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@Harikrishnan Oh so you think u can be omnipotent and create matter out of the void ? ....

@Tariq Yes u missed the most important part witch is the second . " then god blew of his spirit into the body ( of adam ) " and then adam is born , and this is what is deep . Adam in islamic theology is not born the moment god built him from clay but after when god decides to blow the spirit in him . As another islamic proof to that , the Devil when he was in paradise found the statue of clay ( adam not born yet ) and studied it . But its still true that muslims believe that god is one entity different from everything he has created , but humans can still potentially be very close to god .

@Etagnwo The thing is a used to care . i have started a journey to become the ideal me , but its like chasing perfection . I know only one thing , is that i know nothing . I know enough to know the things i search for , but at the same time , i know so little to begin in the path . its a act that i know i will never completely finish . so , why ?

@Nahm @Nahm I know that my Dna and My body are things that I POSSES , and you can't be what you posses so i know that im none of these things . I know that im not this body and im not the monkey screaming in my head witch is the produce of my brain and all i acquired trough live . So the same way you are not your sockets or your car im not my body and my mind . So what am i ? a soul ?

@Nahm 3600 times per hour our life slips away a little more into the void , while it has been imposed to us to live such bittersweet existences . Nobody chooses birth or our DNA ect ...

@Hero of Time Thank you very much , i was holding on a mix of plants to not fall too deep because i refuse to take anti depressants from the main stream " health " industry . I think i need long terms actions like you suggested .

@Light Lover Thank you for writing to me . I am still in college and i think im going for public university witch is free in France . I wouldn't say it feels good to realize you are not alone stuck in the same shit but it gives some kind of relief . I know theses days where you just dont want to ( everything u said ) . I have tried meditations a few times and it really transforms me but its hard to stuck with habits when school already takes so much of your brain and time and worries ...