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@OmniYoga i think it is important to recognize who and what we are as humans. We can look at our chemical and biological makeup and realize we were designed to eat raw foods, like apes. What if we were never meant to cook our food? All other animals eat intuitively but we have more responsibility to not fall prey to our own self deception. Does it feel good to kill? To murder? Is this done out of love? it's not just the spiritual world we think we are fit to make the hierarchy but nature is nurture consider healing the body to be raising frequency. Our body's are amazing and designed to heal themselves on a cellular level. We can be mindful of how certain foods effect the body and our energy levels, like wanting to take a nap after lunch

identity/attachments are what creates the meanings taken from these experiences. There are many who were raised to 'act out' for attention, and responsibility was never in their hands (from their pov) so naturally they grow up to learn to act very selfishly while underneath, harboring a lot of anger from this core/primary belief

Deal with a breakup the same way you deal with dirty laundry, by taking care of Business, which is exactly what you’ve done, love yourself for it, changing your perspective can allow for this to take place See how this video is reflected on “You are allowed to be where you are and feel how you feel”

What a gem ? (reminder) this clip is

whether you've seen this or not, i recommend a watch! I just watched part of it, so good. This will probably give you the answers you seek didn't find it insensitive, it's healthy to express yourself, especially your feelings. I have found that watching my authenticity has been what has allowed me to grow the most, the game continues on so i choose to live it fully

Yup I’ve been in full detox mode for weeks now and I have never felt so light, clear headed, high energy and healthy in my life. I’ve been mainly doing fruit and juice fasting but an occasional dry fast. The goal has been to get my kidneys filtering and allow the body to continue healing, draining mucus from various areas, improving the adrenal gland function. I’ve also grown back some hair as I’d been balding from over protein And caffeine consumption in the past. I don’t even consume hardly any protein anymore, yet my gym workouts are insanely intense. I did lose some weight and muscle at first but it has me amazed how strong and the level of endurance I have now that my cells are fully hydrated and I’ve gotten my lymphatic system flowing

Good start. Anyone who claims to have the "how to" when it comes to love is fooling themselves. but i guess i'd think of love as being a constant transformation by taking responsibility of course it's your fault, it's your reality what is done is done and it happened because it happened (couldn't have been any other way) rather than move on why not 'move in' (sounds like you do now ) you're not any different than anyone else, you get to choose how you want to frame the self constructed lie

@tsuki Hey I know we haven't chatted much, but i have respect for you and feel like i can relate, so i'd like to just share some thoughts, whether you know it already or not, or find it of value. It was years ago when i just started my personal development journey that i was going through depression and was diagnosed bipolar depressed. I began taking medication and doing research, trying to define and understand myself. I asked my closest family (brother), if he thought i was a narcissist, because i was afraid i could be (he never admitted i was). In the past year i've come across attachment styles and then walked back into patterns of dependency and relations with the external world. You see my parent's were always heavily criticized by me and I wanted to fix nearly everyone i judged/saw to be imperfect. Even after having awakenings i started trying to define myself as a "covert narcissist" because i fit some of the tendencies/behavioral patterns of manipulation and no boundaries. I dove deep into videos about the narcissist and really tried to accept and understand their role in a relationship. For years i have not trusted myself enough to think i could ever overcome such a terrible persona and this has kept me out of relationships because i had no self acceptance. But anyways, i learned we don't get to choose our default setting, nor does this pattern define us. My behavior has shifted depending on whatever type of person i am around because i feared to be me/to be accepted/to be rejected, and when i find myself judging others or myself i know it is the mind reverting back to it's default setting. Judging this keeps us locked in, so naturally love is the way. We are all one and having a scarcity mindset or feelings of separation is a choice to be conscious of, neither right or wrong, but working to actively retrain the subconscious to be an overflowing cup is possible (even if it comes with a lot of sadness, shame and regret), it's totally worth it Keep it up man (watch that bloody black and white thinking, it's so cunning)

@mandyjw Martin ball claims to have nondual tripped for months after his awakening through 5-MeO experience. His mind required several months of integrating the experience. I feel this is the danger of tripping as one who hasn’t awoken cannot possibly know what may result. He spoke of many couples who’d ended their relationships if only one of them had the experience. Martin actually facilitated and assisted others in having an awakening in their trips as a shaman. Not everyone was willing to surrender but many were energetically healed to enable a breakthrough, sometimes it took several trips I agree there’s definitely an unknown amount of integration to be had and many events/situations to trigger awakenings

@mandyjwDon't assume anything unless you've taken a Psychedelic. I had no awakening during my first trip but they sure as hell rocked my world, if i had not awakened, they'd have been the THING i feared the most in the entire world Basically they lead the ignorant to questioning more about what reality entails

amen

? it’s called connection 5-MeO May blow “his” mind but it doesn’t matter, he serves his purpose blissfully

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Watched a lot of it, cool and encouraging to see for the human race. Can only imagine what movements await collective shifts in consciousness

Probably best just to show a video directly related to an issue or dilemma they are working through, or trying to figure out. Something that may eventually lead to self exploration, but this shouldn’t be pushed imo because maybe nice and necessary to have a sturdy foundation

ahh cool yes I’d agree and ive yet to see Leo’s new vid, sort of turned me off with the title and I’ve been so preoccupied in other things lately. Good stuff man, it’s weird, like it’s hard not to be hard on myself for not following through with plans to satisfy beliefs but in essence I guess we are all always doing exactly what is needed now despite the expectations, and unfortunately the consequences lol

@d0ornokey lower than blue ? what are you checking out, other species?

Hehe yeah ? but not always, it comes and goes, it’s not even like we are that special, it’s common for most egos. It’s a pattern that gets reinforced I believe self love/responsibility is the answer, if something is needed allow, give permission to yourself, watch and reflect, I think it’s a healing process But can be very painful ? some or the majority, I should say, are never willing to endure such pain and live most of their life in survival mode im learning how important it is to do reality checks lmao because it’s easy to self deceive continuously until nothing is possible anymore

Easy goes it, this resonates with my experiences as well. Often cannot even trust my mind because I realize how far off it goes with over-analyzing and obsessing. The “all in” or “out” mentality, black and white thinking, avoiding uncertainty, holding onto self in whatever way possible. Does this sound like it? honestly reading what you wrote reminds me of how vigilant I need to be with awareness of boundaries.

@Sonya nice work! It seems like you don’t respect men who aren’t independent because you hold the belief you have to be independent to xyz (whatever you desire) The deeper you get into your own personality the quicker this question will unravel and you can adjust as you see fit

@Serotoninluv the depth and articulation is exquisite my friend, thank you for sharing the juicy wisdom

Our minds are quick to judge and label things and ourselves; a raised conditioning called spotlight focus, as Alan watts calls it, rather than floodlight. These are the two types of awareness explained in this video “how to get your mind back”: In spotlight focus there’s often the desire to do something new, “to change” and then there arises fear or resistance, in the form of thought or feeling. Maybe someone has just been rude or wronged you and you’d like to let them have it, to bring out the devil within, so they can be taught a lesson, but you resist because you see it as wrong, like that’s how an immature person would handle it. This is resistance and it turns into suffering despite whatever you tell yourself “Oh I’m spiritual, I’m above devilry” is really an excuse your mind has created for not expressing it’s true colors. To rise above devilry we must first watch ourselves as the devil ? now dont go around doing and acting against the law and breaking all the social norms (ending friendships, etc), but realize, there’s no transcending ego with ego. This is suppression creating suffering and while it’s all part of the illusion of self, it’s not going away unless completely seen through. in spotlight focus, ego is static, as are others, but in floodlight focus, identity/personality is as fluid as water, just like experience

@Schahin is there suffering without thought? How about a choice, doesn’t that also require thought? What exactly is thought besides a division between myself and my experience? What if the experiencer is the experience? Wouldn’t suffering just be a trick if the mind?

“Suffering is choice”

See yourself as identical to everything else experienced, I like to watch my energy levels and how experience affects the body, also see the thoughts as being as important or unimportant as a new smell or scent. Can’t get better than this, letting go of self control/judgement ☺️