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@King Merk when you are reaching for enlightenment this is totally normal. I have been in these states, which you described, myself. Just keep going and eventually you will go full circle, you will transend suffering. Stay strong my friend, this path is scary and it has its dark moments where you literally think that you are going crazy. I seen this on my wife also, but given some time you will understand more about everything you encounter and you will see the light. Have faith, believe that this is just a stage you will eventually transend. No one skipped the dark night of the soul, its esential in this, it has to be walked through.

@trenton there is a state of not knowing which brings an internal joy. Also you became aware of the problem of beliefs which means you are walking first steps in the realizing self-deception, after some time you will notice using your awareness that your own mind is lying to itself. You will understand that you are literally lying to yourself all the time.

It's quite enlightening to see the creation in action. It's God creating it with his infinite mind, infinite precision, infinite love. At the end when the Salamander moves on it's own God is probably saying "Ok my job here is done, now go out there and be somebody" LOL

@Raptorsin7 Thoughts just come in awareness. 5 minutes of meditation can confirm this for you. If you wanna break away from negative thoughts I would recommend doing Kriya Yoga, it silences the mind very well.

Chakras can't be closed. They are always open, but the thing is that some chakras are MORE open than others which makes an imbalance in the body. Most men ignore the heart chakra and just fully go to the 3rd eye, it gives insights, realizations, one can feel like it doesn't need to open other chakras, but once you open the heart and throat wow what a difference that makes.

Firstly - good job in making the decision to practice Kriya. By this he means that Kriya Yoga is very powerful. So powerful that you change your self so fast it leads to constant ego backlashes which can take you hell knows where. I've suffered from this constantly. Growing and just getting sucked back in old very hard habits, binge smoking weed, being lazy etc. Your consciousness will grow really quick compared to simple meditation. I would recommend you buying Leo's book list which he has some great books on Kriya Yoga. But I will spoil you with one really great book. "J.C. Stevens Kriya Secrets revealed" it's a practice book from beginners to masters.

I agree with Leo that if you mix cultures you get a more beautiful gene society. For example I live in Lithuania and it's in Eastern Europe. Looking at the history of this area, where Lithuania now is, in medieval ages this land was mixed with so many cultures from the south, the west and also east and north. Generation from generation led us to have very beautiful people living here. Our woman are considered the most beautiful in the whole Europe. Also this land was one of the biggest strategic points in war time a very important land to have to big countries like Russia or Germany.

@TDW1995 You will have 0 interest in your work, after you get several awakenings you will get back on track with your life, with your career even better than before. You need to go full circle

Some time back when I was into Kriya a lot when I open up my eyes after the session I felt like God is looking through the eyes, not the Ego. It's a wonderful feeling though.

You will eventually awake to this truth if you work long enough. The moment I had my awakening I got this insight that I was never born I was shocked and the identity of me, the Ego, melted away as an idea I had and only there was just plain empty consciousness left, the Real "Me" but this Me is not a Me, it's a It. Hard to explain in words, but you will recall what I wrote if you awaken for yourself.

@Nak Khid if you awaken enough you understand that you were the guru all along.

Yesterday I came to realize that once you see some kind of signs from the universe (numbers, words, experiences, etc.) the God, which you ultimately are, is helping "you" out, giving directions where to go, what to do, what to aspire, etc. But the only problem is once the ego sees some kind of signs it dismisses it for woo woo and just caries on with his life dismissing those signs. The point is that YOU are giving yourself these signs, you are helping yourself in life by using reality as pointers where to go and what to actually do. But the only thing is will you dismiss it or go in-line with it.

When the self is silent the One is being. Being the true self, the silent formless nothing. I can recall this weeks insight into my wife. I watched her eyes and saw, the what at the moment shot up in my mind - "the puppet master". The puppet master has no attributes, but it controls the being. It is God and the Devil at the same time.

@eputkonen Couldn't agree more. There is only self-deception on top of a self-deception on top of a self-deception.

@Maximus I like the idea of your own resort. With hookers and cocaine LOL

@mandyjw Ahhh beautifully put!

@Vitamine Water You gave me a sign!

@Maximus I can totally relate to you. My best friend just links me wikipedia links with descriptions of some kind of "syndromes" that I somehow have.

@Pacific Sage Because it's You giving signs to the self.

@Nahm It's all just mind stuff.

@Nahm And it's working simultaneously with everyone on this planet!! It's all part of the God's game plan.

@wesyasz That's the problem that the Ego faces, he doesn't understand what are these signs so by being confused he dismisses it

@Maximus It's just a model for materialistic minded people. But they still dismiss this.

IMO Gaia is great for people who accept stage Green. It has some turquoise in it, but not that much, mainly Green material.

@Butters It's a part of the process. Don't block emotions, feel them for what they are, they are pointing you to something. Investigate deeper why they come up, what shadow elements you still have subconsciously. Feeling bad from time to time is a good sign of growth, later you will understand this.