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@Nahm I guess when I say "I will become God" I'm referring to the experience in which I realise that nothing separates me and God (whatever "I" and "God" are, since I don't know what either of those things are)... I guess I'm pointing to the time when I realise that the differentiation of "me" and "god" is removed. I think I understand the phrase "no-differentiation" as opposed to "non-duality" It's very confusing. I just keep a loose conceptual understanding of this all and keep doing the practices...I have faith in the practices, and in 5meoDMT

@Nahm I don't really know what duality is

I do not know what this is...not really (you spelt it wrong btw) lol. It feels like I'm getting distracted from what I think enlightenment is, and the thing that is distracting me is the reoccurring phenomenon of experiences in which I see [more and more] that everything around me is not what I think it is. If it were, it could not do what I see it do when I smoke dmt. When I forget the word "enlightenment" and look at the impossible things I see when I smoke, i think I get closer to what awakening is

@Dumuzzi I really like that, that natural way seems pretty cool and spiritual af. I just cba with all that extra practice, I just order pure 5meo from darknet. Very efficient way. Although Im worried in case vaping different forms of DMT might be bad for the lungs...worth it in my opinion

@Nahm ive actually come to the point where I really can admit that I don't know what anything is really. I don't know what reality is, i don't know what God is, I don't know what I am. But I hear the voice of the spirit telling me to keep quiet as I continue to intensify my practices. I find it more helpful to see what reality is not. I look around observe my room, establish as best I can what I think "it" is...then I smoke a big ass pipe of 5meo and observe and compare the two. Then do that a few times. I've been kind of lazy recently, smoked weed, chilling out...had lots of stomach pain recently and haven't practiced in 3 or 4 days, but I'm gonna come back at it and hit it hard. Then do a 7 day 5meo retreat and try hit at least 3 big 5meo breakthroughs.

?????????????????? Becoming a literal God (being immortal etc) is something that requires incredible suffering, I just keep reminding myself of the gravity of actual awakening, all of life and human existence answered, all religions, all questions, death, answered...and man, the perpetual bliss, that's something I can't wait for ?????????????????????. Do you use 5meo @Dumuzzi

Wtf

@LfcCharlie4 nice pp bro

Well enlightenment is basically discovering the truth of what reality is. I think. The real truth remains the truth in all situations and circumstances...so when you take a powerful medicine like 5meo everything gets shaken up, but the truth is the only thing that doesent get shaken up, making the truth easier to see. Very fucking powerful. Nah, at this point leos word is pretty trustworthy...if he says you need psycs, you need psycs. I think he talks about how those who attain enlightenment without psycs are very rare and naturally gifted for the spiritual work

@Consilience absolutely man. People say "it effects different people different ways" but from my observations this is only the case for a given period of time...in my observations 100% of the results say that thc really starts to fuck up your mind and mental health. I was surprised how bad it was making me feel

Watch out boss, thc will fuck you up eventually. Trust

It can look a lot like teachers change their mind but they're just switching between different perspectives and different sides of a paradox. Like when leo says "nothing exists" in one video and "everything exists" in another video, an unschooled noob would say "oh he's changed his mind he knew he was wrong." I am nothing/I am everything etc

Just learn how to use the darknet and get a shitton of 5meo that's what I did haha. If you smoke 5meo (assuming your the right age etc) you instantly get what takes years and years of practice. This should be your real goal. I just wish people stopped pretending they aren't powerful and can't use powerful techniques

Bro, if you were told "there's £1,000,000,000 waiting for you at the end of a 250 mile long road" and you see a scooter, a bicycle, a car, and a motorcycle...would you be asking "what is the the simplest method of transport I can use" or "what is the most effective method of transport I can use. I can guarantee you I'd be on that motorcycle and there in half an hour. You can waste YEARS of your life using the easiest methods. Why not start with some little kriya yoga visualization practises and self enquiry? And psychedelics are the equivalent to a super-motorcycle...use them lol. Obviously you don't start with a big 45 minutes a day, but aim for that! I literally don't see why anyone wouldnt use the most powerful techniques. "Do nothing" is one I need to ramp up in my own sadhana

I'd be interested in hearing how often leo trips these days ...

@WHO IS oh my God!! I've never seen someone else who says brosky!!! ♥️♥️

@Chumbimba in my life I've found it very very difficult to do things any way other than my own way. In nearly every aspect of my own life, the point where I reached success was when I said "fuck other people's ways of doing things" and made my own way. It just feels like that typical moment of when your friend is egging you on saying "go talk to that girl man I see you looking at her" but if you yourself know that your not in the right headspace for it, then your gonna fuck yourself if you do what your friend says. Literally fuck every other rule in existence, fuck everything else entirely. Do it the way you know will work. That's what I think

@assx95 just snort some 5meo man.

Leo said he has experienced levels of awakening to such a depth that he doesn't know if anybody else has experienced levels of awakening of the same caliber. He said nobody in the forum is awake. If this is true (which I am inclined to believe), someone random guy like Mike Tyson is incredibly unlikely to be even as conscious and spiritually developed as myself! I'm probably way more conscious and spiritually developed than Mike, and I ain't enlightened, it'll take another year and a half for me to even start expecting a full blown enlightenment occurrence.

No Christians believe to claim that you are God is of the devil. Of course there's a very fine line between an enlightened one speaking the truth of their realization that they are God, and an inflated ego thinking that it is so brilliant that it is God. The devil and Jesus both claimed to be Good in Christianity...and so it's nearly impossible to talk about it and figure it out that way. The Christians that find truth are the ones who lean not on their own understanding, those who listen directly to the voice of the holy ghost and do what it says. It's extremely rare for a Christian to *only* listen to the voice of the holy spirit though. Extremely rare. I think the easiest way would be to somehow convince them that psychedelics are "of god," or "of the earth and natural and godly" then just get them to snort 5meo haha. Mushrooms maybe. Psychedelics are good

This would be something I'd like to trip on DMT to as well:

This is one I'd like to trip to. It's also good for House parties if you have a large speaker or set of large speakers and a handful of hot babes round for drinks and dirty dancing just make sure to turn it up really loud????☀️???? and how appropriate, I'm on the pursuit of happiness lol ?? This is also something I'd like to trip to: I have trouble not moving my body to the beat of that sexy ass bass line man, ugh. I can just imagine what it would be like to listen to fully enlightened ??

Kriya yoga, self enquiry, do nothing meditation 1 hour a day frequent 5meo retreats (aim for 10 day ones)...5-10 years, that'll do the trick easy. Pain is an interesting one. People in pain are always more inclined to find God or just be wayyyy more aware. It's like it constantly draws your attention to now...it's torture ofcourse, but I kind of like it

I know what your asking. DMT shows you that you are not as much as a "person" as you once thought, and also that the universe is not as much of an "impersonal machine" as you once thought. This is one way in which I do understand non-duality. Dumb vs personal. I think I grasp this...what we know a "person" to be is actually just a complex composition of what we know "impersonal" stuff to be. Enough rocks and dust and molecules in the right formation, we get a "person"