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40 minutes self enquiry, then 20 minutes vepassena meditation Or 30 minutes self enquiry, then 30mins of vepassena ...? Which one do you think is better (more professional)? I'm looking actual advise here

I feel like I need guidance for the new (way stronger) psychedelics I'm taking. Advice and shit...I got a pipe and smoked the NN-DMT I had (but soooo little) and it wasnt in the right set or setting at all and I had a bad trip lol. It wasn't so bad, until I starting hearing my arms talk to eachother haha. Would you guys recommend steering clear of having a shaman or would it be good? (I don't really want anything if it isint real.)

@now is foreverforeverforeverfforeverforever Ohhhhh I was wondering what you meant I understand now haha. Jesus that would be interesting definitely haha. But yes Dino if I'd have enough hand puppets ?

@now is forever I don't think there would be anything necessarily wrong with having a guide. But I need independence to, I was thinking about this today. I think being able to do it on my own (like I do with most of spiritual stuff) would be most beneficial, but bro...that DMT mate my entire surroundings morph and sprout tentacles, if I do build my way up the pychedelics ladder and the DMT is still to freaky, I'll get a small amount of help. I guess we'll find out what happens. Thank you for giving some background from your own experience. Interesting

@Leo Gura and LSD felt far more manageable. I like how it feels very fluffy and "head high". But DMT brings your entire body and everything into the sensation of the trip.

@Leo Gura Hmm good advice, I was watching your video on psychedelics yesterday. I'll work my way up...my DMT isint going anywhere. My first LSD trip went very well. Can't take it every week tho...tolerance raises too quickly

...where I see 100% clarity, they see distortion Where I feel as though I have a firm understanding of myself, people think I'm confused as fuck!? Lots of people have told me that I'm confused about myself...and I didn't say anything to save an argument, but wtf...I'm exactly the opposite of confused now (regarding the big picture), I know exactly what is happening and exactly what to do to make sure it keeps going. Does anyone else feel like this?...the more your spiritual development flows, the more people are confused by what you say?

@Bluebird damn that's good advice. I've thought about this before. I've definitely created some ideologies hidden in my mind about spirituality...but it's alright I'll just focus on getting enlightened asap

@Antonius ok so here's what happened...I measured it and it said 250mg. Which means it wasn't 5-meo-dmt it was just regular NN-DMT I ordered cuz I only ordered 100mg of 5-MeO-DMT and ordered 250-300mg of regular dmt. So I measured out 25mg and snorted it. After 5 minutes, I started to see some visuals but not much. Then I just went over and snorted another 25mg...and the most that happened to me was I heard a voice sitting talking to me. I'm Gona try a 60mg dose of DMT see if that gets the blood flowing... I'm a bit disappointed but sure. I'm a broad built guy like. Jesus, it was uncomfortable to snort. But not much effects, and they only lasted 10 minutes fuck sake.

@LiakosN that's contemplation, not self enquiry.

@Surfingthewave for me it's important to make sure that you don't just 'try to meditate every day'. What I do when I need to change something or adjust something that will be a daily habit...I spend time letting my vibrational energy align with the new plan of practise. So then I start seeing it as something that has already happened every day and it's just a matter of what hour it's happening. I like to do it in the morning, but if I miss it I just do it in the evening. Try tap into your spiritual capabilities. Allow your self to learn how to dedicate itself to a new plan. This would be like the difference between going on "a diet"...or properly changing a deep, fundamental part of your dietary habits. The concept of going on 'a diet' brings with it, the implication that it is temporary. So my advice would be to try not to see it as something that your "doing". But try to accept it at a deeper level. Really harmonise your energetic frequency to the new plan and it should go a lot smoother. That's what I think like.

@zikzak @Serotoninluv i took 200ug of LSD...felt pretty casual. I really just think I'm at the point where I just have to say fuck it and snort it haha. But if I scream in my room my dad is DEFINITELY Gona know I'm not meditating ? ... I mean, I could weigh it out, bring it out in the car with me and just ride the experience out in my car with blankets, utube, popcorn and somewhere nice to walk. If it's as lucid as Leo says it is then I'll be able to drive home after the experience is over. Ill be out for 3 hours like but I'm sure I'll enjoy it lol. What you guys think? I'm more of a jump in at the deep end and hope for the best kinda guy. If I die it'll be a bit shit tho lol. Oj

Ok I have a legit question. I still live with my family and my mate who usually trip sits me is not available tonight and I just received my mg scales which means and I can take a dose of my 5-MeO-DMT. My plan is to tell my family subtly that I'm having a long meditation time and so not to disturb me in my room. I also have a "do not disturb" sign for my door that I hang over the actual handle of the door to make sure people read the sign before they come in. My question is this: is it risky doing it so close to my family? Does it make you freak out and yell and be loud and all? Or can you choose to remain quiet? If I'm just in my room and my door is closed, and I start screaming my family is Gona hear me

Any advice would be greatly appreciated, shite'in mysel a wee bit. Haha. Not Gona eat anything else incase I barf.

@Bodhidharma aw bro I'd love to have a psychedelic retreat every weekend. Damn. Get some LSD and DMT in ye haha

I actually have to remind myself of how happy I was when I realised my life's work was going to include the use of incredible drugs and trips. Haha so cool

But yo, there's a movie called "R.I.P.D (Rest in peace department)" starring Ryan Reynolds and it's basically when you die you can either enter purgatory (or something) or become an officer for RIPD if you are selected by them as suitable. When you get recruited into the RIPDepartment you get sent back to earth but you look and sound completely different than you did while you were alive. And if you try to talk to anyone or communicate about the fact that your dead or that you aren't really the person they see it sounds logical to you but all the other person hears is complete gobbledegook. It just sounds like your literally speaking in tongues for the other person haha. That's how I feel sometimes. I try to speak about it but I can't...and it just doesn't work. It isint something that can be told. The user must hear the voice of god for themselves. Thus, I find it much more helpful to focus on love and guiding people into it through kindness and genuineness.

@Rilles bro, you have 1900 posts...do you not understand what true spirituality is? Your not meant to try to stop your thoughts. Actually if you do your creating ideas...the idea that your ideas are false. The only thing you need to be concerned with is "who is the one who observes (in your direct experience). And plus "spirituality" isint meant to be a 'thing' you live by like a religion. Spirituality is nothing. There is no teaching, I don't believe any of it. Just more ideas entangling you more deeply into the web of beliefs you already have yourself in. Don't try to stop your thoughts

@Arhattobe ????????

@Adilbek jesus

@Adilbek i ordered some in the other day lol. Got it within 5 feet of me rn lol. I'm so pumped to snort it straight up the sniffer. Gona go all in for my first experience at 15mg. I'm not overweight but I'm built like. 200ug tab of LSD barely made me trip. I imagine I'll end up doing a 23mg hit in the future. I bought [what will probably work out at] just under 100mg of 5-MeO-DMT lol. Ordered 300mg of DMT to. And the great thing about regular NN-dimethyltryptamine is YOU CANT BUILD A TOLERANCE FOR IT hahaha. Lets just say, I couldnt do 2nd meditation sesh today because of how excited I was to find my 5meo arrived. I'm Gona do a wee report on how it goes. The LSD was super beneficial. But something tells me 5 is Gona be a different kettle of fish altogether. Gona wait till my mg scale comes to make sure I don't overdose and die haha. Only negative thing is, I have the 5-MeO right here, but I can't snort it without the scales so I have to wait...even though its right here. It'll be a few days before the scales come... I'm honestly thinking about just aiming low and estimating 10mg, but if I get it too low it'll be a waste of the substance, and if I estimate too high...well I think we all know what that will lead to. Or should I say, we don't know what it will lead to hahahaha. Who knows what will happen, I love these little dramas and decisions that make life so interesting

@asgard94 A nonduel, fully enlightened monk was with a few of his secular friends house one day. The monk gets a little bit bored and so his friends notice him quietly shut his eyes and watch his breathing slow down. They assume he has went into a meditative state. The monk then starts to learn back as if to relax into his seat and surrender. Then his friends see his eyes flicker and begin to roll back in his head. And after 30 minutes he looks like he's just had an enlightenment experience. He is much calmer, and he seems 'blown away'. He then begins to giggle and laugh...more and more and more. Getting louder. The friends think to themselves "he has definitely had some sort of large, life transforming, mystical, spiritual experience. As the monk exists his deep, spiritual experience he gathers himself and tries to stop laughing. The friends ask him, "WHAT HAPPENED?!" To which the monk quickly composed himself and, with a calm expression on his face, said: "Oh, nothing." ????

@ivankiss yo. First of all, chill out fam...it's not a drama series. Second, you clearly don't understand the implications of enlightenment and the realisation of what we refer to as "truth". Enlightenment is not a state of mental understanding of *concepts* it is transcendence of all concepts. There is a breakthrough point that must be reached. But bro, you've fallen into one of the early newbie traps of the mind...the idea that you have encountered the truth. By the sounds of things, you have created another ideology about what oneness is. And lastly, fuck all that "nothing exists" stuff for now. You only need to be concerned with *who you are* that is observing it all. If you are asking any other questions other than that which will reveal your true nature...the questions will not bring you to enlightenment. So this is good news, don't believe any of the teaching. infact, if you were to believe it...you would be in a other trap. Remember...the ONNNNNNLLLYY thing you need to be concerned about is discovering who you are. And "you" are always in the now, because your memory is not you. If your memory was removed, it would not be powerful enough to remove 'you'. Therefore you can exist independent of your memory, therefore you are not your memory. You are not your ability to envision the future version of yourself...because if this ability to envision the future "you" was removed...it also would not be powerful enough to remove you. Therefore that's not you either. Use self enquiry to discover who/what you are and everything will make sense. If you don't do the practise, don't ask questions. You'll just dig yourself deeper into your own bullshite.

@LeoBacca broskie, time is one of the foundations...one of the most important aspects of our journey. And time is a concept like any other, it can be used very effectively and can be harnessed. If you go through cycles of holding a rat under water for 20 seconds then keeping it out of water for 20 seconds then another 20 seconds in the water..and so on. The rat will not drown, it's only when you hold it for a perlonged period of time, under the water, is when it is killed for good. Another rule is that the time nearing the end of a meditation/self enquiry session is the most powerful time. My practise is simple at the moment...I feel like I needed a simple practise for me starting off. I do 40 minutes of self enquiry, followed immediately by 20 minutes of meditation focusing on the sensation of air passing in and out of the nostrils (I think this is called vepassena or something). Just remember these different techniques also interact with eachother differently, similar to how different chemicals would react differently when exposed to eachother. Meditating (breathing meditation) is definitely where I find my practise is most significant it feels like I'm being 'kept awake'. However, the ONLY reason my *meditation* practise is so powerful is because my self enquiry practise is so through and we'll practised. I am currently in the process of buying the book on kryia yoga and will also be starting written contemplation. Mixing it all together with silent retreated and psychedelics. And just maintaining that for 50 years...refining and improving my practises as I gain more spiritual "street knowledge". But yes, make sure your doing the same amount, or more of self enquiry as you are meditation. Self enquiry is more important. Try getting used to spending an hour a day. I'm going to maybe I crease to 1.5 hours a day then 2. And all of this energy is within you to, you just have to allow it to be realised. By trusting the practises, you do the practises and by doing the practises you see their significance. Hope some of this is helpful for you my guy. Peace

@Tistepiste i honestly trust God with these things. Somehow when I do so with situations and issues that arise in my life, things always work out for my good. I allow the holy spirit to energise my being in the direction of success and spiritual success. "Trying" isint always the answer. You can communicate with god, you just need to hear his voice a few times to be able to discern when he is speaking. Learn how to read the matrix. Everything is like this. Physical pain is a widely known phenomenon, you experience pain in your back...ask yourself: "what is the message behind this experience?" It may be "STOP MOVING, SOMETHING IS UNCOMFORTABLE." Or the emotion of "sadness"...what might the message be behind that? Depending on the circumstance it may be "I miss my family member that passed away." In the same way you can let go of your knowledge and human thinking and function from these expressions of god's own presence. Eventually you'll read something and the message will be "DO THIS, it will help." And it'll feel like it's just you...but the thing is, it is just you! You just don't realise who you are yet...the "real you" is the literal god and creator of the universe...so you can trust it and it'll get easier and easier to hear. Just bring your awareness to the situation and allow god's power to flow over your confusion and change the deep vibrations of the foundations of your partners reality. "Lean not unto your own understanding, in all your ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct your path."