Jeff Zhang

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  1. @shermano667 sorry, I don't understand American politics very much. why do people dislike Trump so much? saying him an idiot or b.s.? What's the point he caused so much controversies?
  2. @Zigzag Idiot really? Can you elaborate on it, take some examples? Thank you.
  3. Yesterday afternoon when I meditated on bed, I feel a bit of weird. Almost in all of the 30minutes My mind just like a monkey, wandering one thought after another thought, many miserable memories came up running on its own, especially things like a woman I loved so much this year didn't love me, and left me without any response , I felt so painful,bitter and regret in my heart. and also things like in job career very less help I received from friends which caused my failure. I felt a resentment and angst to them.SO many negative emotions. So then I tried to shut down my mind, finally it's a bit of calm. In retrospect, I more realize so often I really can't trust my mind which is a preprogrammed machine running on its own without me being aware of it most of the time. In fact, I would rather say it's a mental prison/cage for me. Because so often I am completely drowned and trapped in the trains of thoughts and memories produced by this machine. I feel so miserable and bitter in it. The thoughts and memories are so sad. Nevertheless, With this rude awakening,it seems now I sometimes can free myself from some sufferings. but the question is, if I am not my mind and I can't trust my mind, what else can I really trust? And who am I really? And Why am I so painful? Thank you ,friends. Hope my experience doesn't disturb you. Advises are welcomed.
  4. @GabrielWallace haha~~,Shenzhen, Shanghai are ideal place. I am afraid Leo wouldn't bother to come given the such small amount of audience in China.
  5. I am interested in how you managed to escape the wage slavery by trading crypto currencies and stocks, can you specify how you did that? I have been interested in it so long,but still couldn't figured out how to start. I would like to have a try really. Thank you.
  6. @Matt8800 Thank you for your kind. I also would like to try psychedelic, however in China it's illegal, people who take it would be arrested. So, I am wondering does it have alternative way to substitute psychedelic so that I can have a taste of the sudden enlightenment ? Is Shamanic Breathing an alternative one that Leo had introduced in a video? But I saw some people say this kind of breathing could shorten for life expectancy and harm health. Also, can you share some meditation skills, I find my mind wandering so often,so hard to calm down to gain peace and bliss during meditation. Thank you so much .
  7. @Leo Gura Great thanks,Leo. That must be so exciting and amazing.I am so hopefully you come to China and give lectures and workshop one day, and people here would love it so much. Thanks for all of your hard work.
  8. Thanks, take your time.
  9. @spicy_pickles don't beat yourself up so much, wish you have a good day. Stop judgement on yourself. Hope you be fine.
  10. @GabrielWallace Thanks for sharing, bro. It's inspiring. Have a wonderful time in China.