Huz

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  1. Anyone have any uplifting quotes I thought it would be a good idea to post here. I just made this one and thought it could be helpful. "The only thing to regret in life is the fact that you think that there is something to regret"
  2. What is your main fear? And how are you going about accepting and loving it in your life? Mine is the dreaded COMMITMENT. From all my social anxiety, panic attacks etc etc. I believe it boils down to one main thing. The fear of COMMITMENT (in relationships, passions, work etc).
  3. Dude are you from the UK? if ur in Bristol would be cool to meet up
  4. Any know where i can find this guy on Leo's blog. I am doing experiments with LSD at the moment and would like to find the video. It was an old guy that used heroic doses of LSD, I think weekly or monthly to learn about reality
  5. I found it hahaha https://www.actualized.org/insights/mapping-consciousness-with-high-dose-lsd
  6. Hi, Are they any guys that live in Bristol, uk that wanna meet up, go out on the weekends, have fun and do some game. Up for going out every friday/saturday eve
  7. Brining this back to the top. How do you find wingman?
  8. Leo needs to get onto Joe Rogan to properly contexulize their experiences. I dont think they explored 5 MeO with enough trips. This is the problem with vaping as a aposed to plugging
  9. I have been a bycycle mechanic, to an event promoter, to chef, to an accountant, to a softwareengineer Guitar/Singing, venomous snake keeping, fitness, adventure and psychedelics/meditation/enlightenment are my hobbies currently
  10. Your not a loser. I love you. I wanna give you a hug. Everything is alright man. You are beautiful. I want you to know you are loved exactly as you are. How can you not be beautiful, realise that. Stop comparing to other Qualia. The only reason you feel this way is because you belive you need to be a certain way and do things to feel normal in society. And yes it is important to meet you needs. But before you embark on that journey, realise that you are soo sooo soo amazing xxx
  11. Is the come up on 5 MeO MALT less intensee then 5 MeO DMT? Is it illegal in the UK? How do you get it in the UK if not illegal??
  12. I contemplated, realised the difference between the goat and a human was imaginary, went to proceed to fuck the goat, then fucked the goat... was the best sex i ever had
  13. I am an INFP. This personality trait has made it difficult for me to associate myself with society. For all the INFP's out there, how do your survive in this society? What professions do you have? What are you relationships like?
  14. I think communicating insights about God to people who haven't done or aren't willing to do 5 meo/psychedelics is a pointless endeavour. Would you ever consider holding 5 meo retreats somewhere?
  15. Hi @Leo Gura Please can show more of how you implement these practices in your daily life. Show us how your daily life looks like so we can have a reference. I know it is not gunna apply to everyone, but would be nice to see some transparency. To see the effects of this work actually had on your life, and not just talking about really advanced an abstract concepts in front of a black screen. Also, do you have any videos on the boofing administration of 5 Meo? How it differs, and how it has this ROA effects other people
  16. No not that. Thanks to the internet and youtube, I am able to learn from people across the world. In different countries. You are up there with the people that has taken my life from anxiety and depression, to experiencing a deep love for existence on a day to day basis. It would be nice for me to know the person who has done this a bit more personally, i am sure your audience would agree. Thats all. It defiantly wont be boring for me to understand how you live ur life. I mean its personal and obviously its up too you to share. I am just expressing my opinions. Out of interest, why do you choose to keep it simple? Does life beyond survival lead to a simpler life? Is it to give you more time to be, think and contemplate?
  17. Yeah I think so too. I live in the UK so van life might be more boring then doing it in the US
  18. It is actually incredible. This has been such a profound shift in my character. As an example, I accidentally seared my hand on the grill inside an oven for a couple of seconds. The burn was really bad. But I was just laughing. I was intrigued by the smell, and the sensations. It was just another sensation in my awareness, no different from an orgasim. I ended up laughing about it for like 5 minutes. My roommate thought i was going crazy haha. He was like that is the best way I have seen someone take a burn. Now take that and apply it to your emotional feelings and sensations. Negative feelings dont exist anymore. Although I do find it harder as my ego is more attached to my emotions. It feels more 'real' and important when experiencing 'negative' feelings. Like its something I need to take seriously
  19. Wow man this is cool! I am thinking to build out a big van. So it has a shower, toilet, kitchen, workspace, bed and solar panels I found remote work as a programmer so it is really feasible in this day an age to live off grid. Like this
  20. Thanks man, yeah that is true. It seems like you get good play for free lancing or working contract jobs choose the work you want to do. Thats a good option if my biziz keep failing
  21. I am a software engineer, specialising in mobile apps. I have started businesses but have failed, how do you start a business with tech and make it impactful and successful? It seems hard as an engineer, am I down the wrong path?
  22. I am good enough to get paid well. But to start a biz and escape wage slavery is what I am after. I love programming for me and my ideas not for other people. But my ideas arent kicking off
  23. Ok here is the UK it is exam season. I have had a lot of people coming up to me and stressing the fuck out by exams, asking for help. From my point of view I see no reason for them too. It espically touching for me, because I used to be in the same position. I just thought I would share my feeling on this here. I like to think of it like this. Exams are unpredictable. You could have a bad day, or a bad paper, or a bad marker. This ain't in your control. It's in realities hand. So no point stressing on the results you wanna get. Don't focus on the results. Focus on the work you put in. That's the only thing in your control. And it's really not about the grade you get. Or your ability to do well in exams. It is about the experience, about the resources you have, the university you are at, the information you study, the people you meet. What are results anyway? Just a number or letter you attribute meaning too. To much emphasis on society is put onto the result. Irconically my results have got better when I care about them less. My dad taught me this lesson last year. He is 65 now. When I was revising for a set of exams, I was stressing the fuck out. He told me, "Once you get to my age, you realise how pointless the stress you create is". This hit me deeply. All this stress is pointless. It doesn't help in one bit. See it AS the form of procrastination you have (and love that, it's funny ?). What it does it that it actually takes the beauty, and "interestingness", out of the subject you are studying. Making you want to study it less. Then making you actually stress out more. See this game, chill out, and enjoy studying your subject. The thing that counts in your heart is that you know you gave it your best shot. So deep down the result you get doesn't matter. Also, realise you are a complex being, living in a complex time. It is common to experience to self-deception and resistance in your work. Sometimes we procrastinate, sometimes we work hard. This is natural, so even when you do find yourself slacking off. Give yourself compassion, its common for everyone, it is probs part of our mechanism. So be aware of that, then move forward back into work. I used to beat myself up for procrastination, because I was fearful of getting bad results. The more I did this the more difficult it would be for me to work. A less harsh-on-yourself-mindset, less stress, and more compassion to yourself during these FUCKING hard exam periods is what is needed. I have taken this approach this year.
  24. I am on keto diet on the moment. Basically meat veg and healthy fats. I feel amazing. I have read. However from research people also suggest it’s an unhealthy diet. To begin honest with nutrition I don’t know what to believe and just observing how I feel and energy levels. With keto it’s the best so far