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  1. Music is the perfect tool for meditating and observing emotions every day. - The more people who take Spiral Dynamics seriously, the more people will look ahead in the long run. - The problem is not that you're not smart, the problem is that this world was built before you came here.
  2. This is a nice topic. I don't have any resource to share but I can share what I'm experiencing. What I can see is that our breath is constantly changing. It works in the dynamic system and it is connected with the other things in this dynamic system, for example: with our psychological condition. The important thing is: we should constantly be aware of the truth, that is, our breath is simultaneously shaping itself with the other things like our state of mind and body. One can understand effects of breath by observing its 'breath, body, and mind' trio while some situation happening or while being in a state. There, you can explore and find lots of different states, and understand them. You can see how emotions and breath is connected together. I think that breathing rhythms, patterns, and states of mind can differ from person to person. Therefore I don't think that there is a specific information that works for everyone. This is what led me to learn from my observations.
  3. Thank you. This book clarified everything to me a little more. But I'm not exactly sure what to do with the schemas in the book. Is it normal to notice lots of details and gather lots of information while observing the one? It makes me a little anxious. When I see that I have no control on this machine, I feel like things can happen out of my control. And while I'm in that state I see that actually lots of things happening out of my control. I'm afraid. I can't be sure if that is a delusion, psychosis, derealiziation, awakening, or something else. (In depth, I find labeling things is just escaping the truth.) After these experiences I ask myself "Was that my mind or did I actually see what's already there?". However, the last time, I forced myself to observe things in order to understand what is actually happening. For instance: I recognized the details of my breath, the differences between the patterns of breath. But that experience was not like "Man, that's cool.". Instead it was serious and neutral, and maybe it was a little cold or unknown to me. IMO, I'd call it as a mystical experience, rather than calling hippy woo-woo stuff as a mystical experience. To sum up, these are all unknown and new things to me. I'm overanalyzing. - Thank you for all of the replies.
  4. @Serotoninluv That's very clear. Thank you for the reply. - Now I genuinely see that how knowledge and experience are two different things.
  5. By deluded I mean it feels very different. I can't describe. I know and see that words are not enough to describe consciousness at all. While it's happening I feel like I'm watching everything from above. Or with another definition: before, I was trying to see everything from above; now, I'm. Imagine you're watching your mind, emotions etc. continously. But freely. But in every aspect. I can't be sure if it comes from my mind / ego. I think by forcing myself I can't have freewill. So I should ask myself "Is there any freewill?" And I realized that again, I fear of doing wrong. Thanks for the reply.
  6. From time to time I see myself like a machine and when that is happening, in the middle of my experience, I'm being aware of my body totally with some psychologically or consciously neutral place. (Catching these type psychological - physical relationships is very awkward.) After following this path, my perspective or experience becomes very sharp, like I'm still, here and now. At the moment it becomes a choice to stay thoughtless and mindfully. But from another kind of perspective that feels totally wrong / deluded because it's not happening continously. I wanted to share this to understand that if is there anything wrong with this feeling? Do you ever feel like this?
  7. Control of the breath is unimaginably important. The more you observe the more you become.
  8. Early realization before transcending yourself may cause you to commit suicide. Know your limit.
  9. I'm watching the city at the moment and thinking about why humanity still loves fear, pain, and suffering. I see that humans took their survival guaranteed for a long time ago. We're here, serving to world and life, consciously or unconsciously. Everything is so clear to see and simple to recognize, but humankind still lives like they have to survive in a wild forest. We love to hate, kill, win, fear, give pain to others. We love to feel pain and suffer. But this only creates an infinite loop in our daily lives. Humanity lives in everyday panic mode. Our minds became a wild forest which we have to survive inside of it every day. We're free, but our minds are telling us what's true and false as if it's our parents. We live like a child who secretly fears everything around him, but which actually in its heart wants to explore everything. We fear from our unlimited selves. We want unconditional love, but then ask why to love. We're the one that creates everything and then acts like we never created anything. We forgot so we started to search for an answer, reason, and meaning. We lost ourselves in our creativity. We fear to love, but love to fear.
  10. Spiritual ego could be hardest thing to surrender.
  11. Read the page in the second post. You are already preparing.
  12. Thanks for sharing this. I can't stop laughing. My body hurts.
  13. No, there's no fail in your expression in my opinion. It's not possible to see through each other's eyes without swapping ourselves. Even though I knew this, I was suffering for 3 hours. This post made me remember and see counter-intuitiveness again. This helped me. Thank you for sharing.
  14. Trying to grasp infinity with mind is like moving around in all directions inside an infinite sanbox while losing sight of other directions and dimensions. Because the screen has limits altough the sanbox is infinite itself. Screen has limits, it's 22 inch, it has a flat surface, it's resolution is 1920x1080... This video could zoom and continue forever. But the screen will always be limited. Everything we do, like self-inquiry, meditation etc. or substances we use like Psychedelics can be helpful to expand minds resolution if the person do or use them properly. At some point it will realize itself.
  15. There's a topic for video summaries. It can be helpful: