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What is this higgs bosom god particle collider thing. They call it the god particle

There's a lot of different things that help me handle the fact that I look nuts a little bit while im chasing high truths. First and foremost you have to actually do the work comprehensively to make sure your in a position to talk to people about it. (This doesent mean you have enough knowledge, but enough wisdom to understand what to do with the knowledge and how to apply it, if at all in any given circumstance). Also, if you look crazy, but have a strong sense of self assurance, you'll actually turn into the cool kid, like a trail blazer and people will start to Wana be like you... especially if your having actual progress in incredibly advanced shit like actual awakening. And yo, my life is likely over 20% done already, and this next 20% is Gona be the most important part! After that I'll be nearly half way done...so you better fuckin believe I'm Gona chase greatness. On my death bed, the only thing I will regret is the decisions I failed to make because I was being too careful and too safe. You won't die by making big decision, and what doesent kill you makes you stronger. What's counterintuitive is, when you step out from the crowd, and fuckin believe in yourself and own your idiosyncrasies while growing and getting stronger and basically just be a badass...you really win in life. You do

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@Salvijus indeed

@Nahm aw sorry bro can you do a quick summary explanation?

shutter Island I really like movies. This one is cracker if you Wana look at it through the lense of awakening. An inspector goes to an insane asylum prison on an island to investigate a prisoner, the man killed his wife. He senses something strange going on with the staff at the island. He can't seem to find the person he's looking for, this strange man who is insane on this island. As he journeys down the rabbit hole (and I don't really Wana give too much away), he struggles to work with the seemingly awkward prison staff but eventually finds out that the insane man (who has been on the island for years) is much closer than he thought.

this movie is about a man who's bloodline traces back to one of the primary figures in a creed of assassin's 500 years prior, that fought against the corruption of man and continually fought to prevent the kings of men getting what's called the apple of eden (a transcendental sphere with God like power to control all of free will). He gets captured by his ancestors' enemies and put into a reality simulator called the animus which synchronises him with his ancestors memories (which are allegedly stored in his DNA/blood) and he relives really cool periods of.his ancestors life. The apple.still exists and it's location is hidden somewhere in the main characters memory (his connection with his past ancestor). What you realise soon is that every time he syncs with his assassin ancestor, he's actually waking his ancestor up within himself and they become one, awakened in his body. Then after his ancestors senses his from the past, and enters the main characters mind. The main character starts "hallucinating" without the machine and hears his ancestors speaking to him as the barrier between projection and reality fade Super cool movie. Very cool lense to look at it through.

I had this spontaneous Insight earlier today during a very noticeable shift in my energy. Hopefully you guys can benefit from it. Any trap I see *someone else* in, is in fact the trap *I* am in. Like a reflection of a mirror, I am now able to see every single trap I am currently in. This is very very handy holy shit. I look at other people to learn about myself and what I see in them is actually only a reflection of my own essence. Very beautiful and powerful (and mind fucky)

@Nahm hmm, cool. Do you have a website nahm?

I have had experience with certain batches being disphoretic and certain (more pure batches) being much much more euphoric

What's your channel called bro there's been an error with the post maybe I can't see it. Oh shit nevermind got it

It's a pity god didn't put the pineal gland somewhere easier like where the clit is on a girl so you could just rub the fuck out of it and have massive cosmic orgasms lol there aren't many other ways *hits 5meo pipe*

An insight I've gained from this "practice" is this; In the presence of Truth that is unmolested by the dogmatic mind, the energy is free, easy, loose and actually careless (or "care-free") All of which are proponents of Truth it's like, if truth is everywhere...then the only way you can't get to it is by being too careful (Ofcourse when it comes to the application to others lives and relationships with other people, carelessness may apply truth, but will destroy the friendship. So with application there's probably further wisdom to exercise)

@Shmurda I don't actually know how i know, I just know. Like there's this girl who has such a toxic energy and who tries to connect me to her other toxic friends. Then I just went BOOM and flipped it on myself and seen perfect sync. The same could be said about ME from my [less toxic] friends perspective. I have certain toxic energies and I have friends with other toxic energy that people will get connected with if they get too close to me. Then I just started going round my friend group in my mind picking off negative and positive patterns in them, realising that (from the perspective of one level below me) alot of these things are true of myself. When I see someone who is too headstrong in knowledge I realise, oh shit *I* am too head strong in knowledge. We only observe things we can relate with subconsciously. With these small things it's easy to see the pattern. But then with more complex advanced things, even though I can't see the reflection easily...I can trust that the same principle/pattern will apply. Which means, when I see my friend who is stuck in spiritual dogma, there's a fair chance I am stuck in spiritual dogmatism also. It's nearly like it's just helping me sense my own immaturity more clearly.

Bro. Stop. Your not fucken alone. Your not the only one who struggles with the imense depths of psychotic pain. Your Gona have to get used to going through it. There is always hope. It won't last forever. You have to choose to beat it, it's possible. Your liky going through existential crisis, you could well be going through a prolonged psychotic period. Just choose the path of healing and decide that your going to be healed even if it costs everything. It *is* possible. Very much within your reach. But when I say choose with all your being, you must be prepared to put hard work in. Do the practices, obtain the psychedelics, use them *carefulyyyyyyyyy*. And even if it takes you multiple decades, you will be healed

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Hey guys my name's Aaron. I don't usually post in this section of actualised.org but I'm here for your wisdom. I've basically been spending the most of my time studying Leo's material with a focus on enlightenment for 2 years and a bit now pretty seriously and have made good progress. But I'm ready to take it to the next level and put my conscious skills to work. I want to become a life coach. I really feel my intuition leading me on this path, I would be really good at it. Soon I will be faced with choosing between doing a degree in business or doing life coach training. (Opinions on benefits on the benefits of each). I'm going to have to talk to my course tutor about it. I watched Leo's "how to become a life coach" video" in which he recommends to go through a reputable program that provides certification. So just a few questions if anyone has any wisdom to share; Do most of the well known programs include physical classes, or are most online/is it better to have one that includes physical classes? Leo talks about how the International Coaching Federation and how they offer different programs. He said he did a program called "iPEC" which he said was very comprehensive and good. So I'm basically wondering if anyone is aware of iPEC or any other really good programs? (This particular video was made 6 years ago and he had already been trained at that point so it could be 7 or 8 years ago Leo recommended iPEC. If anyone has any knowledge of better programs that have emerged feel free to drop their names.) Also I'm just wondering, if I'm in the UK, would it make a difference it was to be trained online in an American class? Any additional wisdom would be great folks ??? and merry Christmas.

Be aware that there are false awakenings and true awakenings. Or deeper levels of true awakening at least. Actually getting properly enlightened is extremeeeeely hardcore. And even a lot of people here will have a shallow enlightenment

Haha actually yeah man...without the pain I got from weed using it for multiple years (gradually increasing my anxiety) I wouldn't have had such a desire to find relief/truth/enlightenment. But there are better ways

There are behavioural similarities between the psychotic mind and the awakening mind..not the same but I notice similarities. Also psychotics are attracted to spiritual work. The lucky ones get real spirituality which is rare "...it's going to feel like your going insane." - Leo By all means have a toke whenever you want. But the reason it's such a good trap is because it moves slowly and softly. Euphoric and uplifting then slowly steals your motivation, then you subtly start smoking every week. Then every day. That's why quick sand it a better trap than a big blatant hole in the ground. Although I don't know why they called it quicksand. A better name would be slow sand haha. (Each chemical will be different for each person and each person will have different usage patterns, but nearly 100% of my studies into the effects of weed have been negative long term). Use CBD and 5meo

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Your Gona Wana watch out for weed man. The thing that makes weed bad is the fact that you can use it all the time, unlike coke or heroin. Weed has been well known for causing serious paranoia and anxiety. I mean, life ruining material when someone is unaware of the damage. (Mostly damage that can be healed by stopping). The increase in anxiety and paranoia is also amplified in people who are psychotic. And since there are similarities between the mind of someone who is awakening and the mind of someone who is psychotic...a good general rule of thumb for many people from our community here at actualized would be to be careful with weed. And anything that isint a psychedelic really

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I don't think 5meo should be feared at all. Respected yes, very much so. But feared? No. You might even cause yourself to experience more fear by expecting fear so much. (Which is quite possibly what happened to Leo with his first trip). No fear