is what Ivan used to do... Deny his own existence. - Not Light. Light is too busy being perfect and whole. Ivan is light (lowercase) Light is Ivan (uppercase) Oneness is the sum total of everything(including 'nothing'). It is all-inclusive. All-encompassing.

It matters simply because of the obviousness of its presence. 'So close, no matter how far Couldn't be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters' Thank you.

You mean; everything? Except to me who does not exist? Have you never seen Light? Have you never gazed at the Sunlight? Do you have a lightbulb in your house? That's literally Light. It means what it actually is. Also; I double dare you to imagine nothing. Are you saying you don't understand my language? My way of expressing things? Well, bummer. It is the way it is. Frequency...is literally frequency. Maybe if you pay close attention you'll be able to pick up on it; right now. If not; Google it. Find a sample of a wavelength. Pure white...is literally pure white. Do you have a flashlight? Point it directly into your eyes. There you go. Dancing...is what you and I are doing right now. Can you think of any other word that you can combine with 'no'? Is there no yes? No no? Now there is Truth in that. There is a dance. But not without me. It is what it is and I am free to think whatever I feel like thinking about it. And guess what? It totally and quite literally matters.

@Someone here I know everything I'm supposed to know right now. Test me ?

@Mu_ I see. Thank you.

@Heaven It is meant to trigger. Not to hurt feelings though. Not the purest post - but not the stupidest around here, either. Thank you.

@peanutspathtotruth I am glad you find that helpful ? Hi @Mu_ Thank you for adding your thoughts. Not sure if you picked up on the comedy aspect here. In a sense; this was a shitpost lol. - Which does not mean there is no purpose for it. My intention here was to nudge some members. Hence the sense of there being a duality or the impression of me telling what's right or wrong. Hence the distortion between the lines. My true intention is not to create a division. Rather; to elevate the standards - if you will. I see a lot of folks here clinging to the idea of 'nothing, noself, nobody, meaninglessness' ect. Tons of 'this is not real, that does not exist, it's all an illusion'. And since having gone through the same phases myself; I feel like offering an alternate and perhaps 'upgraded' perspective on things is just natural. I am enjoying this very much. I love expressing and sharing my thoughts here. I aimed to point out the ridiculousness of endless and mindless negation and...well...denial. Which is not liberation - imo. It is segregation and not unification. Dissociation and not detachment. Exclusion and not inclusion. Disintegration and not integration. Checking out and not committing absolutely. Denying cowardly and not embracing fearlessly. So yeah. Duality. But so what? It's coming from the heart. There might not be a false path but there surely can be an irrelevant and inappropriate one. And jumping on a bandwagon when it comes to this 'work' is not a smart idea. Following blindly instead of taking our own steps can be dangerous. I think there were quite a few examples of members losing it hard on this forum. All because of forcing themselves down the 'wrong' road. Playing with fire. Not respecting the magnitude and sheer complexity of this work. Not recognizing or appreciating the simplicity of it. Not embracing the beauty of it. That is why I enjoy nudging some folks here - from time to time. But it is not my main interest, really. I am doing my own thing here; for the purpose of my own 'evolution'. But if I feel like dancing - I won't stop myself from dancing. Sometimes the love in my words is undeniable. Other times it is disguised as a provocative argument. Certainty and confidence are qualities of God - after all.

@seeking_brilliance @acidgoofy ❤ Thinking is not the issue. Love is what holds all thoughts in place. Traps are, ultimately, here to liberate ?

It's funny because it's true. ? 'Dude I'm soo nothing and nobody right now that I think I might as well embrace everything and everybody' @VeganAwake You clearly do not realize the non importance of what's not being said ?

I am triggered by the title ?

@justfortoday Very nice ? Remember: whenever you think there is anything else but Love; you're thinking. It's a trap I fell into. 'A treasure fit for fools' These are some golden rules that I came up with just now: Something can be unknown and unseen... Until it becomes known and seen as Love. Something can seem higher or deeper... Until it becomes grounded in Love.

So what? And how so? I am not a hard-core follower of Leo's work. I just like this forum. I use it as a tool for self-reflection. It's fun. Language is doing its job. It's not in the way. I understand you might be experiencing yourself as just a limited perspective. And that's not an issue, either. You are Infinity by being exactly the way you are right now. Not by what you think Infinity should be or look like. All you can be aware of is your own presence of being.

It is and means anything you imagine it to be and mean.

You cannot not be unified with Infinity. There is no 'back' to come back to. No matter how convincing the apparent might be. Why you are here; only you know. It is your will.

Amen, brother!

@Thought Art Moving to a new place myself very soon. Can't wait to make it my home. If you ask me; it's a rather simple thing. Just decorate your place with stuff that are reflecting your essence as much as possible. These 'items' should 'come to you' naturally and grab your attention. You will just know they're perfect for your home. And you know exactly where to put them (how to align them) So what I'm trying to say is... Don't overthink it or follow any trend. Simply go out there and feel what's being pulled into your heart. Experiment! Have fun! ?

@WelcometoReality God is hilarious ?

@James123 The one who walks forward with their heart wide open has no time to look back and deny the steps they've taken. You cannot be 'nothing'... You can only be. Peace.

I am enjoying it. I am aware of you helping me. Are you aware of me helping you? Look into 'Light Density' to gain understanding of how things become. Nonduality = Love Do you know what a thought actually is? A thoughtform is made of the same substance as anything else; Pure Love-light. And it is made through the process of polarization. It has nothing to do with humans or bodies or beliefs. Rather; frequency. Separation is literally impossible. It never happened nor will it ever happen. Being lost in thought does not imply separation. Only sleep. Become Love, you mean? ? Cool story. Your mind is kinda awake... But your heart is definitely shut down. This...is a thought. And it's happening. This is also pure consciousness. Pure Love. Pure Light. It's only 'nothing' to the mind. The Heart bothers not with such things. The Heart is way too occupied with loving. The Heart has no polar opposite. The Heart is whole. The Heart only beats. The Heart only is. The Mind...is just a fun little game. (which I absolutely love playing)

@Nak Khid Yes. But repeatedly chewing on other people's words is one thing... and actually experiencing the formless or nothing giving birth to form or everything is another. It is the one and the same, yes. But if you don't know how exactly... then it's just something you keep saying while thinking that's what enlightenment is.