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@zeroISinfinity its consuming you, and not in a good way. This desire to transcend 'this life' and experience will never satisfy you. You already are nameless. You already are zeroisinfinity. Just see what happens. Don't ruin it for yourself with obsessive desires for unobtainable outcomes. (are they unobtainable because they are pushed away by thought? Hmmmm...) At the same time don't detest thought and wish it away. Find harmony.

@zeroISinfinity you just need a break. Your mind has obsessed over this for too long. You know the way, but the thinking gets in the way. Stop explaining what things are, you never will anyway. Just hang out with us and appreciate your unity. Let it all go-- the need to understand, or that you do understand. No one cares. And I mean that nicely. Its nice that no one cares. Enjoy it. Share insights with us as they arise.

Lol I wanna pull that up in my vr screen

They have a heavy body load and tend to be 'darker' in nature to lsd... Well I've never had lsd but just going off of others reports.

Most of my synchronicities are around the number 33, to the point beyond just desired outcome. Many times when I check posts here or on Facebook, it's been 33 minutes since last reply or is the 33rd comment, etc. And that's just social media... Clock is often on the 33rd minute, etc.

Or you misinterpret and accidentally jump straight into the bus's path. Better to LOOK for yourself.

Oh I can tell left or right, I just can't tell you left or right, or you may get hit by the same bus

there must be a point of reference for there to be a left, or a right. If we were to stand looking at each other, your left is my right, and vice versa. so there is no left or right. its just made up silliness.

'The Principle of Polarity' "Everything is Dual, everything has poles, everything has its pair of opposites, like and unlike are the same, opposites are identical in nature, but different in degree, extremes meet, all truths are but half-truths, all paradoxes may be reconciled" -The Kybalion "I form light and create darkness, I make peace and create evil. I the Lord do all these things" -The Book of Isaiah -The Hebrew Bible "Light and Darkness, life and death, right and left, are brothers of one another. They are inseparable. Because of this neither are the good good, nor evil evil, nor is life life, nor death death. For this reason each one will dissolve into its earliest origin. But those who are exalted above the world are indissoluble, eternal" -The Gospel of Phillip -The Nag Hammadi Scriptures

What did "I am born bad" mean? Do you feel like you are on some kind of redemption cycle?

Yeah that can be tough, but it's good to come out with something lest you forget..

Subjective ?‍♂️ to me.

@deso nah, just as long as you can calm the turbulent mind, should be fine. Do you ever see images when you meditate? If so, what clarity level would you say they are, 1 being barely visible outlines and 10 being full blown hd colored images.

well like I said I can help with learning to step into a reality where you can play god to your heart's content, but as for some kind of enlightenment experience you'll have to stick around and ask the wiser ones. How good are you at meditating?

@deso oh good. So are you looking for an experience?

hmm... yeah... if you say it, its true. So, you have nothing to seek. anymore. There is something "to be found" , but its not found yet and will never be found, because there's nothing more to seek. How does that make you feel?

@deso No i haven't tried going to an underwater city, but if I do, spongebob-land would be fun to try! And I'm talking about vivid and lucid dreaming... I wonder if you have any experience with either of those. To the point where you literally live a second life every night, but in this one you get to play god. Quite literally. So is it safe to say you are longing for "The Experience?" What is it you're wanting to experience? Where has all this conceptualization taken you? You may say nowhere, or you may say right here, now. Maybe now is the time. But you believe you've been through all this, right? All the questioning and answering. You say you've learned a lot. Maybe too much.... but maybe we let the learning go too. Or learn other things, for now. Life lessons alter our contextualization. The fun ones lift our hearts into higher realms. The hard ones burn for a long time. But long times are always much shorter in hindsight. If you're interested, I can help you get some cool experiences in dreaming.

@deso forget knowledge, it clearly doesn't serve you.

I can jump off a roof and fly. Its something I do regularly. Though I'm in a different 'body' at the time. Its fun! Sometimes I like to dive all the way to the ground and pretend like I'm going to crash, and then level off at the last moment and use that momentum to boost high in the air. I'm a big show off, regularly. I assume everyone watching is entertained, but I don't stick around long enough to find out. But that's probably not what you were asking....

@deso sure why not? I've got no where to go.

@deso OK, so let's start. Check your experience right now. What emotion are you feeling right now, and what specifically do you think it's linked to? Is this your baseline emotion for the typical day? If not, what is your typical baseline emotion? And let's not refer to your original post. Just answer the question(s) anew as if you haven't told us anything yet.

@deso what do you want? What was the purpose of making this thread? Do you want help? I can try. But you'll need to go into all the gory details. And I won't even talk about enlightenment.

@deso you seem to believe you need those things right now. Lets see what you need after five years of working the farm.