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YES YES YES! Sober is the new high! Oh well im probably gonna clean out my system for the coming month or so, but yeah now that I'am awake, that I know what I'am on the grand scale life is way way more fun now!

First awakenings were nothing compared to what I experienced now. Thank you for the work that you do, I learned so much from you, wouldn't be able to reach such levels of consciousness with my own research. Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU.

I just noticed that my two front teeth split in halves after my deep awakening. That was some powerful shit.

I just observed flowers and I became directly conscious of the true self. The Consciousness. Key insights. * the I just AM Also the best shot to try to grasp what is myself: Consciousness is infinte, it goes on forever with no beggining and no end, forever being it-Self, nature of consciousness is void, everything, itself, it is the one creating and being the ONE experiencing that which loopsssss again and again and foreverrrrr. Just pure nothing.

Joy to your soul.

@J J There still is a higher part of God's Infinite intelligence. It is what creates everything into being. When you look at a wall you are actually seeing infinite intelligence or consciousness as they say. It is so infinitely intelligent that it can manifest anything, so it is manifesting this whole infinite reality, the cosmos and beyond. It's a giant mind being inside of itself imagining everything for itself, thus making life/reality which "We" are in, a game for God to play for a lot of perspectives (beings) which is the same - God/infinite intelligence. This needs a deep awakening to understand. When I awoke to this, it, as Leo mentioned in his video, was the most biggest mindfucks of my life. This will eventually answer you how life exists and what is Matter. Also it comes with a deep recontextualization.

My friends parents have a summer house in the woods that they go to every weekend, so they will let me be there for the week and it wont cost me anything. And yeah it's expensive to find anything good that would be free of other people, that you could be all alone there.

So it's summer and it's retreat season for self-developers. I will be doing a solo 6 day retreat. It's gonna be the first solo retreat for me. I would be happy if some of you shared some tips on how to retreat, thanks.

When you realize that nobody will understand you fully, ever.

These things happen because our parents actually trade off their bad Karma on ourselves. We are like a sponge, what we feel and see becomes us, become mindful about how much of your parents habits you have yourself. Do this some time when you have time - observe dogs and their owners. Notice how dogs actually act as their owners. If they are somewhat stupid and unconscious so is the Dog, it's frightful, not conscious etc. And notice when you see a chill person walking with their pet, the Dog is actually chill as well. Now you can understand how some of these imprints from your parents drop down to you. I have a ton of these things from my parents which fucks me up a lot, but being mindful can help fix these things. A lot of gurus talks about this, when parents transfer some bad karma to their children. You have to do some work on yourself to detach from their karmic in-prints on you, so you can become free and uniquely YOU. Kriya yoga helps in these situations, but so does other spiritual practices, such as meditation, but it can take way longer compared to stronger practices. Notice that you had negative self-talk about your habits, this is Stage Blue SD. Now here you are somewhat transitioning from Stage Blue moral thinking to Stage Yellow systemic thinking, you don't shame yourself, but you understand the negative effects that occurs of gaming too much. If you don't happen to have a good understanding of this model I highly recommend it to watch all the videos, learn it in depth. This will help you to understand how developed you are and where you need to go, what you need to fix. Give it a shot, this model changed me A LOT. When Leo mentioned that it speeds up your consciousness development by x10 times, he wasn't kidding, the model, when learned in-depth can be a massive game changer.

@SvanteTheBeast You need the J.C. Stevens book to learn from the basic Kriya exercises. Ask for the book a lot of times, when your birthday comes ask for the book, keep on talking about it from time to time until eventually they will buy you the book. I think almost every person 40y/o and above finds meditation/consciousness stuff bullshit, my mom does that too, hell even my friends laugh at me always.

As a regular user of cannabis and with a lot of mystical experiences on it my tip would be just to silence the mind when you are high. This will be your most difficult task to do. So be sure to meditate always before you smoke and always clean your room of distractions, phone on silence, maybe put on some ambient meditation music on. Only when the mind is silent you might fall into deep contemplation and weed is potent for it very much if you are in-line with how it works on you. And also don't smoke frequently, do it on a Saturday evening, be well rested, and do your practices, a some kind of physical exercise, hatha yoga or something like that it doesn't have to be specific. The way you prepare your body is very crucial when smoking, make it into a ritual, this will deepen your over-all smoking sessions. Also it's good that you vape, it gives more of a mental high, this I noticed myself. Also it gives you a lot of control of how much you wanna get high.

Amazing

LOL !!!

@whatishappeningtome Wait till you become aware of how your own body is amazing and perfectly created.

While Leo is now talking about love I just wanted to share an experience I had with love. About a half year ago I smoked weed and just meditated in bed and stumbled upon Love. And it felt like I could channel Love to anyone anywhere from a distance. This Love was self-creating and endless, it could accumulate more and more of itself. I actually visualized myself in front of a line of people (all the people on the planet) and I hugged everyone with Love. And it was infinite, the Love could go on forever and I realized that I could hug everyone with equal Love forever. Love is also all shattering, all-powerful. Just wanted to share my insights into Love.

@Shaun In my first workplace they had a lottery at Christmas and they were giving out a old school rocking chair, a cool one. And one of my co-workers applied for this lottery and said "I will win" and often bragged about how he is gonna win the chair, how he is gonna sit in it all comfy. And what do you know, he won.

On spot.

@tenta They are developed or unlocked through meditation or yoga. Everybody has them, but it's not yet learned to do. It's like reading, very few people understand that it's a miracle that you can read. Imagine being in the middle ages and having some text given to you by a priest and not being able to read it, so you search everywhere for a person who can read, it's like magic. In my experience on deep levels of consciousness I could control the weather if I use enough imagination. I've read and heard about it, but didn't take it seriously, but somehow on those states you kinda know that you can do it. And it's like a totally normal.

@NorthNow That's why these people are called masters and are praised all over the world. Such as Christ, Buddha and others. And there are a lot of them.

Don't over do in the beginning or you will crash hard. Stop as soon as you are irritated, maybe push a little bit and then stop. You are deleting your ego bit by bit, this is why this work needs to be done step by step or you will get such an ego backlash that you will degrade to something bad. After a while you will settle down, but take it easy.

End road is enlightenment, im not talking about different benefits it gives.

You will not like society, you will want solitude. You will freak out when you have a samadhi, the ego will create so much fear. It will take not one but a lot of times to actually be in that state without fear. 3rd eye opening gives you so much insight. Most of the people who are on this path just goes full balls to the wall 3rd eye and ignore other chakras. It helps you to awaken, but you will never awaken fully without all chakras being in balance. I could write on and on what happens to your awareness what your 3rd eye opens up, but you can read about it everywhere. Do some form of potent meditation practice. Like Kriya yoga. When kundalini awakens the body can't handle such energy, so you might shake a lot. Best thing to do is to do more Kriya yoga. I've read a book on Leo's book list on Kundalini and it writes that your body may be ready for level 3 kundalini, but the actual kundalini that awakens is level 7, 4 levels difference means that you will get some side effects, which means you must build your body through some kind of practice like Kriya yoga to handle level 7 kundalini. Numbers are for example purposes.

@Javfly33 Kriya works very well to any individual. But it all comes down to whether the individual prefers doing Kriya yoga or other meditation forms. It does not matter what form of consciousness work you do, it just matter if you do it or not. There is no BEST thing, it's just what you choose to do, in my case I like doing Kriya and it's the best FOR ME, but im always open to new forms of meditation.

@iceprincess Don't worry too soon about the huge energy from Kriya yoga. But do it if you have the time, it will increase your over-all well-being and actually boost your awareness A LOT and you will grow your consciousness faster. Any form of physical yoga is good, in other words any physical activity is good, but I don't think bodybuilding is very helpful in this work, I found that it stiffens the body very much. It kinda locks up a lot of inner energy.