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@Spiral Do you think its ok to live a lonely life? I have no urge to date or anything, it kind of feels like a needy behaviour and it always gets boring after time... I mean, every pleasure is chemical after all. I have had a few relationships already and as I am looking back sometimes, it feels so unhealthy. Maybe I am wrong...

@ajasatya @YogiLogan Thank you for replying! Well, maybe i am not that kind of newbie... I have experienced PTSD before, so I was trying to improve my life, looking at all those „youtube gurus“, going in and out of the serious work, couldnt really feel the benefits. After that I got my eyes opened a bit more and disposed of most of the negative motivations, trying to judge and gossip, even meditated and took cold showers for a few weeks, but then our house started to get reconstructed and theres so much noise I cant really focus on anything... I probably put the question wrong, I am watching Leo SERIOUSLY (taking notes, contemplating, re-reading) for about 2-3 months, but am trying to get back, as I lost the track...

@Feel Good @RabbitHole Thanks for replying! I cannot really define what I eat on my average day, since my family doesnt really care about diet that much and I dont have money myself to buy stuff. (15 years old at grammar school) I am also just trying to break the bad eating habits, I am not like neck-deep in the process, but I think that I am more conscious of my body than an average teenage boy. I surely need less than you, I am about 6 feet tall and weight 65 kilos... The grains might help probably, yeah... One more thing I am concerned about is the B12 vitamin, it seems to pop out everywhere if you search for veganism. Is it really that much of a problem? Is it a problem to eat the same things every single day other than that I could have issues with being annoyed with the taste after few weeks?

@QandC Thanks for answering. I am interested in too many languages, especially in Asia. I love characters. But as I was meditating and doing self-inquiry, I realized, that I was just trying to impress people around me by knowing languages such as Japanese and Chinese. They are indeed very interesting, but my motivation was very negative most of the time. On the other hand, I feel like trying to study some ancient/dead language. I saw that idea when I was meditating one day, it just flew through my mind. But I dont feel any passion for that, so I dont think I could persevere. Hindi is also very atractive for me right now, because I like Indian food, Indian teachers and gurus (especially Sadhguru) and there are probably many great materials for learning. Thats just my point of view, I am open to other ideas and stories.

Hey everyone, I have 2 questions: 1) Is there any field, that might be useful to study at a university for self-actualization? 2) I have a big passion for languages, so I want to hear from you guys, if you have any positive experiences with languages making your way to self-actualized life easier. (you were able to read more or not miss some great events) Which were these languages?