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Ime; this issue of 'are there others' arises prior to self-transcendence. One must be able to make distinctions in order to see it all as One. It is important to be conscious of what we identify as - at any given moment. If I identify as just a person, with my name, gender, etc; then I'm clearly not embodying God consciousness. And I do not experience reality as God. Telling myself, in that state, that it's all just my imagination and nobody besides me exists would be delusional and quite frankly; psychologically damaging. However; If I was to truly transcend that identity and rise to a 'place' where there is only God and nothing but God; then it would all be perfectly clear. Without me needing to tell myself that there are no others and it's all my imagination. My point is; know where you are and who you are. Be true to that. It all comes down to how conscious you are right this moment. Not what you think about it. Honesty is key.

Used to smoke tons and it was great. Very beneficial. Then one day it just didn't feel right anymore. Started having panic attacks. I interpreted it as a sign that it's just not relevant for me to smoke anymore. I extracted what I had to. So I stopped. Maybe somewhere down the line it starts resonating again. Who knows. My advice is; if it doesn't feel good - don't force it. Let it go and thank it for what it thought you.

@StateOfMind Because it's a fun game God likes to play. It has nothing else to do. Think rubik's cube.

Thank you. And haha, well... that is the idea - in a way. Still; I find that there are some 'more important' things that are currently unfolding for me. As much as I'd like to; I cannot skip ahead. @Mu_ That was an awesome read. Thanks for sharing your experience and thoughts. Regarding parallel realities/timelines; I kinda lean towards the idea because it is the most accurate way I can describe what I became conscious of that night (and on several other occasions). It was as if I have ascended above time-space and was able to see multiple timelines at once. Multiple variations, configurations, possibilities. All happening at once. What I concluded is that it is merely a matter of which version of reality I was tuned in to. A timeline is just like a stream of thoughts - I'd say. Totally hear ya regarding sounding crazy to other people with stuff like this haha. I don't speak to folks about my meta experiences outside of this forum. Especially not as in depth as here. But I sure hope one day this stuff will become something we all can talk about openly and casually. @Moksha Thank you. Will check out the video asap. Much love. @Visionary That's great. Prayer is beautiful and even necessary - imo. Even if one has realized themselves to be God; I'd say having a relationship with God is very important. Oscillations are to be expected and in times of struggle; reaching out to the Heavens and asking for guidance and strength can help alot. Also - in times of joy and fulfilment; expressing gratitude for all the blessings is beautiful and empowering. I'm sure God hears us. Thanks for the vid - will check. Bless ya.

I'm going to be honest with you. I'm not really a fan of traditional meditation practice. I'm not the guy who will sit down in a lotus position and meditate for an hour every day. I tried it and it did not work for me. I built too much resistance around the whole process. It felt fake... like I had to force myself. Not saying it's wrong or anything. It's just not my cup of tea. What I like doing is meditating randomly. Whenever and however I feel like. I really enjoy walking meditations. Sometimes I meditate while waiting in line at the grocery store. Other times while I'm taking a crap. Right before I fall asleep or as soon as I open my eyes. While I'm washing the dishes or playing my guitar. It matters not in what position my body is or even what activities I'm engaged in. Only one thing matters. And that is: breathing consciously. Breathing through all the doing, all the thinking all the feeling all the perceiving. Breathing through it all. So just like that it happened that I was breathing through some shit earlier. Some rather heavy stuff - to be honest. And I realized something cool. Breathing can be playful and fun, too. I remember in my past; so many times I tried to force a deep, steady, slow breathing pattern upon myself in order to attain a higher state. And boy was I pissed at myself for doing that. Again; felt very forced and fake. Disrespectful and arrogant. I discovered that I don't need to make a big deal out of this at all. It can be easy and simple. It's like a little game that I play now. And the game is: whatever arises - breathe through it. Respond to it with a breath. This requires me to truly be in tune with what's arising. The pattern, as well as the depth of my breathing is constantly being (re)adjusted. I love playing with it. The breath of fire is my favorite. I can totally lose myself in it. There's nothing that can stand in its way. It pierces through everything. Instead of trying to counter a negative thought loop with positive thoughts, or trying to fight feeling bad by doing something that should lift my spirits... I can simply respond to it all with conscious breathing. Start with a clean slate.

@Visionary Thank you. I myself am quite familiar with hell. One could say I'm venturing into it quite often these days. For the purposes of releasing some trauma and reaching a deeper understanding of my shadow. Not pleasant at all haha. But it's relevant, I imagine. Death is necessary and only natural. Still; I struggle to make peace with it. It seems to me that that's simply a part of the whole process of transformation. It's uncomfortable. And sometimes very painful and terrifying. It's life. Much love. @seeking_brilliance I'm not dying so easily ?❤

@Nyseto Nice. Thank you.

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Another thought came to mind: Everything you know, every realization or insight you ever had, anything you became conscious of... can and most likely will be used against you (by you, of course) in your darkest hour. What you cannot use against yourself is the breath. It is the only 'thing' that can set you free. Thas is; while you're still breathing.

You wanna know the Truth? Live for it. Life has all the answers you seek. Life is your only true teacher. Everything you hear from characters that are passing by are merely pointers. And sometimes they can point you in the wrong direction. You might think there is no wrong direction... But oh yes, there is. Never follow in anyone's footsteps. They're carving their own path. They're teaching themselves what they desire to know. Their journey is unique to them. It has nothing to do with you. A true master - a genuine guide - would never deprive you of the sweetness of discovering Truth for yourself - on your own. He will never take you 'all the way'. He will only point towards The Light within you. It is up to you to find your way and trust the steps you're taking. Those who follow blindly and religiously only do so because they fear going their own way. Those who subscribe mindlessly to ideas and beliefs of the masses only do so because they fear walking alone. The sense of belonging they extract is false and short-lived. What they truly long for is finding the courage within to claim their own power. I am currently at a point in my journey where I feel like 99% of the stuff I heard people preaching about is complete bullshit. And that's how I know I'm on the right track. The remaining 1% is borrowed puzzle pieces. Don't get me wrong. There is truth in everything that has ever been said. It's just not The Truth that I'm willing to live and die for. Not my path.

I came across some rather exciting information. I'm still in the process of putting things together and making sense of them fully. Regardless; I feel like sharing with you what I got so far. I resonate with these ideas mainly because they compliment what I have been experiencing directly. Perhaps these are the 'missing puzzle pieces'. This topic is about the structure of reality. It does not question the existence of God, or whether I am or am not God. So please do not bother with mindless objections such as 'it's all just your imagination' etc. One could say that this is an attempt to understand clearly and logically that which is thought to be ungraspable. Think of it as more of a scientific approach. My intention here is to eliminate distortions, guesswork and airy-fairy mysticism. Ideally; presenting an accurate model that explains how reality functions. Everything is frequency I imagine you heard of this before. There are many sources. In spiritual circles; it is rather popular to talk about 'raising your vibration' and similar concepts. However; I did not come across any information about how exactly that works. How is this frequency or vibration generated in the first place? Where does it come from and where does it go? Again; all very vague and airy-fairy. Up until now. I know from direct experience that everything around me and including me is vibration. What we commonly think of as 'matter' is merely a specific rate of frequency. Waves. A density of Light. The 5 'human' senses act as filters of vibrational information. They literally make sense of a specific (limited) portion of frequencies and in that way are generating a holographic representation of what we would call 'reality'. When you touch your table and remove the concept of there being a table; what you're left with is pure sensation. And what that is is frequency. Vibration. You can do this with all the remaining senses. Whatever you see in front of you; once the overlaying concept of it is removed; you end up with naked perception of pure frequency. Of Light. Throughout your awakening; you might have had an experience of 'something ringing in your ears'. What that is is you becoming aware of a vibrational shift. A change in frequency. Interesting, isn't it? But how is it all generated? Where does it come from? What is The Source? Realizing you are The Source (aka God) might be enough for some. However; that did not exactly satisfy my curiosity. I wanted to understand how and why exactly is that the case. So I dived in deeper. 'There is always deeper'. This is where math kicks in. Euler's Formula This formula describes a point travelling in a circular trajectory. As it does so; its position takes on different values. Now imagine a collection of all possible flowing points; each and every one of which has its own opposite. The average across a flowing point's trajectory is exactly 0. The same is true for any of those flowing points. No matter the frequency with which they're associated. Keep in mind this circle does not take place anywhere. It has nothing to do with time and space. This is merely a mathematical representation - limited to 2D. God is a collection of every possible flowing point, hence every possible frequency. The total sum of all points results in 0. God is a frequency singularity. It contains all possible frequencies yet is 0 in total. This is how 'nothing is everything'. 0 is God. 0 is Infinity. Everything is because Nothing is. It's just two ways to look at the same thing. Everything is simply waves of energy. That is; sines and cosines. Energy cannot be created nor can it be destroyed. Energy is self-generated. That is known as 'the law of conservation of energy'. Waves If 0 = nothing 1 = something 1 represents a wave with an amplitude of 1. -1 represents a wave with an amplitude of -1. 0 = 1-1 Right? Yes, but not as you might think. The law of conservation of energy says that nothing can ever be destroyed or created. Wave amp1 + wave amp-1 means that the combined energy levels of both the positive and negative wave result in 0. There is no actual subtraction occurring. Yet there is 0. Wave amp1 + wave amp-1 looks like this: That's what 0=1-1 actually is. 1-1 do not 'destroy' each-other. They both remain in existence. But their total energy adds up to 0. 0 contains two waves of opposite energy levels that are perfectly balanced to one another. This is the law of polarity. This is how duality is singularity. Now imagine that there are not only two waves... But an infinite amount of waves. There is an infinite amount of positive energy waves and an infinite amount of negative energy waves. 1-1 2-2 0 = 3-3 4-4 5-5 And so on... Forever. Every energy wave has its opposite inside of the equation which results in perfect balance. Perfect zero. Perfect singularity. 0 can be thought of as a 'container' of infinite energy. Pure, unlimited potential. 0 is not actually empty. 0 is as full as it can be. Pulsing with energy. So where am I going with all this? Well... What I'm trying to say is that it is actually possible to mathematically prove the existence of God. Infinity. Pure, unlimited energy. Euler's formula proves that energy is self-generated. Meaning that God has always been and will always be; right now. Infinity can actually be scientifically proven. The structure of reality can be perfectly clearly explained. And I'm barely scratching the surface here. I'm also saying that you can become directly conscious of this. You can become conscious of a specific frequency. Because you are the one who's generating it. You are The Source. You are generating everything out of pure Will. Conscious of it or not. Imagine being able to turn water into wine. If you truly understood that it's all just frequencies you could simply alter the vibratory information of water and voila! Now it's wine! Or maybe you'd like to 'travel in time' or 'teleport' objects. You'd simply have to be able to isolate the frequency information of that object, copy and paste it into a new vibratory environment. I'm pretty sure that's how aliens do it lol. The possibilities are endless. This might just be the next stepping stone in our evolution. It would solve all energy problems and much, much more. We could explore the entire Universe and basically do whatever the heck. The information is out there. I did not come up with it. Well, in a way I did, yes. But the real question is... are we as a collective ready for this shift? Are we conscious enough? My guess is no. Not even nearly.

Thought is stubborn.

@Someone here Certainly.

@Someone here Notice the paradox. You are claiming with absolute certainty that everything is uncertain. Contemplate; what is Infinite Will?

@Someone here ZzZz

Merging. Collapsing of a duality. Meaning you were not over here listening to the sound that's coming from over there... The sound was listening to itself.

Love-glue I am certain I'm going to finish typing this sentence. Because Will. Dreaming awake. In the center of the Universe (nowhere). Doughnut. Tune in. ################## Here's a question for ya... How can you be so certain that you are uncertain of things?

@Eph75 Indeed. Morgue was the main source of this information. Also; the book of Ra, some Bashar and Abraham. I dig the math Morgue's presenting. However; I disagree with some of his philosophy. @Someone here Gotcha. Still; I think this stuff is incredibly cool and can be very useful. Knowing is just as important as not knowing. @Ibgdrgnxxv Being rendered undone is a terrifying experience. I don't care how unreal or illusory people claim death to be... I'm still scared of it AF. And I think that's how it should be. See what you did there ? @Nahm @xxxx ?

@Javfly33 My condolences. Ime; 'reincarnation' is something one can experience directly. I resonate with the word 'resurrection', too. However; I still choose to live as if this was my one and only life. One and only chance.

Care to elaborate? I'm saying your path is the only path. The true path. The moment you start following someone else is the moment you've lost your way.

@seeking_brilliance

@Striving for more How about Portugal? Lived there for 6 months, in a small city located between Lisbon and Porto. It was awesome. Had a huge apartment for just over 300€. Lots of fun.

Oneness

I just had a nice little epiphany. You probably witnessed spiritual folks preaching about how there is no right or wrong, no good or evil, no this or that. Most of them, however, fail to clarify how and why exactly that is. At least in my experience. It's rather simple, really. You see; there is no Oneness without duality. Yet Oneness is not touched or affected by polar opposites. It encompasses both sides and integrates them into a whole. To the point where difference cannot be told. Unless there is a 'you', an 'I', a 'perspective' that is making the discernment. The greatest evil is done to maximize goodness. Yes. It is all out of Love. Goodness cannot know itself without evil. Life cannot know itself without death. Light cannot know itself without darkness. This is where the idea of illusion comes in. Because it's all Light. All Love. All good. All God. It's just disguised as 'something else'. Why? Precisely so you could wake up to Love. Wake up to Light. Wake up to Goodness. It is incredibly cleaver and badass. Now I'm not gonna sit here and say that you cannot experience anything bad or evil. That's bullshit, imo. Spiritual bypassing - if you will. It's not how life works. Life is too perfect for that to be true. You most likely will face The Devil. You will stare evil into its eyes. You will feel pain and devastation. And it's going to seem very real. The moment you recognize how that is actually a blessing in disguise; is the moment your true mastery will dawn. It's all service to the One Infinite. It's all Love loving fearlessly and unconditionally every inch of its infinitude. Blessings.