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Without any mindfulness practise you literally can't control yourself or your sinful actions. There were things about myself that I couldn't control and now I can. However I also am suspicious that the idea that I am in control of them is an illusion. If I am an illusion then how can I control anything. It's just god manifesting himself through me and reacting to things that happen to him. Different manifestations of the Guru. You think you chose your spouse when in actual fact it was based upon small things that you liked or disliked about them. The best explanation I've ever heard is this. You think you choose what music you like? Why don't you choose to like all music...or why don't you choose to like all food? You can't, because it's not your choice

I now have access to DPT, I defo feel like I'm more ready for it now. Ill start with low doses and work up. Practising with powerful techniques regularly, I see this as having more of a foundation and base upon which to stand in the lostness commonly found during a psychedelic trip. Much more grounded in groundlessness and comfortable with fluid reality. It's so powerful. I can notice myself glowing. Deeper levels ♥️ this compound will help ??

I researched the same

You can literally choose to know what to do in every situation. You can just go "I choose to know what to do" and boom. You are the holy spirit.

@Bill W lol, I love you bro <3

Belief is different to seeing something directly. Don't worry too much about belief

*hits blunt*

I've had this very interesting thing where I do my stretches in kryia yoga then I imagine the energy going up the shushumna and sending it through the star at the point between the eyes...every time I practise it gets more intense. The first round after stretches always makes me super super fucking dizzy, very powerful

Most powerful technique for me is self enquiry and compare concepts with your actual hand. Although, Leo said that getting enlightened without psychedelics is like climbing mount Everest by shuffling up it on your belly. Fuck that

This guy......doesn't seem to know the deepest truths. I am literally Jesus and I am literally buddha. An empty mind is God. I have created all of this

@TDW1995 doing or not doing anything is a distraction. Anything other than the practices is a distraction. Even thinking about the practises is a distraction. Doing them mindlessly and remaining mindless is exactly what your going for. But yo, it's incredibly scary for you when your still an ego. Facing death and demons. Very scary the ego must be courageous

Yo bro, don't do fuckin hard drugs. Stick with psychedelics. And man, the experience only becomes sweeter with more consciousness

Fuck ego life. Human life can suck a shit it's so annoying and boring. Get those enlightened vibes flowing bro ♥️

I find the best way is to dive headfirst straight into the sess-pit of demons and drown in their black presence. Lol. It's gotta happen sooner or later. The healing that I get from this is phenomenal ☮️?

You'd be surprised how the most obvious of things are hidden right in front of your face. There's a story about a Cyclops (giant being with one eye). One day he woke up confused and heard a voice saying "find the dot, find the dot." He looked around but the only thing he would see was darkness. Just straight up blackness.... couldn't see a single fucking thing. He looked for the dot for hours and hours and hours (just a funny wee story). eventually he said "well shit, I can't find this dot anywhere, I can't see anything!" Then he hears the other person there approach him, and gently take a special cloth and wiped the dot off his eye. Lol. Obvious things are hidden well sometimes. Although I highly doubt that there exists no other accounts of people seriously using psycs for spiritual work. However I do doubt that they would have been as concentrated or as powerful as Leo's usage of them. I haven't seen anywhere else with this amount of power or wisdom before

Im pretty sure it's addictive in some shape or form. I couldn't stop smoking it. It also operates via the dopaminergic neurotransmitter pathways in the brain...which means it makes you feel good. When the chemical makes you feel good you brain stops making itself feel good, cuz the thc is doing the job for it. Problem is, when you sober up, the brain takes longer to regulate and stablise back to making itself feel good naturally. With prolonged use it's extremely common to see increase in paranoia, anxiety, irritability, lack of motivation, forgetfulness and overall worse quality of life. It definitely has addictive possibilities. Weed is worse for the mind than it is for the lungs. Be careful. DMT on the other hand, non-addictive, therapudic as fuck, extremely powerful for consciousness work, doesn't create build up of cancer causing tar in the lungs... Why not just hit up Dimitri is what I say I was a stoner who got smart. Got conscious. At one point I couldn't get out of bed I was that fucked up. Didn't even know it was the weed. Although, I'm a believer in playing with fire. So go for it. Just remember the Golden rule, be smarter than everyone else and know *how* to play with fire safely ?? #ConsciounessCrew #BluntCrew #ParanoiaCrewHahaha

@Thewritersunion fuck sake I don't usually shit post but sure

Bruh, why leave. Is this not the most powerful amalgimation of all teachings and techniques. This place is the equivalent of if Hitler, Churchill, Trump, Kim, Stalin and the Queen all joined forces and took 40mg of 5meo every other week together to form one massive super-continent-earth-kingdom. You underestimate this place. This shit is DENSE

Do deep mystical practises and continually question the fabric of reality. Follow the voice in your head like a child following a whisper. This basis really sets me up for brilliant dives at least anyway. I was thinking today, why call them trips. It's more like a dive than a trip in my opinion. Like your diving into your subconscious mind. Especially considering how "diving" is considered something you do to become completely submerged in something. I like water to lol. Isint water so refreshing. There's something refreshing about it ?

@Javfly33 i have to say mate, I don't really understand how this whole thing works. Infact, I don't really know how any of this works...or why ketamine is good for consciousness work. Infact I don't even know what consciousness is. I go by the voice...the longer I do what it says the more things start to line up. I can't explain how I know ket is good for consciousness work...I just do. But seriously watch out, it's a super nice drug that is super addictive in my opinion. Aw it's so good tho lol

Looks like a nice guy who means well...but I perceive no actual deep spiritual insight. this isint necessarily a "bad" thing...it's necessary as a step before actual realisation

Whats the point in building a sandcastle when it will inevitably be washed away by the sea. What's the point in a dance when it will inevitably come to an end. What's the point in looking at art when it doesn't do anything and will also, inevitably be destroyed by time. Its like a firework going off. It's just cool lol ✌? that's why enlightened people laugh all the time. They've realised, deeply, that everything is just.......kinda cool. And that's it. Haha. Smoke a joint

I find that people have the most powerful trips when they take low doses. I've seen it multiple times

So...this one is really kinda fuckin weird. I dropped around 5pm with my tested LSD. Dropped with a close mate of mine who I like to trip with cuz his energy is good. We started off by watching a film then when we started feeling the effects around 6/7pm I suggested we draw on a sketch board and interact with each other and converse etc. This went beautifully with some relaxing music playing on a speaker I brought. We started with therapeutic styled "put your thoughts on the page" exercise. We drew some stuff, and kept it light. I personally find lsd very hard to deal with, but this time it was much better. I had more mindfulness training I was able to exit thought loops at will. Something very interesting happened after sitting like this for a while...my friend started freaking out and he wouldn't stop freaking out and I had this unction to ask him what it is....... ....so I asked him, what is it. I touched my finger and thumb on my left hand together and said "allow yourself to be silenced by it." With how confused lsd can get you it was easy to forget thoughts and return...to "it". Hahah. And no matter how hard we tried to find it we couldn't find it, but no matter how hard we tried to escape it...we couldn't escape it. We said things like "there's nothing to do, are we meant to somewhere or do something hahahaha" and we just kept bursting out loud in laughter. After a while I realised that it was love. Like the moment a lad and a girl stop thinking and kiss in a moment of passion. Nothing logical has taken place, and yet it is more powerful than the logical. I realised that I was fully accepting my friend and he was fully accepting me and we didn't need to have something to talk about and we just laughed for hours and hours and hours HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Oh my God hahahahahah. Something very very powerful happened nearing the end of the night. I took a wee smoke of grass and the way it mixed with the lsd was very powerful indeed. All of a sudden I felt like I didn't need to say anything at all...like at all. My friends gf came home and they were talking and talking and talking about mad serious stuff like reality and mad stuff. And I was just in silence not saying anything (having a very powerful experience) and every so often I would blurt out an incredibly random and funny thing. I was just being so funny and they would burst out into laughter after talking for ages seriously. But *this* is what I wanted to mention on this report. There are distinct things that happened after this point. I was on grass and lsd (feeling fine) but...the only way I can describe this is...it felt like everything was happening *for me*. And what really blew me away was my mate and hid gf, it seemed like they were literally actors in a made up movie and I was the only one who knew it was a movie...and it was quite powerful, when I tried to talk to my mate and his gf they *could not* answer. I'm not saying I felt like they were dismissive of my comments...I mean, it felt like they *could* not answer me because they thought their movie character was real. And that this was all a reflection of me. It kept getting stronger and stronger and my friends gf started flirting with me like mad and my mate said "it's happening tonight" and I can't explain it. It...it also felt like I was watching myself through their eyes. And it was vivid! Super vivid. I knew they were fake. They literally we're pretending to be real to distract me. It felt so real. Can I ask if anyone has ever experienced things like this before at all? Drop a report lol. Update: you know it really reminds me of that moment in the movie inception when the dreamers' subconscious became aware that it was dreaming and all of the "subconscious projections" of people in the dream turned and stared at the people who were real. It felt surreal

Wtf is going on like. Is this meant to happen?