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@Paul92 Maybe you think, that they are your ego, which is not true in your perception, so it causes you to suffer.

@tsuki Maybe it is my assumptions about him, from what I've heard. But he seems to say, that you need something else than yourself. Why would he have to suffer so much, when he is Awakened?

@tsuki I can't help myself, I feel so much pride in this. It feels like as if he was describing himself, as the epitome of a master.

@Paul92 You are not alone Paul We are here to help you, just take a break if this is too much for you.

It depends on how good is your embodiment. A kid can learn how to understand Reality better than most adults just by meditating for a while or going on Ayahuasca trip, following some content of a master... But then, they can still be disobedient and cheeky

What is the other thing there is? Probably living a selfless life.

Very amazing person. When I watch videos about him, I can't help but to do push-ups you know... Just too much motivation. Gonna read his book and also the book from Jesse Itzler very soon (I just don't know if I can work out while reading, maybe I can get an audiobook)

@cetus56 I guess Leo is also a human after all.

@28 cm unbuffed @tecladocasio I also think that. He should go to the retreats for spiritual growth, not to get ideas about God. He is too attached to his intellectual content.

@Identity Hahahaha I see... Actually it happens to me as well, when I don't feel like getting up in the morning to do 40 mins of zazen and yoga... I just have to jump out and do it, otherwise I end up doing all sorts of weird things

@Key Elements Yeh sure I am mainly curious about why does your opinion slightly change from others.

What do you mean? What is your full perspective then?

@Key Elements Didn't mean to do that, I just wanted to express my opinion I just saw you talking with Leo and Serotoninluv and your perspectives seemed to differ quite a lot.

@tsuki Honestly, I feel fear and anger when I look him into the eyes, they frighten me. @Key Elements It is really interesting how you seem to divide in opinions with the other mods. I feel like it is kind of dumb to say, that something is beyond the mind and then try to talk about it, argue about it, labeling it, conceptualizing it... To some extent it might be useful, sure, but I don't get Leo these days. He says, that he wants to transcend psychedelics and then goes on 13 trips, his mind could be addicted imo. I also think, that trying to push yourself into Infinity is like a fake intention. Whenever I try to desperately find a way to advance further, when I actually feel good, it just ends up in distracting me. I haven't done psychedelics, I wanna try Ayahuasca, but I still don't know what to think. I think that one might become too attached to them and then he becomes dependent on them to actually feel God.

@Identity Hey, it's good that you are aware of all this stuff. One cannot grow without mistakes. The most advanced people I know have suffered like so fucking much that most people probably can't even imagine being in such a situation. This might seem like bs, but today, even in rocket science for example, people cannot just send an object into the Universe linearly, without thinking too much, they have to program it with counter-intuitive pathings, use the gravity fields of the planets to make it go faster etc... I would suggest you to make some sort of order, some schedule. For example fix your sleep cycle, go to sleep at the same time everyday and meditate twice a day - before and after sleep. Just giving an example. Never skip a day! Social events are also very good, because you get an immediate feedback on your growth. I don't mean pick-up, but like everything. People can test your patience, pride, selfishness and you can become more aware of these things in you by interacting with many strangers, friends, family members. About the ego backlashes... I used to have like so many, now I still do, but I don't call them ego backlashes, because to me it sounds as if it was just some other self, that is making mess in my life and it was keeping me from taking full responsibility. These are actually pointers, that your practice is either really intense or that you are too proud of yourself. Also expect various brain changes, head aches to be happening, it is common. I also used to have nightmares, like 7 days in a row - school shooting, meeting a monster in a parking lot, all kinds of scary stuff. Try investigating on that stuff. For example, from one of my nightmares I learnt, that my life is very precious and that I don't want to waste it and then get shot you know... Hope this helps PS.: Who is going too hard?

@tsuki It's cool, sometimes I just take stuff too seriously and get confused, I also respect him a lot. I think Leo should learn from him.

Yeh, I kind of resonated with Osho, but now I think he was kinda poorly integrated in comparison with some other teachers... Is Ralston an actual sadist?

Don't fall into hipocrisy here. You might wish everyone to have less suffering, without first helping yourself. Even Leo is still basically helping himself.

@28 cm unbuffed Eating less meat helps me, also breath of fire. Sometimes I have to do it for 3 minutes to calm down

@Marinus You cannot grow without mistakes. Maybe you need to transcend pick-up, as it is making you attached to people.

This reminds me of this scene:

@Shin I'm glad to have you here bro

@ajasatya You always surprise me. How do you even help such a deeply unhappy person?

@okulele I hope it worked

@SunnyNewDay You first asked if it is possible to have an active sex life by going to nightclubs and then you say girls make you wait. You kind of answered yourself if you are telling the truth.