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Do the exact same thing you would do if you weren’t bored.

What do you mean by neurodivergent? It could mean a million different things. Schizophrenia? Autism? ADD? OCD? Psychopathy? Bipolar? It’s way too broad of a term to give advice to you. I am amazed that people here are giving you advice without inquiring into your situation first.

Those people that make you insecure are probably also insecure in some other way & they don’t show it on social media.

Let me guess, you didn’t go to university? Plenty of people get plenty of value for plenty of different reasons. Also, some countries have a less shitty education system than US & don’t put you into thousands of dollars of debt.

Depends on the field. Some go for the people & networking opportunities.

Had similar experience with kratom, which isn’t an opioid per say but almost. What I gathered from it is that opioids are trash and I have zero desire to use any of them ever.

This is false. Mastery doesn’t have an end point. You will never achieve greatness. Yeah people that aren’t as far on the path will call you great but you yourself will never achieve greatness. There’s always more to learn. Forever. Fall in love with the process. You aren’t late at all. Go wild. Discipline yourself & do the work.

Learn to rap over recordings ahah! I don’t know french rappers but surely they must exist. There’s a book by Theodore Dimon. It’s called Your Body, Your Voice. I strongly recommend it to everyone that has a voice. If you want to be less monotonous, more resonant & have more range in your voice this is the book of all books. Very grounded & practical. It’s basically a thorough break down of the anatomy of the voice with diagrams & a few practices to slowly rehabilitate it in a full-body, holistic & functional way.

I mean give & if it’s reciprocated, fantastic. If it’s not, fantastic. You aren’t diminished by or aggrandized in anyway. People can be socially anxious because they approach the interaction from a place of deficiency and are unconsciously looking for approval to fill it. Expecting approval from others is a form of taking. It’s transactional. I mean give & then receive the outcome in whatever form it takes. I don’t know, receiving & taking feel very different to me. Taking is selfishness & neediness. Receiving is reverence, gratitude & appreciation for the mirroring of your own loving output.

Just like anything you get good by doing it a lot with an intention of learning & mastering. Open mind Open heart; be emotional goddamn it Put yourself in uncomfortable situations until they are comfortable & then push it even further. Few people discussions -> crowd interaction -> public speaking. Get rid of all neediness. People will give themselves for free when you no longer need them to. Give & receive. Never take.

Mushrooms is a great hobby on top of of being a great psychedelic if you grow it!🍄‍🟫 and practically free

Jazz & Indian classical music is my go to. I cannot handle lyrical music when tripping.

They seem like 2 regular ass dudes to me. Who’s the first totally normal dude above totally normal Eckart Tolle?

The highest sleep score I ever got was 81. Usually under 80 even when I sleep 8+ hrs. I don’t understand how to max that out. Subjectively speaking it’s clear that I could be more rested so I am not surprised that I have bad sleep score. What I think is non negotiable to get half decent sleep is exercising. Cardio, strength & flexibility. But it clearly involves more than that. Haven’t figured out what that is yet.

Good coffee isn’t that bitter. Only over roasted, badly brewed coffee is.

I don’t like that teacher. It has abused me for years.

What is it about this community that we are not revolted by these teachings? I struggle to understand why most people would get outraged by these ideas. Or not give a fuck. That’s also a common reaction. It’s close mindedness but why are people close minded? Do they not understand that you can hear & entertain a thought without accepting or rejecting it? I have completely stopped mentioning Leo to anyone over time. It was never productive when I did in the past.

I always get a phase of pacing around my room & talking to myself like a lunatic when I am tripping. Yesterday that happened & I was acutely aware of the sheer bullshitery of it. I was talking for 3hrs straight & noticing that none of my wording of the insights I was having were the actual insights. There’s no work around consciousness but thinking is also consciousness. There’s a meta awareness to be had here. Thinking is not bad per say but sometimes only silence will do it.

You considered living in a big city? Driving there is annoying anyways. There should also be plenty of work opportunities. In which country are you?

GG! Cardio & strength training can get you so high. Much higher than nicotine ever could.

I got humbled here.

You’ll be fine. Soy is not going kill your gains.

Please tell me it’s clarinet.

Lovely! It’s such a fantastic tune to dip your toes in Jazz improvisation. Also because it’s so simple, you can reharmonize the heck out of it. AUTUMN LEAVES INFINITY!

« The falling leaves Drift by the window The autumn leaves Of red and gold I see your lips The summer kisses The sunburned hands I used to hold Since you went away The days grow long And soon I'll hear Old winter's song But I miss you most of all My darling When autumn leaves Start to fall »