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  1. @WhatAmI yes be the reality, but take note reality that you exist as NOTHINGNESS(which is not an experience), he said that dont locate yourself because it's impossible, just give up and just simply be it.
  2. yeah, since our purpose here is to give rise of Awareness , not thinking. I recommend listen once in a while to the episodes: Grasping the illusory Nature of thoughts and How your mind distorts reality... just you know.. to remind ourselves

  3. Fear Of Physical Pain

    30secs replied to heeaffes's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @heeaffes pretend to be fearless until you become fearless, I dont know..yeah maybe its effective for you. I experienced lot of fears during my high School specially when playing basketball. Sooo it just came up to my mind how about I'm gonna pretend I have no fear like Im just like solid no emotions to show in my face-just fu.kn play no matter what, ..but meeen! to be honest that was the coolest technique I've used special those crucial games I had. But maybe? I dont know , just try it.
  4. for me, yes !!! for now (Ego mindset) , Enlightenment is like a holy candy we desperately to realize. ..but I can feel that if you become Enlightened everything will be very different(Godly realization) that even pain, pleasures became a joke. But again maybe for now, as an Ego, yes its all about pleasures.
  5. maybe I can put like this, imagine that all matter in this universe is your body(cars, trees, people, galaxy, space), its silly to say that I dont love my arm or other parts of my body. woah theres no even "I" who will going to love something. I dont know what genuine love is, maybe "IT IS TO BE" or just simply "BEING"..maybe?

  6. Happiness List

    30secs replied to Zane's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    Im doing happiness list but I stop by the end last year, maybe I got lazy to write that time, but I have new insight of happiness when I watched the episode "Your not happy because you dont want to be happy", I realized that I must destroy my old system of happiness, its a real scary one but who knows I will appreciate things in this world more.
  7. @Lorcan hehe..I got amused by your carving stone story, but do you meditate? I found meditation boring first but after year of consistent meditation- oh I wish I have more time to do it(since Im working 9-5 even saturdays). But seriously meditation is the most important TO DO RIGHT NOW!

  8. What Is A Thought?

    30secs replied to Christian's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    I've listed 100 flattening the illusions on my notebook, and my brother was able to read it, and said are your crazy?
  9. hmm..I think Leo pointed out personality like for example a 'baby"(which no have lot of experience yet) having a unique personality , simply because he/she have unique complex biological structure..maybe Im not sure, but again like for example animals like dogs, cats, having no concept of ego, but they have different personality too, I think because of the unique instincts, damn this universe creates his own many brains.
  10. he realized that who is the "I" is perceiving his suffering, and he concluded that the "I" is the space/void where though exist then one morning he was very happy and fully conscious. I remember Echart Tolle said, "you just misinterpreted the suffering as bad" . We have different suffering in life, but one thing he precisely said, we just misinterpreted it.!
  11. you all right, it's just level of perspectives.
  12. imagine the whole infinite universe is your eyeball, your eye doesnt look to any directions because there's no directions. The eye is simply experiencing itself. Go outside, look at a tree, in our linear logical thinking we are looking to a tree, but the truth is the tree is part of your body, yourself, so the tree is seeing itself. So if someone ask I dont feel the tree when it's cut? hmm.. so does your hair, or when you cut your finger nails, thats you part of you:)
  13. it is empty nothing or just simply nothing,? the impossibility to have the notion of Nothingness, I think it's important to not get lost with more Ideas.

  14. All Personal Questions For Leo

    30secs replied to A way to Actualize's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @Leo Gura did you ever imagine someday having a family and the same time became a Yogi, I mean how that might work? thanks:)
  15. when my ego wants to stop meditating , I make it some sort of a challenge like"hey ego you know what, we are meditating for one a half year now, so no matter what you say I'm going to finish it". I mean when you meditate consistently more than a year, that's a great inspiration not to broke the habit.
  16. I realized that time is just a concept while walking, I see trees, clouds in the horizon, birds, mountain, what happen was it's just click of me that "oh all physical matter in this universe are changing including my body, but it all happen in a big moment called "Now", and the clock's time is just human invention! I realized also that the universe created brain who's thinking right now, so literally the whole infinite universe is my body. ..holy sh** that was amazing feeling.

  17. All Personal Questions For Leo

    30secs replied to A way to Actualize's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @Leo Gura how tall are you? you know how to play basketball?

  18. All Personal Questions For Leo

    30secs replied to A way to Actualize's topic in Personal Development -- [Main]

    @Leo Gura I'm your big fan, I printed a logo Actualized.org on my black t-shirt, is it okay to you? if not, just tell me then i'll throw it away:)
  19. @Infinite if you feel knee pain during meditation let the pain spread to your body ..accept all suffering as you can, the body will naturally balance in the process.
  20. I remember from Leo's video "Rant against Morality", the Ego has a shadow on it. Example of my ego, "I want to be healthy, so I should not eat junk foods". The shadow of my ego is "I really want to eat junk foods in the first place" but because my Ego wants to be healthy then I moralize my self. We hear a lot about Ego, and people above asking well it exist or not since it's just an illusion, yes it exist but it is illusory in nature. Simple as to say I exist as an illusion.
  21. even higher or lower self, that's ego! mental model about you, it's easy to say this in a logical manner but hard to really understand it, why ? because it's so easy the idea is that our mind don't believe on it:)
  22. when I read the question, I imagined Jesus Christ hanged on the cross, this might be whats look like an Enlightened man dying, it's not sad at all it's sign of love.
  23. from logical point of view Enlightenment means realization of no-self, so it means that if the "YOU" is just a belief then all your problems are beliefs too. So if your problem for example lack of money then Enlightenment do not make you rich but simply make you aware that you don't need to be rich, but of course you need to earn money for the sake of the body's survival, I mean lets be real here.
  24. I think when your Enlightened , you can feel that there are still low and higher self modes but because your Awakened your very aware that "it is not you" or of course you become the watcher of the emotions, thoughts or whatever like a wind passing by(you know you have no control on it, or it will not stop) you just passed it through
  25. as far as I know Awareness is in the moment observation