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@Charlotte Yeeeess. My god girl, when I first began yoga I would have these sudden incidences of crying, particularly during hip opening postures, and it was because these random traumatic memories would start to arise which ultimately led me to having these powerful emotional releases, which is just what my soul needed. They've done numbers for me in alleviating the emotional stress I had carried in my lower body for so many years. Growing up, and into my teens it amazes me how I didn't even realize how much trauma was stored in my body until I began yoga, so I am super duper grateful for that. ?

@Andreas Are you referring to that feeling of "looking over your shoulder"?

@Inliytened1 Aw that's so great, I'm so happy it helped!

Here's another original song of mine. Music is my deepest passion, thank you to those for listening. ❤️

@ActualizedDavid Awesome!!

Oh trust me, I can totally agree with you on that. I was diagnonsensed and put on medication at the age of 14-16 and let me tell you it was one hell of a chaotic experience. However I did make the common mistake of flushing them down the toilet and dropping them cold turkey, sure enough I was a total basket case the first couple of weeks but after that I finally felt like myself again, other than how I felt on the medication, which was total entrapment & confusion. If others are on medication and are looking to quit/recover, I would recommend gradually decreasing the amount. It was a psychological learning experience though and I can deeply appreciate that. And no problem! ❤️

Was totally not trying to be invasive! I hope we are cool and can find the humor in it! I was like "no wonder why I sense some confusion" because I just pretty much dragged you in on the topic ? but I'm just glad I was able to resolve this minor error..again, sincere apologies!❤️

@Angelite Oh shit wait I tagged the wrong person?? I'm sorry! I meant @EvilAngel I got the wrong angel *facepalm*

@Angelite I'm saying it applies to various kinds of spirituality. Here's a good read. https://www.amazon.com/Shamans-Among-Schizophrenia-Shamanism-Evolutionary/dp/1300430915 But I was just aiming towards giving you some encouragement, supporting your inquiry on the connection between mental illness and mystical experience. I was diagnosed at a young age with PTSD, I know it's certainly not the same as bipolar disorder but I'm just going to make it crystal clear that I know what these states are like, and have had my share of mania in my lifetime, highs & lows in which both sacrificed & liberated a huge part of myself. Both periods of euphoria and severe depression, and surrendering to emotional pain, created spiritual significance for me because it helped me find the mystical union of God and the Devil. I was given an invitation to embrace the both of them as one, which spiritually transformed my life.

@EvilAngel One can most certainly have a spiritual awakening through manic episodes/psychosis. It just may not always be manageable, but most definitely experienced and understood. It has been shown for instance, that there is a close connection between Shamanism and Schizophrenia. There is sublime familiarity. From a Shamanic perspective, it is believed that mental illness simply implies "the birth of a healer".

@now is forever With kaleidoscopic vision hehe

@Serotoninluv Perhaps Teletubbies could be used as a Spiral Dynamics blueprint for child development/kids (with Aspergers)?

@Serotoninluv ???

It sort of slightly reminds me of the Wizard Of Oz and meeting the man behind the curtain. (An archetype I enjoying working with) I shall call it the Wizard Of Ox

@GabeN Well you are certainly tracing the Ox's footprints.

@Serotoninluv Yaaay. It IS an art! Your heart, body & soul is also a work of art. So especially when one is using all three of these in harmony and alignment with their deepest passion, which you are doing, comes a trifecta of artistic expression. Art is elemental and appears in many forms, shapes & colors, just got to see art for where it truly is outside the lines. Beautiful.

@Serotoninluv What a question haha. Well since passion is the fuel to creative expression I suppose I would encourage the person to meditate on unlocking that inner calling first and foremost, unlocking what truly and fully speaks to their soul. Also perhaps through the use of automatic writing/drawing exercises to dive into the collective unconscious, to confront/embrace certain emotions and thoughts, and seeing what appears. Expressive therapy is something I would love to do, help children and adults who feel lost along their spiritual journey, through healing practices such as these, especially music therapy in particular. (I guess this is why I can't seem to shut up about it lol) I've been giving it some thought and it is a valid back up plan to have, that I am passionate about but as we were talking recently about the limited availability on spirituality/consciousness education being so unfortunate, I'm a little unsure where to even begin such a career.

@Leo Gura This is why I value creative consciousness & creativity. Through my experience, I have found it to be an accessible pathway to mystical experiences one can have any day, anytime because it guides us deep into the unknown realm of the imagination, unseen possibilities and intuition. It's so simple that anyone can achieve and discover it when we are simply exploring the depths of our own unique creative power & creative energy, soul energy on a regular basis. Mystical experiences can also be completely internal, coming from within just like God does. It's not all that paranormal or extra-terrestrial, it can shatter logic but I think it can just be accessed directly through total awareness and transcendence of the soul, while in a state & flow of radical presence, love and acceptance. Those things are quite distracting indeed. To me seeing angels & spirits and stuff aren't even as powerful as real genuine human experience can be, like what I explained above, but I know some 'mystics' would disagree with me on that. Perhaps the wee angels & devils are really just within us and even little aliens sending far out unorthodox insights/visions, I'm cool with that I guess.

@lmfao Hehehe yes this too! Every passing fleeting moment.

@Wisebaxter You'll just know. ❤️ The very sensation you experience will overtake the logical mind for it will feel so out of this world, you will only be able to feel awe, bamboozled. You will not question or doubt it, there's simply no need for that because it will feel like one of the most honest, true, actual moments you've ever experienced that could not be predicted or ever thought of with uncertainty. You'll either melt into tears or end up in a raging fit of laughter, or maybe both or maybe neither, but you'll certainly feel something profound and you might not be able to articulate it or arrange it into words that make sense to your average Joe, and you won't be able to prove it, it will just make complete sense to you and it will make more sense than anything else you've ever read or tried to understand before. And yes it can happen out of the most simple things sometimes, because these experiences will occur naturally and on their own, usually when you least expect it and at a time when you can benefit it from it the most.

You are flowing in harmony with the ancient musical energies of the universe! ❤️ Okay everything is summed up in this one video alone.

@Joseph Maynor Yes, exactly! So great..

Music is like an entire different dimension, through a portal, you will get there, it all starts with the beat of your heart. As a musician and a spiritualist, I am deeplypassionate about this topic and honestly I don't think this is discussed enough so I'm really glad you asked! Those goosebumps you feel are pure energy, it's pure magic, it's a beautiful physical/emotional empathetic reaction you are having to the sound & flow of the music that is grabbing you, captivating you. To me any sort of experience of expression in which one is activating their emotional body and tapping into their soul and not ego, is intertwined with spiritual connection and the divine, especially with music. When you are in the flow of creating/playing music, this is a form of active presence/meditation, there is only this moment now & pure channeled energy, there is only a state of letting yourself go. I have directly found the essence of God through the practice of music since I was a little girl. I remember consciously writing these experiences down and how much it connected me to the expansion and sensation of God because they were so profound. This was the very beginning and driving force of my spiritual journey. Of course perhaps it could've had a more drastic & exaggerated affect on me because my childhood was quite traumatic so music was literally "the great escape" and the greatest source for me to release what I was going through, as it is for so many other people, this is universal. The act of creating/performing music has been transporting people into higher states of consciousness, to Spirit, for eons. It has transcended many minds & souls within numerous spiritual cultures, it is a spiritual ritual in itself. We are symphonic bodies, I mean each tone of the music scale is linked to the frequencies of each of the seven emotional centers; chakras. Music was pretty much emulated & mimicked from nature. Music lives within us all, musician or not, when we are spiritual, we are "in tune" and when we are one with music, embodying it, we are also in tune. I think anyone who has picked up a guitar or set of bongos or sang along to a song at least once in their life would agree with me here. "Music is all around us, all you have to do is listen." Look up August Rush. By all means one must always follow their own path, but perhaps this is your calling? If you have a spiritual routine, I would encourage opening your heart & mind to the experimentation of rhythm & sound along your journey and see what kind of sensations come up, I guarantee you will be amazed. ❤️ Honestly I pretty much geek over this shit and could go on and on about it but I don't want to bombard this post with my whimsical thoughts on music lol. I love it so much though haha thank you again for asking!

@Elysian Dude can I just say I'm so freaking excited right now..so many syncroncities have been occurring today one after the other.. one being that I just walked into work and right on the desk there's a note saying "(name of person) is looking for moldivite" in bold print !! Mind you, I've never heard of this crystal until you mentioned it! Not to mention a car parked in front of the place with a license plate that says "Faith" and whether or not it belongs to a nun it makes no difference to me because it's divine sign and this is the kind of stuff that keeps me alive feeling bright eyed and bushy tailed and gives me like these energetic butterfly shocks of euphoria that feels like fireworks haha

@Inliytened1 Yes yes yes!