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Slowly, piece by piece.

I just start working down a worksheet, an each time I get to “who am I without that thought” I feel a big release. Instantly puts me in a good mood, I don’t even need to do a full worksheet. Then I take lsd

https://www.ecstaticintegration.org/p/sowilo-what-happens-when-a-psychedelic?fbclid=IwAR3CtjoqfI_p0ZksbrKEyhseW1LSxBDYXli_JPK4VBJYcfAksW4MN6-OAbM_aem_AcTer_Ani8Y2lYv6aUCXTpEaLcjHbv67ozC02ljRuTXRvaZ79kgUPbdhjbEY2dgge2s This story is crazy, worth a read if you’re planning to do psychedelic retreats.

I use it to pump my state before lsd

Not necessarily curated but certainly dumbed down yes. Yeah the menstrual cycle is interesting, life is interesting, reality did all this all by itself it’s crazy blah blah blah. when Leo says talking to women is like talking to a child it’s dead on. Bro I wish you could just randomly bring up spiral dynamics, the menstrual cycle, the constitution, but as a rule the place these topics emotionally come from is not what women enjoy responding to.

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This community often has insane standards for Leo. His ego development video provided an interesting insight; people who teach complex and profound models of development are themselves heartbroken that they can’t embody their own vision completely. Leo ain’t perfect, he makes some cool videos though.

Once I said “I’m not sorry at all, you’re gorgeous” she melted lol. we had dinner and made out after the next week, we weren’t compatible in the end but she truly was gorgeous

Yeah for sure, makes me want to really want to get dead serious about grounding and harm reduction. Spirituality is such a fucking minefield, it’s crazy that I was doing self inquiry and lsd on a whim as a teenager. I don’t regret it at all but I want to develop clinical understanding of deception, psychology, cults before I “teach” or “facilitate” anybody.

I’m planning to move back with my parents for a year to save money and start a business. my plan is to get a full time job then do 4 hours a day of building a project when I get home, and socialise with my hometown friends on the weekend. Will do one hour of my LP in the morning. I had a tiny bit of success this year doing freelance marketing, and I could see the time spent to amount paid was very worth it. Also love working on my own terms. Was wondering @Leo Gura if you were escaping wags slavery again would you still start with marketing, or were you on time with that trend, or did you want to develop marketing skills to apply to your video game business? People talk about building Ai chat bit businesses, it seems to be worth it to genuinely be on time to a trend.

Nah very dangerous she could bite you

Because I’m in my 20s and have high stamina, want to put away a very large amount of savings for 12 months.

Tonight I coached someone with literal autism and on a government disability pension to cold approach. They spend most of their day in their apartment, alone with only online friends playing games. He had two calibrated, friendly, healthy conversations, made people laugh after hours of me debunking his excuses to not cold approach and demonstrating getting rejected talking to people and coming away unscathed. This guy with a literal intellectual disability is more proactive than some people in this forum thread at building his social life. We listened to an autism specific socialising podcast before going out, then went to a club and had a go at practicing. If you don’t have an intellectual disability and you’re complaining about your social life you are SERIOUSLY taking your ability for granted.

My purpose is: To portray insight poetically through my music, making people feel inspired. It feels like my whole life converged to this statement. Like all of my childhood experience, my peak experiences of wonder and joy. I have taken a Birds Eye view of my life and chosen to build a career using my favourite things about life. For some reason I don’t have regrets about finding it sooner, it seems like a waste of time to worry about this as I’m just grateful I’ve found it now.

I’ve done 3 trips. two LSD and one psilocybin. LSD showed me love as a peak experience. I haven’t really felt anything better than burning love in my body. LSD showed me that I love difficult people who I don’t imagine to align with my values, love is physical. Being off psychedelics this is so easy to forget. LSD showed me psycho cybernetics before I read it basically. It allowed my mind to stop being so hard on myself and actually give myself credit for the conditions I actively create. I love myself. I love myself so much I hugged myself. Kind of emotional remembering this now it was quite some time ago. Psilocybin opened my mind and allowed me to stop ignoring my peak experiences and take them seriously when planning my life. Incorporate them into my vision. Also helps me be extremely imaginative in my visioning.

I broke up with my girlfriend last week. It hurt so fucking much, we both just sobbed all night and into the morning. basically I broke her trust, we organised to go to Borneo for a few weeks, but I didn’t forecast my finances properly and can’t afford it. I said I didn’t want to be together because I broke her trust and it means I’m not ready for a relationship because I can’t hold myself together. But really more things snowballed, her friends relate to each other by drinking, gossiping and bickering, eating junk food. It’s a low energy environment. Me and her related to each other through gratitude in our own lives, making music, she was supportive of my ambitions and me working long hours but didn’t like me not making time for her when I worked a crazy week. I told her about the trip, and she was really understanding, but I had this horrible feeling in my chest that just stayed there, it was like it wouldn’t go away until I told her the truth. That we shouldn’t be together. But I really miss her, and I think if we lived together (which we were planning to do) we could be a really good influence on each other and build a beautiful home. Like the more I contemplated why I don’t like her friends, the more I realised I blame people for my lack of discipline, and how literally every single person I know is involved in some form of debauchery and health destructing behaviour (especially me), but I want to change, and she also wants to change, it’s on both our vision boards lol. And how I’m looking for some mirror image of my ideals, will I ever actually find her? what the fuck is the point of relationships if it just ends in pain or two mediocre roommates?

You’re misinterpreting David Deida. He said THE masculine (energy) grows through challenge, and the feminine grows through praise. Think of one as your curative ability to create and manipulate matter in the world, and the other as your ability to relax, let go and enjoy the moment. This energy is present in both men and women.

The correct response is approach other women at high volume. Been there though, I’m not joking an actual supermodel made out with me once and I still have dreams about her.

yeah you’re right you don’t have to do game, but if you’re complaining on a forum about women it probably means you’re sexually starved, and game done correctly is tremendously healthy.

Some of you come on here to moan about women, if you committed to game for even a few months you wouldn’t dare. if you do 1000 approaches you will get a girlfriend or at least get laid, if you’re relatively attractive and had good parents you could do it in less time. there are permanent ramifications to proving to yourself that you can form relationships/get laid from cold approach. With this knowledge you can permanently stop being needy in relationships. when you’re in a relationship you can get as cuddly as you want, read the 5 love languages book together, girls love this stuff. Then if the relationship stops serving you do it all again. godspeed

Dude come on this is pathetic. "who is Jonah??", drop that immediately. She doesn't owe you monogamy, you're not even in a relationship. Girls fuck around, that's life. You fuck around, that's life. If you don't like the way she acts actually have a discussion about it with her or move on.

If women had higher muscle mass and majority of them were taller than me, and decided to rape men every other month I’d also be a bit edgy around them. you’ve gotta become comfortable enough around people that your anxiety dissipates and therefore all the creepiness leaves your body.

I remember the ox herding pictures and there's a part where the hermit monk returns and imparts truth to a seeker. Is there an option to skip this step? Leo has never found a teacher that hasn't made a huge mistake, Socrates never wrote a words down as writing was the root of all evil, nor have I found a human who I've 100% agreed with. I've been involved with the Isha Foundation, and watched people ignore and skew Sadghurus teachings. Can I just awaken and make ableton beats, or like plant trees. Not say a word unless someone asks?

@Leo Gura literally could stop anytime and I'd be eternally grateful.

How old are you? I've spent a fair bit of time with incels, enough for some view to almost begin to start rubbing off on me. You really just need to relax and spent lots of time women. Forget about game or attracting a woman at this point, just become as social as possible. Go join a running group, even for a weekend, go to a pottery class. Put yourself in lots of social situations like this and have lots of normal conversations with both men and women. Drop all the silly ideas you've seen Youtube about "women should do this" "men should be this". Just try your best in life and chill tf out around people. Emotional work, health work, your career are all going to compound (very slowly) and will help you socially, but are also just necessary for dying fulfilled. Youre fine - you dont mean women any harm. You're not walking up to them and punching them in the face, you're not trying to verbally abuse them and traumatize them. You're probably just unsure of yourself and physically anxious, this creeps girls out. It's fine, they keep breathing after your creepy interaction right? And so do you.