SoonHei

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  1. @David Hammond @Leo Gura amen to that Leo!
  2. @David Hammond yes. I may not be at that level just yet. But i do get what he is speaking about now vs initially it was all like waaaaaaa? Lol
  3. Hmmm Yeah This is an older post of mine And yes I can see how these teachings just kinda put a dead end for the seeker. It was confusing for me back then but i see what they are on about now
  4. @Anirban657 if your legs and arms were chopped off in an unfortunate accident... You would still be you (sure, different in many ways) but you, the feeling of you, will still be you Ergo. You aint the body. You are aware of a body but aren't the body.
  5. @ajasatya the ego is trying to say good bye it self But it can't It will say goodbye And then a second later still be there You have to "say goodbye" in seeing that you are not and never were that voice in your head Say goodbye = it is recognized that And this acceptance of it, may seem painful... The ego also transforms with this understanding It's like 2 connected stories shown in a film The pathless path of being already home is always there And the path to God is the story These merge together. In my quest, my ego / mind searches its way yo God as it let's go identification and deriving pleasure with worldly things. While I myself watch this dance of the ego in its path to me. The funny thing is that ego is a character i Myself am Playing
  6. Good theories compiled. Video was released yesterday. Wow Science is nearly there on larger scales too. Also this one:
  7. On my way home... What is the sound of your thoughts? Once you have learned to hear the sound of your thoughts as the sound of your voice, you then have found your real self for the first time. Contemplate on your body with the mind. Contemplate on your mind with yourself. ♥
  8. @thesmileyone Understand the there is no doer like this. One cannot use there is no doer in a court of law. This means the message of non doership isnt for @thesmileyone it is for YOU (awareness) Think of YOURSELF as a quality. For example, smelling, or feeling etc Can a "quality" be a doer of any action? Your quality is to be aware, and you are aware of that who is the do-er (ego, relative POV), YOU aren't the do-er.
  9. With subtle realization of what i am... When i start to identify with Awareness of the current happening instead of the story of what's ongoing... Would that also reflect the ego initially showing and living this understanding? Asking due to this one: I remind you again, the only difference between the sage and yourself is you see the world and you identify with it. You think it's real. A sage sees the world and he knows it's a superimposition upon Consciousness. So he identifies with Consciousness. . ~ Robert Adams
  10. @Aakash yes That's why i wrote "that you're fully awake to begin with" But yes. Lovely paradox, just like any other relative concept. And yes, you are a concept
  11. @Mu_ lol . makes me feel pretty good actually haha because it felt like that would be the case, that it is not other than God. so at the end of the day, you're really living thru the process of awakening - even though fully awake to begin with
  12. @Mu_ so awareness (initially identified and really not separate from the ego/mind/person) really truly "has the experience" of thinking it is a person to realizing it was never a person to begin with and was always itself. ? This part can be disorienting (because initially the ego/mind may think it is the nothingness) but self-inqiruy into who is afraid or disoriented should resolve?
  13. Here's one Trying to be the present moment Here's another. Coming to the NOW
  14. yes. all it is doing is BEING AWARE that includes being aware of being aware - that includes the story of aakaash and witnessing the characters life (all of which is a story/label by the mind) and it is all encompassed in being aware. and the last step of that being, there is no being aware of. there is just being aware, as ONE. @Aakash so like this. all under the umbrella of BEING AWARE / KNOWING The Exp. of Absolute is being aware of: being aware story of aakash witnessing the character's life further labeling can be added - depending on how much you want to abstract from the whole
  15. @Aakash You already know by now that you are not Aakash silence is not trying to keep hold of silence silence is the screen screen cannot do or not do anything what helps to think of your true nature as a quality (isn't the case, but helps to illustrate this) can a quality "do" anything? like, lenght, weight, hieght, tempreate... can these things do anything? or are they just a measure of something? you are simply aware of the life story of aakash aakash is trying to hold the silence but you are not aakaash you are that who is watching this
  16. During my sustained "watching from a no-place" phase and witnessing as awareness i had the following two thoughts/insights appear. During that phase, I noticed the absence of a desire to talk about my experience/state or coming on the forum and posting about it then. I was too engrossed in the present moment of just being and sitting at the train station. Getting up to go get a drink was seen Going to the washroom Going to the train Finding my seat on the train Infinte intelligence at work! It always is What i think is mine (soonHei's) intelligence is God's unlimited intelligence being played out The best part was watching talk, action take place spontaneously and intelligently. The no mind in between the witnessing was pure amazing. Thought also came about what i may do if i lose this state but then it was realized as to who might be having that thought And the one having that thought was not the one who was having that "Experience" #Soon
  17. Seeing thru your beliefs is key! Letting go of attachment is difficult. When the letting go of attachment happens, it will happen on it's own and will be effortless and it will make logical sense not to cling onto that part of your self. Over the last week. I lived life alternating between soonHei and awareness. I truly deeply and immensely lived life from myself. I understand what Leo and all the rest mean when they say "it goes deeper" The more and more of ego you let go, the more and more bliss you gain. It is perfectly balanced. Always totaling to 100% so to speak. If you got 60% attachment to ego, you will be at 40% in your self. All these are concepts of course And i also truly deeply saw and felt that I can never speak to anyone but myself. It was such a beautiful realization and so very sad at the same time So immensely freeing yet so immensely tragic. I understood how SoonHei is my absence and in SoonHei's absence, I AM. I am, all the time. But when SoonHei is there, i tend to live and believe as if i am SoonHei But i am always myself. It was also quite emotional... The fact that i can truly never share this with anyone ... Anyone in terms of what we think of "others" as... Like my parents, friends, siblings etc... Walking about and watching and simply being... Watching SoonHei talk.. move.. drive the car... All intelligent design unfolding without the mind interfering. That which arises without the suggestion of the mind is devine unfolding. Surrendering to that natural unfolding will take you deeper within yourself. Shed your ego skin!
  18. @Angelo John Gage great video
  19. Read this quote on a Facebook page: The subtle body is completely free from the physical structure of the body. Its energy is completely unconditioned. It belongs to the real body, the energetic body. This energy is capable of burning up all the conditioning buried deep in our nerves and muscles. It purifies the physical body of the conditions and sensations imposed by the 'I am the body' idea, by the person who needs to feel himself localized and secured. This person acts through likes and dislikes, through fear, actions which in turn react on the neuro-muscular system creating the vicious circle of conditioning <3 Jean Klein When one has a "glimpse" does this subtle body evaporate all at once? Or is it in stages? my body often shakes on it's own when I'm High. Feels like muscles opening and relaxing. Is that what this subtle body energy is? I suppose when you have a total ego death like eckhart Tolle, the body is fully instantly let go of at once. Vs if someone has an awakening or even full realization / liberation, it may happen in series of releases?
  20. @Preetom you're welcome and yes. you're right. what you said and what I said was the same thing in different ways. happiness truly is YOUR VERY SELF. you are happiness! it is your perfume as mooji puts it. and you arrive at yourself when you are at ground zero. empty. for that is what you are: emptiness. empty of all content bless @Highest love it. w33d post enligthement - hopefully SoonHei continues to bless this plant as well