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Mega hard. Very very challenging. The start of my journey was 8 years straight of incredible and immense pain. Luckily I always had a connection to god, I intend on going forward. I expect more pain, but the strength you get is unbelievable. Not just strength either, knowledge, insight, wisdom love and other stuff. I am so happy right now. I've recently had the most massive breakthrough of my entire life. Sober, life breakthrough not psychedelic. But have to be careful your not actually doing yourself damage with the likes of psychedelics. I use the analogy of weight lifting. You expect the pain but you want to intuitively distinguish between the pain of healthily breaking down muscle cells and the pain of tearing the muscle. Stronger people can take more. Don't bite off more than you can chew brother

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If you think about it, what we define as weird is just that which is not normal. Anything that exceeds our relative human sphere of experience it's labelled as weird. Considering god is everything, and a massive percentage of everything falls outside the sphere of human experience, god will mostly be considered to be a complete weirdo. He kinda is. I mean he definitely is. But he's cool

I think, rather than trying to identify if someone if definitively fascist, one idea I have is we just try to estimate the potential for straight up corruption in each person. Charlie was a mouth piece but I didn't see evil in him. Saying this though, the path to hell is paved with good intentions. So fucked. All of it. New vid, can't see it in the last few pages here Side note...do you think he became a target because it maybe started to look like he could make for a conservative president at some point? That video says the suspected shooter is even further right than kirk. I think politics definitely has the potential to black pill people

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Ai - Antivaxers - alcoholics - headstrong knowledge absolutists, claimants of intellectual monopoly on reality. Believing reality is understood. Rejection of metaphysics. Narrow minded. - people who hold to detrimental rights like gun rights. - people who prioritise who can speak first and the loudest in conversations over making actual compelling arguments. - people who demonise, judge and have a strong sense of self and other (selfishness). Heavy handed individuals. - imperialists, power hunger, dominating opponents with force.

I pretty much grasp that both sides are dumb, but we need to pass through the progressive stupidity of the left to eventually get to the point where everyone isn't dumb. I also think that when it comes to identifying the difficulties of the right it's sometimes best to just rely on intuitive observations. Like basic stuff. All you have to do is look at a lot of trump supporters...they aren't emotionally intelligent, they aren't rigorous thinkers and lots of them are racist and homophobic. And the ones who have done their homework are often very deluded or headstrong with little emphasis on compassion. Right are usually religious ideologues too. At the most basic level it's purely about selfishness Vs selflessness. Even if you look at communist countries, they manipulate and coerce to maintain power. I know for a fact that if trump could, he would organise assassinations of his own, anything to keep power. The right is basically a political amalgamation of these kinds of people. So the question, perhaps, should be how do these people cause damage. Because they are specific, individualised incarnations of the right. Religious ideologues - cause damage by indoctrinating people into cults of group think, often leading to people pretending to be better with fake spiritual methods resulting in churches just being dens of broken people with hidden trauma. Unintelligent people - cause damage because they do things that they think will help society but won't. Like raising children in a protective bubble which only results in a rougher landing when the rubber meets the road in the real world. (Religious people do this too). And generally being abusive because they don't know how to process their own pain. Racists - cause damage by undermining peoples humanity because of their skin. Same with homophobes. Generally I see a lack of conscious awareness and resulting patterns of abuse. Abuse of people, abuse of power. Intentional and unintentional.

I do not promote violence

No doubt from a politically oriented person's perspective, asking for a mega thread on how the right damages society would be like asking for a mega-thread on why the sky is blue lol. But we need some help clarifying exactly how the right damages society. @Sugarcoat I found this so far

He causes problems in the wrong way bro. Causing problems isn't inherently bad but his problems are. It's because he basically promotes sexism and bigotry. Regardless of what way he twists it...his content is received by large amounts of young men and they become toxic males. The only thing I'd say is that the world does need to find something to do with men who give political correctness a run for it's money. Ultimately it's a gigantic beast (civilisation). We just keep making the right plays and promoting spirituality. It'll fix itself. Nothing wrong with male strength but it has to be calibrated. wholesome self improvement resources and sites like this are the antidote. Sites like this, that are open about topics like sex, power and money and how to approach them carefully, are especially effective at taming or satiating the desire for strength in males or females

I actually wrote this song. It's about who I am and my life

This is seriously fucked up. Donald trump is polarising the political extremes and it's affecting other countries too. A stark reminder that real spiritual wisdom and epistemic rigor is far from an unimportant or theoretical value. If Charlie had more spiritual insight he could've focused on love rather than knowledge and not pissed off people to the point where he gets shot dead. Fuck me. He could've at least recognised the requirement to protect himself and plan. This is what happens when you make a deal with the devil (trump)

Remember not to take it too seriously. Your human life is very short, if you were to get enlightened in the future you'd probably look back and think "why so serious?" One revelation I've got renewed recently is that it's not about some big achievement that you will be rewarded at the end of a near impossibly difficult journey. It's more about developing a caring and deeply intimate relationship with the person of God. It's not a thriller or a horror...it's a romcom. Also all ideas are bullshit. Granted some will reflect and symbolise awakening more accurately. But they are still just reflections and symbols in the mind. Don't grasp to tightly to them ♥️

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Jokes aside this is a beautiful blend

I form the light and create darkness, I bring prosperity and create disaster; I, the LORD, do all these things. Isaiah 45:7 Just try lean towards the love that exists in both. ☯︎

I lean into gpt most now. I thought Gemini was better but gpt has proven to be more reliable in giving accurate and comprehensive answers. If it's a question that is important I ask both of them. Getting two, consistent, cross referenced answers from the 2 of the top AI sources reduces the likelihood of inaccuracy by a good percentage. My fear is that people start thinking that tech can replace humanity. There is more to life than knowledge, strategy and victory. The human being isn't just a knowledge source, it is an energetic center with current running through it and the alive power of god. I have yet to see AI come close to the intelligence and genius of god proper. And I've only seen a small portion of that so far

The forum is getting slower than my metabolic rate

For me, ego dissolution feels exactly like this. It feels like I have nowhere to turn. Like I'm cornered and I literally can't do anything. Like the mind has been put through an industrial grinder and the only thing it results in is silence. Feels very uncomfortable but tis the price. And I have the cash. I suppose it's just staying mindful of the value of what is being purchased

sense a disturbance in the force, I do

I think Jesus won't help with awakening, virtually at all. Saying that, I wouldn't have started listening to actualised.org if I didn't lose my Christian religion smoothly and gently one step at a time. If it were ripped away from me too fast it's quite likely the ego would have recoiled and returned to religion. Although I also suppose religious people aren't the targeted demographic and I suppose the work here isn't aimed at conversion. Leo I use your own advice on gentleness.