Giulio Bevilacqua

Yes absolutely. I was 12 years old when i first played the drums. I was so excited to play it. As i hit the drums i went into a state of trance/explosion. I was very young and did not know what it was and felt quite normal about it. Lately i discovered that that event triggered my Kundalini energy

Hi. I would suggest natural surrender yoga. You surrender your will over your body and mind. Your body will move as it wants to moves. It has the natural intelligence to heal it self without forceful techniques that could prevent a total and clear healing. Spontaneous body movements will clear the stuck energies from your body in the best and natural way possibile

Maybe this can help https://youtu.be/sT-w7iE5B9M

But if the energy is trying to express it self through whirling why should I try to control it ? I thought that I has a innate intelligence and knows what is best. Am I wrong ?

Beautiful thank you ?

Have you checked Ayurveda?

Yes i mainly did echography/scan test in different parts of the body. Especially two times in my stomach area. They could not find anything

If i get through this challenge, i'll invite you all to Italy

Thank you guys. I appreciate your support. Thank you very much to all of you.

Yes i went, to doctors. I did many tests and they could not find anything. Quite funny

The anxiety came because I got so scared of this motion, and have never been able to surrender to it fully. I think it’s a quite and natural body expression, even children do it.

I found this today

I think I had it since childhood. But the main manifestation happened last year. I lost interest in sexuality so I did not ejaculate for 5 months. Along with that I was consistently practicing tai chi Qi gong, and often I was smoking weed. One night before sleeping I fall into an empty space. The day after many symptoms appeared, like shaking and mudras and increased awareness, than this motion started to manifest. @happyhappy

Kundalini can make you whirl spontaneously :,)

I am curious to know what have been the most difficult situations that you have faced during your life and how they have transformed you

Still in pain after 1 year

“There is something wrong right now” ”I should be different from what I am now” “I should not feel this “

I think it will develop the moment you drop the need to control it

Hi everyone. By now I have tried many approaches and techniques but none of them seem working effectively. I have tried Tara Springett methods, crystals, meditation. The discomfort is too much in the stomach and sacral area .I surrender as much as I can to it but then comes a time were it is unbearable. I am getting afraid of it because I do not see any improvement since months now and my concern for life is growing about what I will be or do in the future if my conditions remain as this. Life is not more enjoyable with this stuff. Trying too see if there are beliefs hidden in my psyche but the stuff is so deeply rooted that no thought come to the surface and can not see what those blocks are about. I am planning to do a 3 days intensive Shaktipat with Jan Esmann, that is my last pill. have you any idea or tips for this stuff ? Thank you very much

@Salvijus are you familiar with bandhas ?

I am sick of this shit, I do not know where this patience of going forward is coming from. This K energy is breaking me in all ways. I feel this massive tension/knot in my lower stomach, it is filled up with worry and anxiety, sometimes it gets very strong pressure. I have tried some many things like microdosing lsd, didn’t felt anything, a Kundalini Healing course with crystals and kind of things. I try to be present with the sensation without resisting it or seeing which believes are triggering this shit, feel some relief but there comes a point where it is overwhelmingly strong and loose hope. It’s a loop of worry. Feeling of worry > tension> more tension about the tension>fear that this will not pass>more fear about the tension that is growing and so on. The body wants to release this trough a whirling movement in a crazy speed. I am just searching for an alternative way but worrying that there is no one and this creates more fear.. I do not know how to get out of this hell

Do you know the cause of what is triggering this pain ? Like thoughts loop ?

Surrender control

Hi. I have this massive tension/energy stuck in my stomach and 2nd chakra stuck there since Kundalini woke up. I tried yesterday Shambhavi Mahamudra Kriya from Sadhguru that i learned years ago. After one session things got worse and the pain was more acute. I tried also a lot of body scanning, seems to help but it would take days lying in the sleeping position till I get to the core. So I got the idea to try microdosing lsd, 20 mcg. I have never done any psychedelic before. I did weed where I get very sensitive and sometimes also very anxious. in your opinion could micro lsd work for things like energy block and stuff like that ? thank you

In your case I would try a more solid approach like psychedelics. if you feel more connected to stuff like yoga, I would highly suggest Shambhavi Mahamudra Kriya Yoga. It will bring you back to a state of balance and more clarity. And it is very easy for everyday life. in the mean time you could try chanting AUM 21 times a day, this can have a great effect on your psyche.