Hellspeed

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    In order to dissolve the Ego, one has to dwelve deep into the past. 

    Deep in those traumatic memories, trauma from other people.

    Mainly, one has to start first with the main circle, blood family and expand the circle.

    The most blockages in our bodies we can find them due to an antinatural relationship with our parents, grand p., brothers and sisters, near relatives, neighbours, enemies, etc.

    We grow in a family, the members are like this because we usually don't accept 100% our family. Then we develop the personallity in the interconnection with the family first.

    When one wants to escape suffering is crucial to really Love. It will hurt at first. All those traumas from little, when daddy was yelling or mommy or any atrocitie. 

    One will notice resistance, not only in our bodies, we will mainly feel resistance on relationship with those around. One has to complete the Love in relation to what is resisting, in this case a parent per example.

    This process will unleash great trauma, sorrow, abandonment maybe, fear, etc.

    We cannot skip this in order to find the truth. We must first forgive ourselves and others, and really forgive, as if it is a matter of life and death, otherwise we only fool ourselves with the quote: "i forgive but i don't forget".

    Trauma is a chronic state of an energetic consequence. A cringing of teeth per example in a very angry state, can create unnatural pathways in the brain and body, this lead to all sorts of conditions and a dormant state if one attaches only to will power and self power, self all knowing, lying about what reallity is to oneself and sticking to a norrow point of view, rigidness, etc.

    Usually all the problems we have, at first is our doing.

    Example: the child wants only a certain food or toys or something specific. The child will start faking his existance in order to get those things. Like being unnatural humble with the parents, lying, or simply playing the victim can have dezastruous consequences later.

     

    Practical tips:

    Relax, focus on the ache of the heart, the Spleen. Breathe and follow the breath. On exhale associate The Spleen with the Crown and Sexual chakra. Now exhale and push belly in at every exhale, but gently, don't force the muscles. Get in touch with the heart beat and let that energy along with the breath and do yourself "harakiri" with the spleen and breath. 

    Now with all the above, train the attention to open the chest and anal sphincter. Simply associating the chest space, chest area and back, we associate this with the colon, legs, base of the spine.

     

    The next attention will be cracking the head open, the pineal and the center of Amen, the 3rd ventricle of the brain.

    On exhale, associate the Pancreas with the root of the nose and forhead.

     

    All the above, we do it in stages, we practice per example, attention on Breath until we master it, then the second attention on the Spleen without losing the attention on breath and so on.

    This is real practice, real hard work.

    Take time to start with breath and integrate along the way the other parts.

    Doing all the sequences of attention and channeling the prana at once, takes months maybe years of practice.

    Don't give up, is a tedious process that one will learn along the way, more than any book or teacher.

     

    Feel free to post opinions, insights, add something i missed and we continue to release marvelous techniques to have a more faster approach to the unknown.

     

    Best of wishes.

     

  3. Posted

    49 minutes ago, Bill W said:

    That's a bit dramatic. Death?

    Agree about the bit underneath with witnessing. I find it powerful to do this.

    With silencing the mind I find that the more silent my mind is, the more serenity I have. Moves me away from Monkey mind.

    Is a matter of conscious attention, if we misplace that attention will be trap in the circle of non-stop thoughts. 

    Is like observing every detail on a monitor screen, instead of listening ditectly to the CPU. This is an exp.

  4. Posted

    3 hours ago, OmniYoga said:

    if this all is one mind - oneness,
    why they are things, stuff, ideas, people, places even thoughts, moods, emotions ... etc all kind of things - that we resonate with, love, like, tolarate, accept, welcome, being open, or naturally driven towards etc

    and on the other hand - all kind of things  that are we don't resonate - repulisive, disgust, not carring, dislike, moving or staying away from it|

    even if we look at this community (subculture) of enlightment, conciousness, self - actualized there is only small % of people who are into this,
    many people will never care about it and they seems to be fine, OK without it as well

    don't get it

    Because the fragmentation of the Ego can go infinite. 

  16. Posted

    7 hours ago, vibrate said:

    I find very few sources on that topic. What I'm looking for is a way to transform actual, aroused sexual energy.

    I tried this morning during meditation, with the particular situation that I had satisfied my partner and got aroused in the process myself but was not touched myself (why that is is a whole other issue, looking for energetic solutions here). First with locating the energy in my body, then to pull it up the spine. This worked for some time. Then I tried to load up my aura with it. Then I just want to let it expand. In the beginning I felt like being on the right path but then I drifted off with my thoughts (toward anger, resentment, frustration and shame which is precisely what I want to avoid). I settled for affirmations instead, inviting sexuality into my life.

    I really want to explore and pracice this more. Any clues?

     

    Put the arousal into Muladhara, colon\legs\base of the spine. Pull second chakra belly in Hara at exhale. Use spleen to pull hara in and sexual energy left and down.

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    6 hours ago, zeroISinfinity said:

    Where you Will go from here. Your "next life" depends on level of consciousness you "developed". Game is eternal. Forever expanding and it is for all and everything. 

    Problem I am facing is the higher level of consciousness more responsibility God Will give you to create. So it is very easy to fall of into devilry. I would rather Just surrender and let go of everything. But this fuckin heart doesn't want to allow it. No wonder I want out, it doesn't matter really. 

    That is true inner Jihad. 

    What next life? You imply the existance of the ego beyond this carnal life? Do you believe in the afterlife? All this are bs.

  23. Posted

    20 hours ago, Shaun said:

    Over the last few months I have been going through what is most likely the dark night of the soul. I used to love film photography, 16mm film movie making, electronics and engineering. All interest in these things has been completely lost and I am in the process of selling nearly everything as it's all just clutter and too much hassle to me now. All these things I have accumulated only gave temporary happiness at best. All that matters to me now is getting on with spirituality as I can't see any way out of the wage slavery I'm in. Getting out of that would be yet more hassle.

    Does spirituality normally have this effect?

    Awakening will shatter you current lifestyle and what you think you like the most. 

    It is a life decision that will bloom in something beautiful if you ler it unfold. Give it time a couple if months that the drama will switch into something great.

    So yes, this is normal until the reptilian\limbic system of the body heals.

  24. Posted

    1 hour ago, Norbert Lennartz said:

    What's that? Can you check it?

    I think it is nonsense.
    There is a comprehensive, general spirit that is contained everywhere, you could call it the Holy Spirit,
    and there is a fallible, limited, individual mind.
    In English language both are always called "mind".

    There are so many spirits that one lifetime is not enough just to count them. Individual mind is a trap. Only the awakened has the privillage to such individuallity. 

     

  25. Posted

    13 hours ago, Schahin said:

    I really really wish I would not ignore the obvious reality. 

    Some of you enlightened brothers here seem to make it look like the others not awoken yet ignore it because they decide to. But let's be honest we human beings just cannot awaken without the use of psychedelic spirit helpers, or through immense meditation work of which I heard here could also take more than 20 years. How would I simply now have the chance to not ignore the obvious reality, doesn't seem possibly right now right here, if yes please advice me  on how hehe thx

    But yeah this kind of magic once one realizes indeed must be a unique magical thing, but my question was rather related to more magic that means consciously changing things, events or I don't know what for the good with your inner energy. 

    Depends on your level of awakening and experience to do real magic. 

    The dormant folk will never change something only by will or work. It takes more than that.