purerogue

I think I got idea how to embody nothing and clear mind from everything, I though it will be harder , because you have to clear image of image, thought of thought , basically kill everything till this overwhelming sensation starts to rise , but I did not go all way , I just do not feel like going that road as of this moment. Ohh right, you also start to fell as of passing out, it is really hard to explain.

It is not even about ego , you can not understand something that you do not understand.

If you are Consciousness why do you care what she says?

Thought is something that came into "existence" from nothing, for example you could make thought of "suffering" , but you will just think of word, you see suffering is just thought too that came into "existence" from nothing.

What are you then?

Why does it even bother you what she claims to be, you claim to be human.

Theoretically you are already fighting yourself.

I just go with the flow, I am not interested , or disinterested with personal development , I just happen to do what I do and funny thing is it works.

You are so funny!

I was thinking today about my experiences with purpose of life and how I came to conclusion that there is no purpose for life, today I thought about it again and now I think that it is not that nothing is purpose of life , but everything is purpose of life!

Have to figure out how to embody nothing, be both and one and nothing at the same time.

Must be overcome to understand what he means, but whatever he agrees in perception or not is not of matter, as it is nothing, or you could say it is loop , because there is no start or end for this very question.

There is only one absolute truth to find, that there is no absolute truth to find, until you will realize it you will not get it, because now I am saying that you still need to realize it , that is why they say you are trying to find something that you can't find and can't look for, but it does not mean that you exploration needs to end after it, there are many things you can experience if you want to, or many mystical states you can acquire that have nothing to do with understanding Enlightenment.

I do not think that Enlightenment is what you think , enlightenment is just understanding, whatever you will suffer , or whatever else is up to you after that point.

Your thought process changes with awareness, instead of thinking you get thoughts as from nothing there are many other things that change, as there are many other states of awareness, you have to experiment with it to see for yourself.

That is when you enter the state of true observer, do not know how far you got though. It is very nice experience to have if you are ready for it , just do not get afraid , because it will break all concepts of your reality.

There is problem , people looking is one thing, people finding, experiencing stuff that can be devastating with wrong mindset, perception is another. There are things that can throw you off significantly if you are not ready and I am talking out of experience, question what is worse, getting into experience not knowing, or getting into experience knowing and having had already some thoughts about it.

You are looking for wrong answers, it is your ego delusion that makes you depressed. Example: Meditated and was happy, or I saw something that made me happy Now you are out of that experience and ego starts to conflict itself , what if it was just chemicals that brain released meditating that made me happy, what if this experience was just imagination, so none of it is true and you become sad, because ego conflicts and thinks that it is not true, so you delude yourself in believing that you should not be happy about something that is not absolute truth. Example:You think life has no meaning, or just trying to find absolute meaning, truth of life Now , your ego constantly conflicts itself because it is information out of its reach, or it shifts as experience from one perspective to another, again your ego is not happy , because for some reason it can't be happy if he does not know absolute meaning, truth of life, because experience of happiness, peace , for some reason can't be enough of a truth if he does not know everything.

But it is complicated, there is no one answer for one question only given in exact conditions , perspective, but the same question will change from each conditions and perspective.

That is why I said it is complicated matter and not even that , you can not help everyone who needs help , no matter how good reason for it they have, sometimes you just can't help and if you help everyone, you will have no moment left for yourself.

This is very complicated matter, that is like, should I help every person who needs help. I will try to find video that has something to do with it. This might help you a little bit in this matter.

You can't really address things with language in proper manner, you would need to make article to make one sentence not look wrong!

It is better to not know why , then know why , then you will for sure give that vibe, because when people will start to look at you ,you will automatically think here they go again and while you will try to force yourself to not give vibe that you are like it, you will look unauthentic and look even more like such kind of person. Actually if you think that they think you look shady and you try not to look , then you will get the same outcome

Zodiac is nonsense, if you think you can categorize people so easy gl in your life. Make someone mix zodiac reading for you and cover names of zodiac, now read all of them and try to guess which is yours,.

Everything always seems more positive,or negative when you look at past depending on what you are concentrating at , it is nice to remember good times, but the thing is that you remember only the good moments, not all boring, soulless moments you had in between thous good moments, after few years you will think that you had wonderful life 5 years ago.