cirkussmile

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  1. It all depends on how deep you want to go. From one point of view everything we say is a lie. From another point of view lying is just stupid. Even if it's a "small" lie. We can even change perspective and go from not lying to honesty and truth. If we choose honesty and truth, no matter if we hurt others, we will find that it gives us peace. It's damn good to speak your mind and not to care about what others might think. We can not come to Truth and honesty by walking the path of lies. There's probably many other perspectives. What do you think?
  2. Meditation and exploration. Study the culture, there's so much to learn, compare and reflect on. Stay conscious ??
  3. This made me realize how beautiful I am ❤️❤️❤️??????
  4. I like your points and I am with you that love has to be the real practice before and after enlightenment. Love is the foundation of change and if we embrace that we can really enjoy peace. But still, every individual has to do it and there are many ways to get there. First of all, one has to be willing to let go. One must be ready to love. Concentration and observation of the mind will still be a huge part of living a life in the name of Truth. At least if you ask me
  5. I'm happy for you ❤️ Where did you go?
  6. How do you know what Truth is? Do you get there by thinking? You need to stay with Truth for Truth to wake up. Your heart is the only thing you can trust ❤️
  7. That happens! Before I woke up 1:11, 2:22, 3:33 and every hour until I got up. That seems to happen less and less when you stop caring about it (which is good) Synchronizity is happens all the time baby!
  8. Be humble and practicie love to make best use of this <3
  9. Nature and animals are beautiful <3 If this is what you love then make sure that you can enjoy and serve them everyday. Like a work Be creative and don't keep this love for yourself ?
  10. I write Vipassana 10 day here. Just so you know ?
  11. 1. Realizing that this will take years and years to fully master. 2. Start a daily meditation practice while you wait. Strive to meditate more and more for every month. 3. With this you have everything you need to see what have need to see.
  12. This can only be your fault and 100% yours. Your job is to find out why that is. And even deeper. Is it any ones fault to begin with?
  13. This is the right move. And it's the only way... Everything has to go. Beautiful. Even though I wished you skipped the recording once a week. Will you have 5meo? Your mind will explode with ideas after some days. Stay strong when it happens! If it doesn't happen now, you still have many many tries left (Wich means relax ?)❤️ Much love
  14. Good thing is to try to always be aware of breath or body sensations in every action. The question is good because being aware all the time is the key to self realization ❤️
  15. No one here can help you. But maybe you shouldn't have girlfriend at all for the moment. And of course, this has nothing to do with her ❤️
  16. It's not nothing! Because it is something!!! Something unknown and indescribable.
  17. Start meditation and don't stop walking on the path again. Stay on the path of love for the rest of your life. Get to know who you are. Meditation will make everything clear. You had glimpses but that doesn't mean you should not practice.
  18. Truth and attitude goes hand in hand. Because what is our true nature? Full of love, compassion and Goodwill ❤️?❤️
  19. I don't understand. It completely depends on how you see it. What happens happen and if you call it destiny or not doesn't change it ?
  20. Hey man. First things first. Everything is alright, there is nothing wrong with you. Now we can continue. Who is who and who is talking to who? Why shouldn't you excist? You do it no matter if you believe it or not. Maybe you shouldn't but please describe what the hell all this is? Does it go away if you think about it? Does it go away if you don't think about it? It seems like whatever your opinion is. This is still here. And so are you. Can you find something wrong with that? From experience I also went through insanity and death. Sometimes they seem to be a part of the journey. Remember that everything will change. Calm down and see how long this last. Meditation will be of great benefit of you can do that without expecting something in return. If all this fails just give up and see what happens. Much love ?
  21. Nice healing Cosmic love ❤️
  22. Wonderful Yes. It's hard for them because you are going outside the tradition and what's normal. Not many families accept that and even if they say that they do, unconsciously they try to drag you back. Because when you change your family loses its stability and control and you know that we don't like that ? I suggest that you at least start to live as you practice. Start with small things, maybe meditate in their house. Maybe eating plant based food. Talking about certain topics and keep it light. Show them change in you. If you just keep standing up for what you believe in they have to accept it. In the beginning it's hard to change but after a while they get used to it. Then of course, depending on their resistance, you can need to take serious action. Rebel completely and don't compromise your own happiness. Think what's best for you and others in the long run. When you do you will see change in others. I know a girl who started to meditate and left to travel. She made a big change in her life and after she was gone for 7 months her parents divorced after 30 years. You see, if you start do good for yourself, you do good for others. Changing can be difficult but we always adapt to change no matter of you are ignorant or a Buddha. Much love
  23. This is the hard part before being completely free. It's not hard for you but the others will not understand. And it's only hard before you do it. By following your heart is the deepest and purest love there can be. And you will be of much more importance to others when you do this. It is possible and you will get there when everyone around you is dead. But why wait so long before you can enjoy? Much love
  24. Please, take your time and go your own path ? it would be stupid to do something else ? I don't know how you use psychedelics but in the long run we must work with reality as it is. It can have great benefits and show the way but in the end you have to walk there completely naked. It is for that reason I recommended vipassana. Anyway, we don't have to stress about it. Everything happens when it does ? Much love